AFTER A MONTH.

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LAO GONG IS COMING BACK HOME TONIGHT AS HE TOLD ME :D !

Oh only god knows how contented i am. :D HAHA! Oh whatever. Anyway, niece MSN me just now telling me that tomorrow is heng's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY HENG ;D!

Well well well, tomorrow will be another outing day with Syafinah and Hidayu as the two of them needed to finish up their homework and that Syafinah need my peribahasa thingy. ;D

So here's the plan,

WAKE UP AT 7.00 am ;D
STEP OUT OF HOME 8.30 am
HEAD TO SCHOOL AND MEET AYU 9.30 am
BUGIS BREAKFAST ;D
THAN STUDY !! :D




:D :D :D!

LAO GONG IS COMING BACK. ;D

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LAO GONG IS COMING BACK ON SUNDAY NIGHT. :D

Well, today i didn't went anywhere. Woke super late man! 2.30pm is the time i woke up! OH GOSH. LOLs. ;D Woke up, no one is at home ecxept for my maid.

So, ya found myself bored at home. My maid was busy with the chores and i decided to have movie marathon. ;D ! I decided to laugh today so i watched ; Chuck and Larry & Rush Hour 3. Oh man! I laugh like hell when i watch Chuck and Larry. Haha! ;D

Especially when Chuck goes, "Ya, we going to do sex now." I think that was when the inspector man going home. LOL!! Hey man, gays have life too! :D LOLs. Its damn funny world sometimes, there's this phrase saying, -BE WHAT YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU WANT- yet, there's still people looking down on gays and lesbians. I mean, that's what they are. Let them be as what they are and we be as what we are, and everything will be fine! ;D

OOPS SORRY FREE-SPEAKING LIAO!! :D

Okay fine im off. BYE.

MR CLARENCE THAM KOK HAO, I'VE BEEN THINKING OF YOU EVERSINCE YOU ARE IN THAILAND. AND SO HAPPY THAT YOU'RE COMING BACK SOON. ;D

UNORGANISED DAY.

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Lao gong is coming back soon. Oh, he can't message me untill he reach Singapore. :D ! Hmm i miss him damn much! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Okay well, today was like UNORGANISED day. LOL!

First, didn't manage to wake up at the appropriate time. I like wake up with blurrie eyes and checked for the time and its 9.30 am! I jump off bed, and dash to the bathroom. Please, i'm to meet my god sister and syafinah at 12.30 at bugis and it's like i'm going to my school first blah blah. Haiz. D;

Manage to chase after the time. So, went to school. Reach school around 10.45am. I was suppose to go and pay my 24 bucks due school fees. So, ya i made the attempt to pay today as i usually gets lazy. LOL! So ya i went to the office and i ask the auntie, "i want pay school fees." She replied, "come tomorrow. the in charge not in school." I was like WHAT?!!!!!! I travel all the way to commowealth and woke up early and that's the respond? haiz. D': ! So i travel all the way to bugis and due to that i reach damn early AN HOUR EARLY?!

LOL! So met my god sis first than sya came. Walk around bugis than my god sis went dont know where and i went to boon lay and sya went to hougang. I end up shopping alone today at bugis street and boon lay. And that is it how i spent my day.

Went home. Ate. Slept. Computer. Update my blogshop. And now updating my BLOG! :D

toodles.

CURRENTLY ON ONLINE BIZ.

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Okay, im so not updating appropriately now a days ehk? I don't know why either. It's like nothing to update. Hmm! Maybe perhaps because i've been missing mr clarence tham kok hao so much. D': ! I tried messaging him but his message replies are short and simple. D': ! I miss him terribly. He will be back on the 30 dec. ;D

Well, currently i'm into online business. :D ! I'm selling first and second hand stuffs. :D ! :D ! Do support me kay? At http://affordableshopping.blogspot.com :D !Prices are affordable to teenagers like us. :D ! :D ! Well, do support me kays? Current item on sale are shirts. One is 2nd hand and the other is 1st hand. Both are free size. :D !

Okay lah i better get going bye.

UNEXPECTED ME. ALHAMDULILAH. I HAVE A PIC NOW. ;D!

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Well, let me see, dust is collecting again. LOL! ;D

Don't blame me. I have so much things to do this few days. :D ! Hmm but my hardwork is worth it. :D ! Now, i am all free. I can go anywhere anytime LOL!.

Okay, nothing to update today anyway. Just that i was so damn tired and i'm like sneezing non stop here. D': ! Well, i think i shall go lorr.

*screams* LAO GONG!!!!!! WO HEN XIANG NI! I MISS YOU MISS YOU MISS YOU!! HAIZ. I SERIOUSLY MISS YOU!

THE NIGHT THAT WORRIED AND SHOCKED ME

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DUST DUST! my blog is surely collecting more dust after i clean up the recent dust. :D ! Anyway, there's nothing to update anyway. So, i don't bother to update, besides that a few days back i've been busy with study dates, my gals dates and etc. So ya! Just that today felt that i need to update.

Oh well, something illusion happened tonight. Well! I don't know what is wrong with my little sister. She seems to be too emotional this few days. Well, i was shocked on how she react just now.

Me and her was sitting in our room. Suddenly, i heard sniffing. I was like, hell who's crying. When i see, it's my little sister. I was like so surprised. I hold her shoulders to make her turn and ask her why she cried you know. Suddenly she hugged me and asked me, "What if daddy leaves us?"

I was like, WHAT a question is that? Daddy won't be going anywhere. Daddy will stay. Haiz. I'm crying. I don't know. Please!! TUHAN! Tabahkan hati kami. Kuatkan iman kami. Sihatkan lah ayah kami. AMIN!

STUDY DATE

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Nothing much to say though. Just that i went to mine usual study date with najj (twiin) and ain (Honey) at ain's place which is at bukit panjang. So, met naj first at chua chu kang the LRT and we headed to jelapang and met ain. We didn't straight went to ain's house though we, went to the shop first as ain mum's wanted her to buy some things. :D ! After that we went to ain's place and study. Ya, her mum serve us food and it was delicious. :D !

After that, was suppose to go to city hall, but than it's like bloddy damn lazy lah. Like macam, i message every body asking them are they free, all the answers are the same, NO! So, like urrgghh! What the hell. SO i'm like, going to some how town like alone? NO WAY! URGGHH!! THIS IS WHERE REALISE, LAO GONG'S THE BEST COMPANION OF ALL I HAD!! ARGH! Speaking of him, i'm like bloody damn missing him man! D: !

Hmm, well, an update. He's doing well there at thailand. Just that, when he call, i get so damn bullshitly excited. HAHA! :D I can go screaming when any of the family said, "Call!" I'll ask, "Who?" And when they say, "CLARENCE." I go like, "ARGGHHH!!! YEAHH! HE CALLED. YEEEEEAAAAHHHH!" Hahaha!! :D !

