Thursday, May 14, 2009

Why did i even think i could cope before i start?!
Might be thinking highly of myself.
Haiz. Now i regret.
And i'm at the edge of giving up.
It's just 4 weeks and i'm all messed up.
What will 3 years be?
Maybe some will say i'll get use to it and even some will say it'll be okay.
But, see what happened today?
Bestie and boyf will know what happened and what i was given.
4 weeks, in fact just 3 weeks since the class start i've already SERIOUSLY stress and downcast.
First, thanks to relationship(which is probably okay now) and second thanks to mrS.
If this continues, i'll finally just say goodbye and i'll just leave the SIDM.
Probably NYP even.


Relationship seems to be a major stress yesterday.
And school is a major stress everyday.
How could i even run away from stress?
Will a medicine even help?

I was seriously giving up that i told boyf to leave me alone.
I extremely gave up that i told mum ,
"I can't cope. If i can't change my course this year, i'm willing to wait for another year."

-.-

Bestie told me that i need to take things slowly. But, i don't know how. That's the root of everything. I just don't want the bad to happen. Haiz.

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