Hey babyloves,

I'm so dejected.

I don't know why i'm so bitter.

Actually i do.

It's my results.

I know it's not the full results yet, but there's a humongous gap for me to fill.

Fear of not being able to do so is just playing in me.

My parents, "Don't think too much about it. Work harder from now on. It's your first year."

Elder sister, "Ask your lecturer where you go wrong. Improve on it."

Bestie said, "Giving up too soon and you'll never know there is hope."

Arie said, "Smile Hidah. I'll try to help you to pass. Don't worry."

Of course there's more that cheer me up when i was EMO just now.

Like Burn, Kak Sharin and Kak Atul.

Their support are needed.

Thanks everyone.

I love you.

I was very upset that i went home straight after school as boyf didn't replied me on time.

Cooked boyf porridge as he is sick.

Pass it to him.

And i tried to stop thinking of the failure in me, and i couldn't.
I went to sleep instead.

Still nothing was erased.

One word for today :

HEARTBROKEN..

..with myself.