Haiz, miss him so much. Today is like only 16. And it's like 14 more days to HUG HIM! ARGH!!
Kay kay, hidah is so overacting. Kay lah i got to go.

BYE PEOPLE!!




NAJJJJJJ NICE MEETIINNGG YOUU!! I CAN BE SO DAMN NOISY AS WE GET ALONG. :D ! IT'S LIKE FINALLY SEE YOU! kimek, kenal tahun berapa, tahun ni baru jumpe. nabeii. haahahaha!! tp FINALLY. YEAH YEAH YEAH!! hahahahaah!!!

DEAL IS OFF. I BETTER SURRENDER!

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I know, i'm like suppose to be on deal for NO LAPPIE AND NO HANDPHONE for 2 weeks. But, NO! I can't survive. LOL! So, i think, it's an official DEAL OFF. ;D ! Besides that, i made money from other deals as well. As usual, kakak will ask me do stuffs that's like will risk my daily routine! HAHA. Nah, just kidding. ;D

So, ya it's like what time and i still cannot sleep. I don't know why this few days, i can't sleep really well. And sometimes, i didn't sleep at all. Watching Kdramas, Kmovies and etc. LOL! Oh ya, i've been like ADDICTED to Kdramas! Currently, wanting to buy Kmovie, I LOVE MY LITTLE SISTER. It's a sad one though. Well, i just read the sypnosis. Hehe. Okay.

Hell, i sold my N73 music edition cell phone. Well, the problem is, the phone is kinda laggy for me and it's just like, i don't like it anymore. NAH! It's not like that, i just thing, i need some kinda downgrading or something so sold it and bought a new one. And current handphone is SE W700i. Well, i like it, basic features is there and that's enough. Hehe. :D ! Dad bought new handphone too cause his old one was all drench and couldn't work anymore. :D !

Hmm, currently in the mood of DOESN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. Haiz. I'm dead bored here without lao gong in singapore. How much i need him now! Pheww, but it's just too bad, he'll be back only on 30 dec NIGHT! I MISS HIM SO MUCH SO MUCH SO MUCH! Never mind, he's in my heart. Awww. ;D ! K lah got to go! Bye people!!! :D

I'M NOT UPDATING FOR 2 WEEKS!

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I WON'T BE UPDATING FOR TWO WEEKS NEHH! ;D CAUSE CURRENTLY I'M ON DEAL WITH MY KAKAK (ELDEST SISTER) NOT TO ON THIS LAPTOP OR MY HANDPHONE FOR TWO WEEKS! AND IT'S LIKE UNTILL CHRISTMAS EVE! ;D ! SO, WISH ME LUCK! SO THE MONEY IS MINE CAUSE I'M ALREADY ON DEAL!!!! LOL ;D






LAO GONG I MISS YA YA YA!!

I MISS MR CLARENCE THAM KOK HAO SO MUCH!!!!!!! D;

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First of all, I MISS MR CLARENCE THAM KOK HAO SO MUCH!! I MISS HIM!! MY SLEEP WASN'T WELL, THINKING OF HIM. MY ACTIVITIES WAS NOT APPROPRIATELY DONE, THINKING OF HIM! LAO GONG! I MISS YOU SO SO MUCH!!! YOU'RE MINE EVERYTHING.


Okay okay, yesterday i didn't update. Well, it's basically because i was damn tired. Well, went to east coast yesterday. Met my auntie (mak andak ) and her family plus my lunatic cousin's friends. Well. Well. Yesterday had a few falls, mind it, terrible falls! D; ! First was had a fall from my bicycle, my leg was bleeding and the bicycle hitted my back. PAIN! Second was had a fall while playing soccer, hitted my whole body on the ground full of ROCKS! So i have so many cuts here and there now. D; !

This few days was so boring. D: ! I don't really have the mood to hit my leg out of the house door. D: ! Haiz. I don't know why either. Anyway, i'm tired, my body is aching now due to the falling. So, i guess i better get going.

bye. <3






AND WHEN THE PHONE RANG, AND THE CALLER WASN'T YOU, I CRIED SILENTLY. D:

A DAY WITH MY HORNEYYS

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OKAY I'M UPDATING PROPERLY CAUSE PICTURE IS UPLOADED! LOLs.

Today had a blast with horneyy ;D ! She was fun, and she rawks! There's too much to talk to her. ;D ! And, for once, i felt so okay infront a friend. ;D hehe. I mean, i felt so much so much way way comfortable. ;D hehe!! ;D ! It our first time meet but it's like i've been meeting her like everyday! haha. Met horneyy at popular and surprisingly we kenal each other sia. ;D ! Hee. ;D !Our pictures are crazy. (i uploaded certain pics ;D)! So, that's the day i went through with a new friend yet a close one. ;D hehe!!

AND NEXT WEEK! TWIIN IS COMING! ;D !! we'll be going to horneyys crib then. ;D OH!!!

AND AND, horney is TALLER than me. HAHA! i'm SHORT! LOL!



Boyfriend, i'm soooooo missing you! LOLs. LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND! I MISS YOU SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!! ;counting down.

RING RING THE PHONE GOES. ;D

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Tonight, lao gong called. :D ! I was so happy. :D ! He's doing great. Thank god. :D ! Hmm, and i'm here much more better. At least, i heard his voice. :D ! Miss him :D !

Anyway, today did nothing much. Just that, i was out for almost the whole day. Well, bro in law isn't working so mum decided to ask him to bring us out. Hehe. ! :D . Hmm. It was crazy today. Had so much bloody fun. :D ! Hehe. Had so much laughter. Basically today is lunatic.

Well, nothing much to say actually. :D ! Just that, i can't sleep. :D ! I drank TWO CUPS of ice latte. :D ! And so i guess, that's the reason i can't sleep ehk. Hehe! :D ! Okay lah, i don't know what else to update. Hmm.




AND WHEN THE PHONE RANG, I GETS SO EXCITED. :D

I'LL MISS LAO GONG.

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First of all, LAO GONG IS AWAY. HE'S OFF TO THAILAND, BANGKOK. MAY HE HAVE A PLEASANT AND SAFE TRIP TO THAILAND AND BACK TO SINGAPORE. ;D GONNA MISS HIM ALOTTT!! <3

SO, PEOPLE GET IT? HE'S AWAY. I'M ALONE HERE. HOW BORING! LOL! ;D

Well, today did nothing much. Woke up damn damn damn late! ;D Around 12+ ! I'm suppose to meet mummy(li ping) at 1.30pm and i had to cancel it! LOLs. So, in the end, i am staying at home today. :D !

Just that, mum was nagging at me to clean up my room. So i did. From my study table, to bed to my school books! LOLs. Was super alor of rubbish man! Haha. :D ! And after all those clean up thingy i'm now singing hell loudly in my room! LOLs.

INSANITY IS HITTING ME!!!!
better get going.



