Wearing my uniform is like a routine now. Pathetic kinda fashion, but nice. Haha!
Work is getting better so far. Tired is an of course, but as the day pass, i'm used to it. It's a fun job. :D I made new friends. Nice people.
Life was good, i swear. Just that there's a pathetic "angel" that's trying very hard to destroy my day by posting lame and fucking childish tags. I mean, if you dare to tag all those words, why aren't daring enough to put your name? Right? Anyway, as you say it, forget it. Push yourself away from it, and i swear we both will live happily ever after.
And, recently i found a letter in my wardrobe. It's from a friend, when i was around 14 years old. It was how she express herself to me, all about her problems. I realise the pained she went through one more time, but it's over. I remembered how i cried when she called me and tell me that she's not feeling well and need money to go for some check up. I recalled how i begged my parents to help her, but in the end, nothing seems to be better now? She had stopped messaging me, she had stopped asking me out, she had even stopped MSN-ing me. Perhaps, she had a much better friend, a better friend that she can call her bestest friend. I just have to let it be as how it is. In my life, i never get the real feeling of a real best friend. It's okay. Without one i still can survive. For now, i think the closest friend i have is the 3 girls, LY, LT and SW. Thanks girls.
Okay, i'm starting to hate this pathetic girl at work. It's like i tried to be friend with her, and she gave me this non-chalant attitude. Not a smile, not a word, not even a pleasant stare. Her eyes were always staring at me like as if there's something in me that makes her hate me so much. Annoying. It's okay, being a happy go lucky girl, i ignored her and continue with my work. :D Haha!
Lastly, results is like real soon. Whirlpool of emotions is strucking me. Praying hard for the better. :D
I think, i've said enough.
To passer-by:
Sorry, but being fat is not a problem for me. :)
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