NOW I KNOW, MY LIFE WILL BE FULL OF UNWANTED DAYDREAMINGS. THANK GOD THAT DAD TAKE BACK HIS WORDS AND BEAT ME UP INSTEAD. FOR WHATEVER REASONS, PLEASE DON'T ALLOW DAD TO DO ANYTHING UNWANTED TO ANYONE. I REALLY BEG YOU. BUT WHY WAS THE CHOICES THEY GAVE ME WAS HARD? SO HARD! NOW, I LEAVE EVERYTHING TO GOD THE ALMIGHTY. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE I WANT TO GO NOW, I AM NOW STANDING IN A MIDDLE OF NO WHERE, SEARCHING FOR A PATH I WILL FOLLOW. SHOULD I STOP THIS JOURNEY? OR SHOULD I MAKE THE CHOICE THAT'S THE BEST FOR ME? BUT WHAT IS THE CHOICE? I HATE MYSELF NOW! I'M SERIOUSLY FELT, NO BODY UNDERSTAND ME YET. THERE'S RATHER A BUNCH OF UNEXPLAINED WORDS, THAT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO THEM. IN MY MIND NOW IS, THE RIGHT WAY TO END IT ALL IS... ME... GOING FAR AWAY FROM ANYBODY ELSE. BUT, WILL THAT DETERMINED THE PEOPLE I LEFT BEHIND HAVE A PEACEFUL MIND?
ARGH! ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW I FEEL. ONLY HIM. ):
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