I'M NOT HAPPY THAT YOU'VE TO GO. BUT I'VE TO ACCEPT THAT YOU'LL BE AWAY FROM ME FOR A LONG TIME. I'M STARTING TO MISS YOU. D;

I'M BACK FROM KL!

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First of all I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE. ;D ! **
THERE'S NO PICTURES TAKEN EXACTLY CAUSE WE RECORD EVERYTHING. ;D !
SO THERE'S ONLY VIDEO. ;D !
Let me tell you what we've been doing at KL. ;D !

30 nov (night) ;
Reach KL. And we check in to our hotel. RADIUS INTERNATIONAL! I was so damn *&^%$ happy as i was so damn tired. LOLs. So i tried to sleep. But god damn it, i can have my sleep peaceful. D; ! In the end, i swop beds with my eldest sister and i manage to get a peaceful sleep. :D !


1 dec ;
Woke up and went down to the Hotel Kopitiam to have our free breakfast. We were like hoping that it's like buffet and we were like, good we can have a nice breakfast! But guess what? The breakfast will be served! And it's a breakfast 'nightmare'. !hehe. Our breakfast was only, one egg, one sausage, red beans, mushrooms (which i hate) and one toast. YUCKS! LOLs.

Anyway, breakfast was never mind. We went back to our room and sleep AGAIN! LOL. Don't know for how many hours sia. LOLs. ! But we woke up around 1 plus and decided to walk to the nearest chicken rice stall at jalan bukit bintang for lunch. So, our lunch was so delicious man! :D ! So off to lunch and back to hotel. And bro in law's friend (bro salleh and his family) arrived. :D

After lunch, we went to my auntie's place. Visit my uncle which now is not well. D; ! It's sad to see that he's getting more thinner than he used to be. After that we were off to KLCC. Nothing can be done at KLCC the shopping price is damn expensive nia! LOLs. After KLCC, we went back to hotel and met bro salleh and off to petaling street. :D ! SHOPPING DAMN ALOT UNTILL I FINISHED MY RM120!! LOLs. Than had dinner and off to hotel for a peaceful sleep. LOLs.

2 dec;
Woke up damn early. Had breakfast at the nearest indian stall. So roti prata was our breakfast. At least it's way better than the hotel's. LOLs. After breakfast we make our way to Sunway Lagoon. :D It's malaysia water theme park. Something like wild wild wet though. :D ! Had so much fun at sunway lagoon. Swam for 4 hours! LOLs. After sunway, we hit back home. Had dinner and went to bro in law's uncle place. And went off to hotel. So, basically our 2nd day was well spent at sunway. :D!

3 dec;
It's time to check out. Woke up around lunch hours. So pack those necessary stuffs and off to lunch. :D ! After lunch, we didn't exactly head back to Singapore. We went to time square for indoor game. And this time round it's like excape theme park, it's just that it's indoor in malaysia. :D ! I had a few thrill ride and i felt like i'm losing my soul! LOls. After the whole game ride, we had our dinner at secret recipe, malaysia. And after that, we head back to singapore. :D!

AND NOW WE'RE BACK SAFELY IN SINGAPORE. THANK YOU TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN PRAYING FOR OUR SAFETY. WE APPRECIATE IT A MILLION TIMES AND WE LOVE YOU ALL. GOD BLESS YOU. ;D

MAY GOD BLESS US ALL.

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WONT BE UPDATING TILL 4 DEC. ;D LOVE YOU ALL AND GOD BLESS YOU. KISSES!

LAO GONG, I WILL MISS YOU. SO MUCH. LOVE YOU. DON'T BE NAUGHTY EHK. ;D ! HEHE. MUACKS!

SERIOUSLY IN NEED FOR 'DREAM-GO-AWAY' PILLS.argh!

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I seriously need a 'dream-go-away' pills man! Only one of all my friends tell me, "Silly girl. Your boyfriend won't change like in your dream." And boyfriend told me that i don't have to worry about the dream. But but, i dreamt it all for 3 times liao leii? Haiyo! 3 times means bad luck bah? haiyo! SLAP HIDAH &^%#&*((@^#) time!

Hmm, anyway let's get back to today. I did nothing mostly nothing today. Just that, took my breakfast and will be going out with mummy and daddy liao lorr later. Hmm. I don't want to go, but daddy force me too. Haiz. I can do nothing else anyway. Just to obey. Haiz. And i wonder how my day will be today. I want a contact lenses soon, i must have it soon so i don't have to be shitty with my specs. must save money liao de. !! YEAH!

I'll be leaving Singapore tomorrow. Pray for a safe trip to KL and back to Singapore aite? God bless you friends/readers.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?

THIS NIGHTS LATELY MAKING ME DOWN. D: !

I don't know what is wrong with me. That dream appears again last night. Is there such thing that they call 'drem go away' pill? Cause if there is, i want to have it. This dream of mine is so so so making me not myself. Disturbing my peaceful sleep. I will be awake middle of the night and cry to myself. The next thing i know, tears rolls down. So not me! I mean, hey it's just a dream why am i so into it? And the answer is i don't know and i'm just too afraid. What the hell! Another weird thing is my room. Yesterday night i so can't sleep, first thing first is about that dream. Second was my room! My room! It's like there's something! Observing! Yesterday i was so afraid that i messaged lao gong. He didn't replied and he called, i was crying though, but i told him nothing cause i was way way too afraid. Is all this for real or just me?! Okay!!!

*SLAP HIDAH MANY MANY MANY TIMES!!!!!!! *


Let's get back to today. Anyway, i didn't attend school today. You should know why. My night sleep wasn't well so.. HAIZ!

Will be leaving Singapore in 2 days time and be back on the 4 dec. Than lao gong will be off to thailand by 5 dec. And will be back only 1 month later. HAIZ. I will be dead by the time he's back lah. Dead of insanity and boredoms. Haiz. I mean, he won't be here in Singapore. He won't be! ARGH!

*SLAP HIDAH*

So many slapping has go on. Now it's time for me to go and have some self rest. D: ! Bye readers.

MY WORST DREAM EVER. D;

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My heart is so not pumping properly. I'm so sick and worried. D; ! I don't know why. But it all happened after my dream last night. I am so not okay with my dream. Will it ever be the truth? I mean everything will just be over like that? Haiz. D; ! I don't know.

Anyway, what my boyfriend told me yesterday is making me worst. I'm so damn %$#&@*^@ sad. I cried the whole night sia yesterday night before my sleep. How could i not possibly be? Haiz. Enough. I'm all work out today.

I'm staying at home and get some nap. There's school tomorrow anyway. D; !!

MY DREAM WAS ABOUT ME, BEING LEFT ALONE HERE IN SINGAPORE WHEN MY BOYFRIEND CHANGED IN THAILAND. HE DON'T REMEMBER ME AT ALL. NOT AT ALL. HE IGNORE ME WHEN I WENT SEARCHING FOR HIM. AND IT'S THE END OF US? ARGHH!!!!!!!! GOD HAVE TO SAFE ME! sobs sobs.

