Hello friends/readers.
I'm so not gonna update anything about today. ;D I'm talking something i want to let out today. ;D If you hate it, leave than thanks readers. ;D
Have you ever had this feeling where, you wanted to be someone else? Well, i bet you did. However you will always fail to do so because you're yourself and you odd to be yourself. That's why i wanted to say, i failed, failed in trying to be someone else.
Today, i locked myself in my bathroom. I let the water run, and i wash the person i tried to be away and i decided to be myself, the outspoken, straight to forward me. NO MORE KEEPING THINGS ON MYSELF! I've been selfish to myself lately. I do everything for the sake of enjoyment or to make other party happy, nothing benefits me! D': !
Instead i suffer deep down inside. Living in asking myself, "Where have you been young lady?" I always asked me that but i never search for myself. And today i found myself and i will keep it. :D ! So, the violent, straight to forward, outspoken me is back. :D ! I will yell, i will scream, i will laugh, i will smile and i will be happy as i can be!
It's pretty long to explain every single detail i've been doing. So, i shall just say, i need to get myself back and stop it from slipping away again. :D ! Maybe this is the part of me that you don't know, the outspoken, straight to forward me, but this is who actually i am. I WILL SHOOT EVERYTHING I DON'T LIKE TO YOU! I WILL LAUGH WITH YOU! I WILL JOKINGLY CRITICIZE YOU! Thats what i am and please understand this part of mine. ;D !
I am myself, and myself is me. :D ! WEEEEEEEEE`!
I WILL RUN THE FIELD AND SCREAM AND YELL AND IN THE END I CRY.
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