Monday, October 22, 2007

IT'S NOT RIDICULOUS BUT I MISS MY OWN BROTHER. ): ! I LOVE HIM & I KNOW I DO!


HELLO PEOPLE!

Okay, i think today started with a super don't know what situation between my family & my maid. So, mum were nagging so did dad so did i and so did my first sister. PLEASE! I really think she should listen to us ONCE! duh?! But, i shall not elaborate what happen here cause it's a little too ridiculous to think about as you know.. my maid is rather a little too emotional! At least now i know who stands before my maid. ITS ME! My rents (short form for paRENTS) put me first before my maid and i'm so glad about that. Anyway, enough of her please. (:

School was rather fun today. My whole school hours in school today is FREEE!!!! Yes totally FREE! Except for PE! Hehe. Played a game today, street something. HEHE! All i know, HOCKEY! HAHAHA! Please, our class is super violent can? One small ball can don't know how many people attack arh! LOL! But it's fun! (: ! So, that's the only lesson we had and guess what, it was the LAST lesson for the year. GRR! Why can't PE be included in the next two weeks school time table eh? LOL!

Okay, had a great time shouting and laughing at bing hui for the last two hours. (: ! He, ronald, udin and zhi yang took my handphone and pass here and there. And i accused bing hui for hiding my phone somewhere which i don't know for 2 hours when all the while, my phone was with ZHI YANG!!! I didn't get my phone untill after school. Zhi yang pass it to bing hui again without me knowing it and zhi yang pretended my phone wasn't with him. I chased bing hui and he pop my handphone and i chase him from the container block up to the canteen. hehe! He's freak man! But manage to get my handphone back, udin took it for me and pass it to me. LOL! (:

After school, didn't went any where. Planned to go to boon lay but nah. So, called mum and mum said bro's friend is coming. So i decided to went home but than bing hui told me to accompany him till his training begins so i did. And it's ridiculous i played his flops. I wore it and it's super big can?? Imagine a size 5 feet wearing a around sizer 11 flops?? HEHE! (: ! He's dummy! Haha. (:

Anyway, after kor decided to go for his training, i went home. And ya went straight home. Did nothing much at home. Just had a sleep for the whole afternoon (after bro in laws' friends went back ). Woke up. Get ready and off to boon lay, jurong point.

Get my stuffs bought taufik's cd. Had pizza for dinner at pizza hut. (: ! After dinner had a conversation about my brother (he's no longer here with us but we still treasure him. i know i love him and i know he's observing me). Here's the conversation;

Me: How old will brother be if he's still alive?
First sis: 18.
Me: I can imagine how handsome my brother will be.
Youngest sis: Of course. Look at our dad.
Me & First sis: LAUGHED.

SILENCE.

Me: I miss my brother do you people?
First sis & Youngest sis: Of course we do. He's our brother for god sake.
Me: (started to shed tears) If only he could be with us.
First sis: He's observing us. He's always with us.

At that moment, sadness wrapped my heart. I seriously missed my brother and i know i love him. Hello, he's mine brother. MY OWN BROTHER. If he is here, i won't be like this. I won't be. I'm such a spoilt girl. Which i will be probably call, 'abang' or 'kor' if he's still breathing. Hmm. Thinking about him makes me cry. Seriously, the other time, i was so sad over something it's like i was too confused over something i can sense he was next to me. I was even talking to him. And that's when i believe he's there. My brother is here. (: !

BROTHER/abang/kor, you might not be able to read this but i love you. I really do. I know you are here with us. We love you. You are our brother! Our one and only. (: ! You're treasured. (: !

Okay people i better get going. *SWEET DREAMS HIDAH* !!

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