A VERY VERY SHORT UPDATE. ;D

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There's no picture today.

Today did nothing. Just that, went to hidayu's house and help her and syafinah to colour their hair. ;D ! After that went home. Bought cake and celebrated my brother in law's birthday. ;D !

Anyway, syafinah and hidayu told me that i can be a hairstylist. ;D ! LOL! They even told me that i look like those teenagers that work on the hair salon. OH MAN! LOL! ;D anyway, i agreed. With those clips clipping on to my jeans, with my hands working on the hair. HEHE. ;D !

I shall think about working on a hair salon ehk?! LOLs.
kay lah got to go. bye.


LAO GONG,
after what you told me today. i'm afraid of losing you again. D; !

I'LL BE LEAVING SINGAPORE IN 5 DAYS TIME.

This lips is so sexy! i love this man! && i miss our kiss. ;D

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First thing first, i'll be leaving Singapore in 5 days time. ;D ! Please pray for my safety ;D ! God bless you. ;D ! Just in case where am i going and who am i going with. Well, i will be going to KL, having a holiday trip with my siblings and my bro in law's friends. ;D ! Fun is waiting for me. LOLs.

Nothing much to update for today. Just that i had my religion class just now. And there was somehow or rather a concert and oh my gosh! One of the performance was from my long lost friends, it's been long since we meet or chat. ;D ! I known them through a programme though. They are now all grown up and hot. ;D ! LOLs! Basically, the concert wasn't that good. Boring i can say. But, did enjoy anyway. ;D ! GREAT JOB BELIAs ! MARHA MARHA! ;D !

After that accompanied mum and dad to geylang to get stuffs. Dad wanna buy something for mum. How sweet is dad ehk? LOLs. I love him so dearly. ;D ! Anyway, i'm so interested in this diamond bracelet! I'm so going to get it one day. It cost $1280. Oh man! LOLs. Had a conversation with mum(conversation is in malay, translated)-

Me: When i get engaged, i want my future fiance to get me a diamond ring and make sure it's not gold ring. I want it white. So, i won't be able to pawn it. I mean i won't make so much money if i pawn it, so why pawn it anyway. I will treasure it.

Mum: But gold's better. It is money making.

Me: Ya but it don't suits me. All i need is just one gold bracelet, necklace and ring that's enough. Which dad already bought for me. So i need no more.

Mum: My one and only daughter that knows nothing about gold! Look at your younger sister, that little auntie is so clever about gold.

Me: She's a little auntie anyway.

Mum: You wish. But your dad don't like white wants. He prefers gold.

Me: I know mum. You told me so many time. But i get it myself. (laugh)

Mum: It's your money. Do whatever you want. But gold is still better dear.

Me: Mummy please.

LOL! I always talk about pure golds and white diamond jewelleries with mummy each time she visit any jewellery shop. LOL! I just like it how she convincing me to get a gold than the white one. Hehe. ;D !

So, daddy bought a ring and bracelet for my 'little auntie' and a bracelet mum and my eldest sister. And all is gold. LOLs! So that's my day. ;D !

MY SPECS IS NOW BLACK. I LOOK A LITTLE BETTER THAN MY WHITE SPECS. BUT I STILL DO LOOK DUH? LOL! BUT WHO CARES. ;D ! and my handphone sucks! D;

I wanna change to be a better person. I wanna be my old me. I wanna be the girl islam adores. My attire my everything, changing. ;D Hope you people will support me. ;D

A DINNER!

NEVER UNDER ESTIMATE ME !!!!!!

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Surprisingly i update my blog very very late today. LOL! ;D ! There's a few to updates.

MY HANDPHONE;

It is so making me frustrated. So not working properly. SHITS and ASS. LOLs. So, i'm now like, sometimes replying my messages late. And my handphone is like crazy ass. D: !! Enough with my handphone updates.

MY RELATIONSHIP;

Any bitches out there that's trying to bring us apart or whatever, just back off cause i don't need those bloody rumours you have for me or him. Anyway, i'm not angry at my boyfriend! Oh please! I will tell him i'm angry at him myself if i am. So.. it's understood okay?!

That's all for today. Decided to post alot. But nah, somehow something make my mood go down. BULLSHIT! D:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK NAH.

DEMONIC XANDROTH'S =D they're cute out there.

Rahmat Sofian [RSO] ;SINGER

Haziq [ ZIQO ] ; LEAD

Shukri [LUCIAN XANDROTH] ;RYTHEM

Justin Khoo [ JJ ] ; BASSIST

Syafiee [SYAF ]; DRUMMER

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First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK NAH! (happy birthday to auntie)!

Today i can say my day wasn't that bad. Eventhough mum grounded me cause i broke my promise to be back home by 7 pm last night. (: ! Oh i shall begin about yesterday. (: ! Had a great time watching bratz with the peeps(afiq,hidayu,syafinah & fatin). We went to PS for the movie and after that had a great laugh over lunch and off to bugis. Afiq was like asking me for better fashion all the time. (: ! He's cute. LOL! (: ! Than we hangout at starbucks and we forgotten about the time and that's how we ended up being late. LOL! :D !

Well, as for today, i did nothing. Just woke up. Laptop and off to clementi with mummy to send adik to her school for CCA and off to get my auntie her birthday cake. (: ! Than back home and laptop all the way. =D !

Was chatting with my god brother (Rahmat Sofian) just now and he gave me his band's pic performing at a volunteer place. (: ! Awesome. (: ! Pic is already uploaded. (: !

I'm so pissed off with my handphone! It is so not working properly. Haiz. SHITS!!

HANDPHONE IS AN ASS! ARGH!

EMOTIONS

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If i could press and change my emotions, i will always choose happy. =D !

Anyway, slept late yesterday night. Was watching the movies i bought. So, it's understand-able. Hmm, my feelings are back normal. Thank god. It's not his fault. It was just myself being too carried away and too afraid. =D !

Oh well, but things are okay now. I will be going out today. Another day that's i'm going to be spend it with the girls. =D ! Me, hidayu, sya and fatin (if i'm not wrong). Oh well. =D ! Be meeting them at jurong east around 1-1.10pm. Oh well. =D !

Can't wait for the rest of my day. =D !

LAO GONG,
my prepaid only left with 39 cents. It's irritating lah. But i must hold on till next week. LOL! =D ! Love you so much.

I'M JUST AFRAID I MIGHT BE FOOLED AGAIN.

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By the time i'm done with this blogging, i will not be in Singapore. Off to malaysia.

Anyway, i've done absolutely nothing since morning. Just woke up, laptop, breakfast, download songs. That's how my day begins. I think i better get going.

