Its been another fatiguing week.

What i predict was what happen. Received back my Mathematics Mock Examination paper and Combined Science paper. I scored bad for Mathematics, 41 out of 100. A basic reason to score as bad as that is because i made silly careless mistake for my paper 1. However, Mdm Ho encourages me to do better, thanks to her. She's a nice teacher after all actually. Next, i scored 57.5 round up to be 58 for Combined Science. I passed my Chemistry and i failed my Physics. But after all, i did well, there's space for improvement anyway. Well, as for other subjects, i have not told about my results yet. By predict, i shouldn't be nonchalant.

My Art is going smoothly now. I need sketches. More More More sketches.

The worst part of the week is when i felt so demoralised by a contemptuous imitative action by someone. I didn't expect that was how its going to happen. I'm expecting encouragement instead of showing me the i-won-you face. Counting the years, its very heartaching. However, there's nothing left to do. Everything had happen. I need to just sit and calm down. All i need now is my family.

Boyfriend, he is being unfathomable toward me (that's how i felt). I can't understand him and i bet he couldn't understand me too. I need time to revise, and yet he's forcing me to meet him every day. When i couldn't meet him, its good enough that i called or sometimes he called, his tone of voice is very choleric. I'm used to it, so i will normally keep the angry part of me by myself. If his reading this, i hope he understands. I need time to rest, i need time to be alone sometimes. I'm trying to cope with my studies. All i ask for is, to bear with me for a few more months. I'm asking, NOT BEGGING!

Lastly, i'm all wearied out due to the piles of work and revisions to do at home. I shall begin.

Bye people.












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