a dream i want it to stay forever.

I PUT MY HEAD ON HIS SHOULDER AND CRY AS I LOOK ONTO THE SKY. MY VOICE SHALLOWS AND I SAY, "I MISS YOU." HE LOOK INTO MY EYES, WIPE MY TEARS AND SAY,"I MISS YOU TOO." AND I CONTINUED, "CAN WE BE LIKE BEFORE?" ROMANTICLY HE ASKED,"DO YOU WANT TO GIVE IT A TRY?" BUT ONLY TEARS ROLLS DOWN AND HE HUGGED ME. OH HOW MUCH HAVE I MISSED THAT HUG! HOW MUCH I MISSED THE GUY BESIDE ME! WE WENT HOME. HE SAT NEXT TO ME IN THE BUS! HOW MUCH I MISS THIS THING, HIM SITTING NEXT TO ME IN THE BUS! I CRY, MY TEARS ROLLS DOWN, NO NO ONE NOTICE IT. GOD, IF THIS IS A CHOICE FROM YOU, I THANK YOU. I REALLY DO. I WANT THIS TO BE FOREVER. OPEN THOSE HEARTS AND MAKE THEM SEE WHAT I SEE IN HIM. MAKE THEM GIVE HIM ANOTHER CHANCE LIKE I DID. PLEASE GOD. I BEG YOU. GIVE ME THE LIGHT OF LIFE AGAIN, DON'T TAKE IT AWAY ONCE AGAIN. I DON'T WANT ANYMORE PAIN. IF THERE'S EVER ANY SECRET, KEEP IT AWAY FROM ME. I DON'T WANNA KNOW IF IT HURTS. GOD, I BEG YOU, SHOW ME THE CHOICE YOU GAVE ME IS THE BEST FOR ME. LAO GONG, I LOVE YOU. AND PLEASE DON'T HURT ME LIKE BEFORE INSTEAD MAKE ME HAPPY AS YOU SAID YOU WILL. THANK YOU.