LAO GONG,

a million time i can repeat, i'm just so afraid. And i am still.

I WALK WITH EMOTIONS TODAY.

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A short update, is that enough?

My mood was rather not with me today. Well, something makes me like this anyway. Shall not say about it. Okay? Everything was well explained.

Okay, my day begin with meeting hidayu and had lunch. Than had a good window shopping. And my day end up with me being down for don't know how long but tried to control. So, went down to town and was still down and i end up walking in the rain.

TONIGHT IN THE RAIN I CRIED, IN THE RAIN I HAD MY FEELINGS FIGHT. I WALKED ALONE ALONG THE DARK STREETS IN THE RAIN. HOPING IT TO WASH AWAY MY INSIDE PAIN.

3 MORE WEEKS. D=

Hello friends/readers

First of all, dad's not 100% fine now. However, he is at home now. Resting all the time in his room. =D !

Okay, another day spent in the hospital today. Cause dad was only discharged in the afternoon. Oh well. Did mostly nothing today. Just dragging myself to extreme boredness at the hospital and did absolutely nothing else.

Now, i'm back home and nothing can be done. Oh well. It's okay. Anyway, i won't be at home tomorrow though. I'm going to study at jurong west library with Hidayu. And maybe will be hanging out somewhere. Will see how things goes tomorrow. =D !

OH MY GOD! It's 3 more weeks left and Lao Gong is going to thailand. Leaving me alone here in Singapore. D= ! I'm a little worried and sad though. But, it's okay. I will always pray for his safety. =D ! Lao gong, i will be missing you like hell. Honestly, i'm so afraid you got your feelings changed. But it's ok. I got to learn to trust. =D ! I love you. And i'm saying the truth. =D ! Muacks! Ouh, i'm crying. 3 more weeks and that's it, we'll see each other again next year. =D !

Okay i better get going. =D

FLU'S BACK.

Hello friends/readers

I've deleted my earlier post today. D= ! As it is rather not appropriate.

Flu's back. And i am so feeling uneasy. My cough is so making me breathless. I hate it man! My chest pain sia. Hmm. Already took my medicine. But nothing changed. So hurt. Anyway, let's cut about my sickness.

Today cancelled the cycling outing to east coast due to some reasons. =D ! But it's okay even though i'm like looking forward for the outing. Anyway, me, my sisters and my bro in law planned to have an outing to catch a movie, the bee movie. =D ! Hmm. But everything was cancelled as we had to bring dad to the hospital at a very last minute. Dad wasn't well. Oh, so every outing was cancelled today. =D !

So, spent the whole afternoon at the hospital. Dad's admitted. Hmm. Dad's a little better now. =D Thank god.

Now, i'm back home and coughing non-stop. How bad! D: ! Okay lah, i better get going. Bye.

Boyfriend, i miss you so much. Damn much. D: ! When can i ever see you again? Oh don't be naughty. I love you. =D ! MUACKS!

I SPEAK WHAT I SUPPOSE TO. =D

Hello friends/readers

Oh my god! Day started with a bad bad stomach. D: ! Keep going in and out of the toilet. How bad. Oh well. Let's keep this dirty story. :D ! LOL!

Today woke up rather early. Around 9+ ! Than found myself in a boring mood. So decided to do something to get rid of the boredness. But than found nothing to do. So, did nothing. Around 10+ i decided to dance and sing. So ya, i did. Cause noone is at home. :D ! So i sang like hell and i dance like hell too. Imagine how noisy i am this morning? I suppose i didn't disturb my neighbours. LOL! Hmm.

Around 11 nearly 12+ mum called up saying that she's bringing me out to lunch. So i had a wash, and get ready for lunch outing. :D ! Went to have chicken rice for lunch at the east side of Singapore. :D ! I had a great great lunch today. Hehe. Was not happy with my maid's attitude today. She went giving us a F***ING face look that makes me and kakak angry. GRR! So inside the car, we had a little talk with her and she was like talking back. For the first time, i talked harshly at her cause i superly can't stand her. For the first time i said this to her, "IT'S YOU THAT'S WORKING WITH US. NOT US WORKING WITH YOU. IF I CAN RESPECT YOU, YOU HAVE TO RESPECT ME TOO. I'M NOT YOUR 2 YEARS OLD KID THAT YOU CAN EASILY GIVE ORDER." And my maid's face expression changed. Mum scolded her too, i was surprised but eh, she deserved it. Hmm.

Hmm now i'm at home blogging and watching tv. Hafizah says she'll be coming but still no message from her. Oh well. Never mind.



I won't be in Singapore from 1 dec to 3 dec =D ! I will be off to malaysia. And lao gong is going off to thailand soon. Oh i will miss him and please lao gong, don't be naughty. =D

ANOTHER DAY =D

Hello friends/readers =D

A very good afternoon. LOLS! =D . Finally i'm left with 2 days more for my free free free week! =D ! Can imagine how happy i am?! Oh baby, i've been waiting for this day. =D ! Okay Okay, i shall not get over excited.

Anyway today woke up very very late. 11+ ! Well, everybody wasn't at home. They went to my younger sister's school. There's some kind of ceremony or whatever thing is going on. =D ! But i prefer to be sleeping at home. I can't be blame you see. It's not that i don't love or happy of her achievements to be able to participate in the ceremony but it's just that i'm tired. So tired. =D ! I couldn't get a peaceful sleep last night. Especially in the morning, with mum and my maid in and out of the bedroom, forgetting to close the door, making hell lots of noise (cleaning up). D= ! How peaceful can my sleep be?..

So, today end up staying at home with my maid again. There's utterly no conversation between us though cause i woke up late. Really late, mind it. =D ! Oh Oh, i told mum to told my maid not to vacuum the room whenever i am sleeping anymore as she always vacuum the room when i'm sleeping and it's early in the morning and it's disturbing me! So, she didn't today. Finally, she is doing something good for me. =D ! Oh well.

By 12+ everybody is home. And i was dragging myself up from bed. =D ! Mum brought lunch for me. Chicken noodle was my lunch cum breakfast. =D ! Didn't finish the whole chicken noodle though. Shared it with mummy. And mummy was in a good mood today that she wanted to share. Usually she doesn't want to. And i end up sharing with the rubbish bin. =D ! LOL!

Now, i'm up blogging and dropping dead in bed again watching MTV. =D !

My handphone pre-paid is like going to low anytime. SAD! D= !!

BORED.

Hello friends/readers

Dad totally disallowed me to go anywhere for this week. Which left me with 3 more days. And he's watching me 24/7 if i make a move out of my home. Oh man! Hmm. But never mind. Just in case if you think this is a punishment, think again! This isn't a punishment, this is just to prevent me from falling sick again. Oh man!!

Today is the day i suppose to go to enjoy myself at wild wild wet! ARGH! Oh whatever, i will soon hangout with the people. And i reallly mean it, SOON! LOLX! Hehe. Okay lah i shall stop my complaining. :D ! Oh Oh! I will be free on monday! Will be going out studying what i've missed the other days for school with hidayu. How wonderful!

As for today, i won't be going anywhere. I have to stay at home with my maid. While my parents going to fetch my younger sister from school. How greatful is that? Me with my maid at home! A nightmare. I can't get along with her. I mean, eh she's the worker, i'm suppose to tell her what to do, but it's turnt upside down! She told me what to do instead. Oh my gosh! Whatever. However, she gets along very well with my younger sister and i don't know why. Oh craps! Why am i talking about my maid? Cut it!

I'm so bored. Never mind, i shall drop dead in my bed and watch tv. =D ! Bye readers. Love you all many many! =D

To Lao Gong:

Throw away your past. Throw away my past. What's past is past tense. Let's focus on the present. Please. I hate it when you ask me. Cause i want to forget about it. Hope you understand. I love you.

FEVER IS BETTER.

Hello friends/readers

Fine, i shall say, i miss my whole 3 days of accounting course. It's such a waste. I've been so looking forward for this. But in the end, nothing can be achieved due to my fever. Hmm. But nah, it's nobody's fault or nobody can be blame though. Afterall, it's paid by edusave. So, it's okay lah. Hmm.

Oh well, my youngest sister managed to be the first in class. So daddy bought her new handphone yesterday. How lucky can she be uh? Hmm. Hmm. Well. Well. Well. Hmm. I'm not jealous. No no no! How can i be when i have my handphone? LOL! But still, i want a new handphone though. Hehe. :D ! Oh whatever. LOL!

Hmm now today, i got nothing to do. I can't even go anywhere, not even the wild wild wet and chalet thing i've been waiting, i guess i have to go another day than. Hmm. How sad. D: ! But i have next time. :D ! Hope the girls/boys will care to have another hangout day with me. Hmm. Oh please, they must. Hehe. :D! Okay people? In case you people are reading this. :D ! Okay, we'll plan another day. I must go out with you people soon, it's been long time since i go out with you people again. Oh man! :D!

Okay lah, i've been better since my visit to the NUH A&E. Thanks to the nurses and the doctor there. I forgotten the names, but the sure took care of me so nicely. :D ! Hmm.

Okay lah. I better get going. :D ! :D !

To Lao gong:
Dear, please stop thinking nonsense. At first i thought, you'll be leaving me to thailand FOREVER you know that? And i begin to cry. But after you told me what exactly makes you sad, i understand now. Don't worry, god will lead us okay? I love you and you love me too, don't you? Happiness, truth, perservere, trust, loyal, sincerity and believe in god's decision, that's all we need dear. Okay? Muacks!!!!

FEVER FEVER GO AWAY.

Hello friends/reader

I'm not updating as frequent as i promised, so it's heartbreaking though. Well, don't blame me. I'm not feeling good recently, even now, i'm not really feeling good. Okay let me tell you the whole story.

I've been having a bad bad bad fever. Plus headache and my head is like spinning not only that y head was feeling heavy too. This is bad very very bad! I tell you, you wouldn't want this to happen to you lah! Hmm.

At first, i thought it is just a normal sickness though. I decided to take a nap. But when i woke up, i cannot even stand up or move from my bed. And i'm so so weak. So mum brought me to Alexandra Hospital A&E. I was given a lot of medicine. The doctor claims that i would be fine. So, nothing was did to me during my visit to the Alexandra Hospital A&E. Absolutely nothing. So, i went home with my medicine, my headache and my fever.

That night, after eating the medicine, i couldn't sleep well. My headache gets worst. Mum has to always keep massaging my head due to the pain and the heavy i felt. It's terrible. There's even once i thought of hitting my head HARD on the wall so everything will be fine. HAIZ!

The next day, things goes the same. I cannot take it any longer. I was already crying like hell. So, my eldest sister have to take an emergency leave and brought me to the NUH A&E this time round. Than at the NUH A&E, the nurse check my B.P, did a test to my blood, check my heartbeat and my pulse rate. They found out that my pulse rate is fast, too fast. So they put me on drip and they keep on giving me injections. Painful. Was admitted to the emergency ward for almost half of a day. But in the end, i felt better than before. Thank god.

Now, i'm not really 100% okay, i'm still under medication. Kay lah. That is it. Bye friends/reader.

SO MUCH FUN (:

HELLO!

There's no picture again for today as i didn't snap any pictures today.

Oh well. Today had chemistry and maths for lessons today. Skip english though. Oh well, who cares? LOL! So, after chemistry and maths went to the LJS near my school to have my lunch. Came rather early with ah gong and hidayu though. So waited untill 11 than we ordered our food. (: ! Had a big big lunch. Hehe! (: ! Than before lunch, was disturbing ah gong so much and we talk crapped. LOL! (: !

Than off to meet atiqah with hidayu at dover MRT at around 12 + ! Took 105 from dover to far east plaza. Had a great time at far east searching for atiqah's graduation day clothes. Wear surveying skirtsand dresses and it was all fabulous can?! Oh my god! Well well well. Atiqah finally settled down with a skirt, and a blouse bought at series and off to get her belt. (: ! Than had a walk up and down far east searching for my pants. (: ! Hehe. Than atiqah was complaining that she was hungry, so accompanied her to LJS at far east. (: !

After atiqah's lunch we went to the heeren. Planned to go to the cineleisure to catch a movie but nah, we went to the heeren instead, searching for my pants again, but find out that the stuffs was rather expensive except for 77th street but the pants was rather too short, mum will kill me if she knows i buy it so i didn't. (: ! Just before we went to the the heeren, we had ourself lost. We were walking underpass so it was like we suppose to turn to the left but instead we turn to the right which was going to the tangs. So, had to reverse and we had so much headache, up and down the stairs. SO PATHETIC! LOL!

After so much complains, we decided to go to bugis. (: ! So took the MRT from somerset to bugis. (: GUESS WHAT? Reach bugis junction we had ourself lost again all because of our dear hidayu! She brought us to the BUGIS JUNCTION THE INSIDE instead of BUGIS STREET! LOL! So i lead the way and we finally was there. Walk around bugis for nearly 2 hours, searching for the PERFECT PANTS. hehe! So finally i settle down with this shorts (: ! Than continue walking. Rest at burger king. Than walk again. And get a tee together with ayu. (: !

After settling at bugis, took MRT off to hidayu's place and try my shorts and atiqah try her clothes. (: ! Than were mixing and matching atiqah's accesories and sorts. (: ! LOL! So finally we decided to do EVERYTHING for her on her graduation day. (: ! Than off home by 174. (: !

Reach home, had a very good hot bath (: ! Soak my leg in the tub of hot water than off to yoga than off to laptop and after this going to read a book and sleep.


TOMORROW GOING SCHOOL WITH FLOPS!!LOL!



Things bought today:

Lunch- $5.90
Belt-$10
Shorts-$25
Shirt-$10
TOTAL- $50.90

(: !!!

BORED

SO RIDICULOUS!
PHOTO IS NOT ABLE TO BE UPLOAD! HAIZ.
anyway, my blog is collecting DUST DUST DUST! hehe.
okay okay shall update more properly now on. okay?!
i know readers are getting bore over mine blog but i'm sorry. (:


There's nothing update for today. Seriously nothing. Just that i'm super bored and i'm down with flu. My leg is aching, and i twisted it somehow. Woah. Hmm..
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For yesterday, went to jalan raya with the usual peeps. (atiqah, halim, udin, hidayu, suf, me and lao gong). Manage to cover only 3 house. Our last house was cikgu murad's! OMG his grandson is so cute! Hehe. Hmm.

Anyway, before the jalan raya i had school. But skip the last two periods with hidayu and crystal it was hell alot of fun when we were running from our classparent. LOL! Crystal was so cute lah, run forward and backward. LOL!

After that, went to the NTUC with hidayu to get the cooking stuffs and off to her place and prepared the necessary stuffs. Than off home and 174 service was damn ASS lah yesterday.
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Well on the thursday, nothing much was done. (:
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On the wednesday went to suf's open house. Was great man his house!Had food and it was delicious. (: ! Took picture and off.

After suf house, me, hidayu and yee ting went off to far east. Did shopping and thats it.
Reach home late. And changed, went out dinner with my family than went to my cousin's place and reach home at 12. wow!
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(: (: ! Simply that's the whole summary for this week.! (: CHANGING BLOGSKIN SOON!

WHAT A HOLIDAY!

HELLO PEOPLE!

Had school today. Ya ya the whole 2 weeks thingy. Well, it was rather fun. Had POA for the first period which i skipped. LOL! I came late okay?! Hehe. A hour late. Uh Uh! Okay Okay. Cut the crap. Second lesson was Social Studies but mdm yehidah wasn't coming in so the whole group of us when to the market to have our breakfast. Well, it was rather hard to get myself a food there. LOL! After eating walk back to school and than had our maths lesson. Mrs gan was so good today i suppose. LOL! Than it was chemistry, was very relaxing lesson. Easier to understand. Hmm. Well than it was english! I PASS MY GRAMMAR -uh uh happy! LOL!

Headed home with uncle jeremy. He played my hanphone game, how pathetic! Hmm. Took 61. Reach home bath and went to chua chu kang, lot 1. Took the bus. Bought some stuffs and lao gong bought for the both of us a handphone strap. How wonderful was that? Hmm. Than took MRT back to bukit batok. Had a little 'fight' with lao gong, don't wanna mention it though. It was rather my fault. So i shall not decide i shall ask him before anything. Hmm.!

Than reach home, went to dinner and end up went to the clinic too.

P/S: i'm planning to work. i wanna work. i wanna help dad. please, i am in a real intention! Haiz.

LAO GONG, look, i'm sorry lah. I was just a little dissappointed and angry that you shouted at me infront of the people. Felt a little ashamed though that was why i kept queit on the way back home. Hmm. Please forget it. I don't want fight.

K LAH GOT TO GO.

I KNOW I'M NOISY LOL!

THERE'S NO UPDATE FOR TODAY.

JUST THAT I'M SO NAUGHTY CAN TODAY? HAHA!! (:

IT'S NOT RIDICULOUS BUT I MISS MY OWN BROTHER. ): ! I LOVE HIM & I KNOW I DO!

HELLO PEOPLE!

Okay, i think today started with a super don't know what situation between my family & my maid. So, mum were nagging so did dad so did i and so did my first sister. PLEASE! I really think she should listen to us ONCE! duh?! But, i shall not elaborate what happen here cause it's a little too ridiculous to think about as you know.. my maid is rather a little too emotional! At least now i know who stands before my maid. ITS ME! My rents (short form for paRENTS) put me first before my maid and i'm so glad about that. Anyway, enough of her please. (:

School was rather fun today. My whole school hours in school today is FREEE!!!! Yes totally FREE! Except for PE! Hehe. Played a game today, street something. HEHE! All i know, HOCKEY! HAHAHA! Please, our class is super violent can? One small ball can don't know how many people attack arh! LOL! But it's fun! (: ! So, that's the only lesson we had and guess what, it was the LAST lesson for the year. GRR! Why can't PE be included in the next two weeks school time table eh? LOL!

Okay, had a great time shouting and laughing at bing hui for the last two hours. (: ! He, ronald, udin and zhi yang took my handphone and pass here and there. And i accused bing hui for hiding my phone somewhere which i don't know for 2 hours when all the while, my phone was with ZHI YANG!!! I didn't get my phone untill after school. Zhi yang pass it to bing hui again without me knowing it and zhi yang pretended my phone wasn't with him. I chased bing hui and he pop my handphone and i chase him from the container block up to the canteen. hehe! He's freak man! But manage to get my handphone back, udin took it for me and pass it to me. LOL! (:

After school, didn't went any where. Planned to go to boon lay but nah. So, called mum and mum said bro's friend is coming. So i decided to went home but than bing hui told me to accompany him till his training begins so i did. And it's ridiculous i played his flops. I wore it and it's super big can?? Imagine a size 5 feet wearing a around sizer 11 flops?? HEHE! (: ! He's dummy! Haha. (:

Anyway, after kor decided to go for his training, i went home. And ya went straight home. Did nothing much at home. Just had a sleep for the whole afternoon (after bro in laws' friends went back ). Woke up. Get ready and off to boon lay, jurong point.

Get my stuffs bought taufik's cd. Had pizza for dinner at pizza hut. (: ! After dinner had a conversation about my brother (he's no longer here with us but we still treasure him. i know i love him and i know he's observing me). Here's the conversation;

Me: How old will brother be if he's still alive?
First sis: 18.
Me: I can imagine how handsome my brother will be.
Youngest sis: Of course. Look at our dad.
Me & First sis: LAUGHED.

SILENCE.

Me: I miss my brother do you people?
First sis & Youngest sis: Of course we do. He's our brother for god sake.
Me: (started to shed tears) If only he could be with us.
First sis: He's observing us. He's always with us.

At that moment, sadness wrapped my heart. I seriously missed my brother and i know i love him. Hello, he's mine brother. MY OWN BROTHER. If he is here, i won't be like this. I won't be. I'm such a spoilt girl. Which i will be probably call, 'abang' or 'kor' if he's still breathing. Hmm. Thinking about him makes me cry. Seriously, the other time, i was so sad over something it's like i was too confused over something i can sense he was next to me. I was even talking to him. And that's when i believe he's there. My brother is here. (: !

BROTHER/abang/kor, you might not be able to read this but i love you. I really do. I know you are here with us. We love you. You are our brother! Our one and only. (: ! You're treasured. (: !

Okay people i better get going. *SWEET DREAMS HIDAH* !!

HARI RAYA

PICTURE FOR THE DAY(which is actually yesterday): ME & MY NEPHEW! (:

HELLO PEOPLE!

Today, there's nothing much to say though. Just that, my relative is coming to my place today. According to mum, there's many of them that is coming. Okay, so i will be busy busy. LOL! (;

Lets' talk about yesteday, ok?

Yesterday, school was half day. (: fun fun! Only 2 hours plus of school. The 'plus' is for the briefing. (: !

Anyway, had geog and maths period. But, mrs gan didn't turn up for maths so, it's free period and i watched tom & jerry and make hell alot of noise and 'lame' jokes. pls, i tink i'm, getting more naughty. LOL! Than had the briefing thing, i make hell alot of noise again. hehe. YES I'M NOISY!

After school, rush back home. Cause mummy wanna do house visiting. So ya.

First house was my mummy's youngest sis. My aunt's place. Second house was my father's youngest sis. Than went to my nephew's place. Went to house visiting with him. OH MY GOD! He's so damn cute and naughty can? LOL! But, he's the sweety in my heart. LOL! love him many many! See the pics taken, i love the one he kissed me. hehe. (: !

Well, went back home really late though. Was super tired tht i had a bath, read one chapt of my book and sleep. LOL! (:

A MOMENT AGO, I GAVE IT A THOUGHT, IF GOD IS BLESSING US, THERE'S NOTHING I SUPPOSE TO BE WORRIED ABOUT.☆

EMOTIONALLY TIRED.

THE MOST DUMB PICTURE OF THE DAY IS WHEN I WORE DADDY'S WORK UNIFORM! LOL! IT'S BIG, IT'S LONG! I'M SHORT!!!!! (: !

Hello people!

Today didn't went to school. Woke up with a cramp leg so told mum , "mummy, can i don't go school today?" Mum was like,"Okay." ! So messaged lao gong. Than slept. Woke up found myself not okay. Suddenly felt so emotionally tired over something. However, mum told me that she needs me to accompany her to boon lay. So ya i did.

Went to jurong point. She wanted to do some shopping. (: ! So ya, went to the supermarket with her and did those random supermarket shopping. OMG! i miss going supermarket with mum man! & i did today, how happy was i. hehe.! Than went to the library. Stayed quiet for a long time in the library with mum. Borrowed books and went back home by bus. On the way to the interchange, i bought a shirt and a pants and a orange tube. OMG! it all cost me nearly $5o. Oh damn it! LOL! but i'm sastified with it all afterall.

Okay than went home. Read my book. Eat dinner. Than now blogging and singing. I've been screaming and screaming and screaming. I'm too emotionally tired. I'm seriously does! ARGH!!!!!

WHEN MY EMOTIONS ARE TIRED I WILL RATHER BLEED!!!!!!

RESULTS OUT.

HELLO PEOPLE!

oops, no picture today, simply words will be enough. LOL!

Today went to school. Not really disastrous but can say, a day i went breathless in school. LOL! DUH? results were out, but result were before moderation. Yup Yup, we get back all our results. Well, the most untension result of all is science, as usual. Mr murali and his craps. Hehe! (: !

Hmm. School was rather again bored too as half of the class wasnt in the class due to some D&T stuffs, i suppose, it was a workshop. Or whatever i don't bother. So ya, it's like a slacking moment at the same time revealing moment. LOL!

After school, i went to jurong point awhile to get something and went home ASAP. As you guess, i took 174. And sleep again for almost 1/2 the journey. LOL! Oh ya Oh ya! I had hi-cups all the way from jurong point untill the bus interchange. ): ! How harsh is that. LOL! So ya reach home and felt cold cause was caught in the rain. Had a slight fever. Messaged lao gong. Than shukri messaged me. Than continued with messaging lao gong. Finally, settle down with reading a book. (: ! I want to finish the book as i have 1 more book to go! Omg! Hehe. (: ! That's today..

Well, i scored..

HUMANS-45
SCIENCE-53 (after moderation)
ENGLISH-54
MATHS-52
POA-51
MALAY-70

It was rather a bad one for me. I swayed so much in the marks for me. ): ! Okay, i manage to pass. But mind it, i scored only those marks?? Okay, i shall not be ungrateful. (: !

Hey enough of EDUCATION! Lets talk about me and me. Ya, i miss talking about me!

Life. Hmm. It's been better. Things changed now. Everything seems to be perfect. And i know, it all started with me. All thanks to god the ALMIGHTY. *syukur alhamdulilah* ! From home, to school, to friends, to lao gong, i felt things are secured. Some how i had thought that i had only a short time, and i felt so perfect. Life was really. (: ! HE understand me the most. HE is mine bestest friend. HE is the one in my heart. ALLAH IS THE ALMIGHTY THE ONE THAT UNDERSTAND HIS MANKIND MORE THAN OTHERS DO. (: ! THANK YOU ALLAH. (: !

HARI RAYA YES HARI RAYA.

HELLO PEOPLE!

my throat is getting much better. I've changed the appt from tmrw to nx wk. (: ! However, there's still pain in my throat. There's like a cut in it or something. Well, medicine will do the cure i suppose. Hmm. Enough of my throat, it's getting painful.

Okay, today is so much boring. Suppose to be hari raya but nah, don't feel like it yet. Except for first day. Anyway, will be going to my nenek/s house at teban and my auntie's place later at night. WOW! I will swear i will go oh oh tomorrow in school. LOL!

(: kay lah. ppl. hope the pictures are pleasant for u to see. (: ! hehe.

WHEN IT COMES BACK, I BLEED MYSELF AGAIN.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE! YES! SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

First day of hari raya was absolutely fine. Can say, we covered the whole family of mummy's side. Hmm. Only left we daddy's side and mummy's and daddy's nieces and nephews places. Its' great though. As you can see, we took pictures! Yes pictures! LOL! i wore white. Hmm, it's very comfortable with that baju kurung on. (: !

Today will be going out too. (: Plus many guest is coming. (: !Ok Ok, i think i better get going to eat my breakfast, take my medicine, wash up and put my best costume on. LOL! (: !

Anyway, people, if you think u cannot make it tell me ASAP so i will cancell ALL plans. Hmm. One person is alrdy not coming. Hmm. So the rest, pls tell me ASAP k?? If too many people cant, than it's over. Sorry. We'll plan with some other peeps. (: ! Later people.

JUST TO UPDATE, I GOT MYSELF CHOKED ON THE EVE OF HARI RAYA AND WITH THT, I END UP SPENDING MY HARI RAYA EVE AT THE ALEXANDRA HOSPITAL. NOW, MY THROAT HAS A CUT AND SWELLS. I CAN'T TALK MUCH. HMM. I WANT GET WELL SOON!!!!! <3