happy birthday liyan!! (:

HELLO!

haiya! i so couldn't focus lah at school. WHY???!!! Everything he told me yesterday was so fresh. Haiz. People in class was talking about their happy relationship just now, and it all reminded me to happy times i am with him. And i cried, nobody see. Haiz. If only i could turn back and explain things to myself and understand what i need. Honestly, i feel weak without him. Perhaps, i had love him sooo sooo sooo much. My phone message inbox isn't has his name anymore. My miss call, received call and dialed number log has no his name. I feel so broken at times. Oh my god, this is so killing me. Argh!

I shall move on to what happened today. For periods before recess was somehow like a free period for me as 3/4 of mine class went for their term 3 Express Mathematics Paper 2. Well, i start day dreaming about him that time. Haiz. Well, after recess was POA and Physics. So no mood to focus. Haiz. Especially POA. I don't know why. Hmm. Haiz. Pheww. Anyway, during physics it was kinda fun. Kor bing hui was assign to do 1 week floor duty. Good lah who ask him throw paper balls at almost everyone in the class?! Somemore the chairperson and management head is sitting infront of him. dumb dumb kor!!! Hehe. (:

After school, went home than get change. Met hidayu and gabriel at clementi to go and meet li yan, shu wen, yee ting at town. (: ! Me, hidayu and gabriel wait for the three of them at cineleisure while the three of them go seoul garden at takashimaya and eat their lunch. Oh talking about lunch i havent taken any meals from morning till now. Hmm. Okay, than went to watched movie, harry potter and the order of phoenix. The movie is so fun lah. (: ! Hmm, after that saw couples walking infront of me, and it reminded me of him!!! ): ! Oh well, after movie, take a couples of pics with li yan than went to take neoprints when li yan went to marina square to meet her parents. (: ! Than bought a tee shirt than went home. (: ! Reached home late and mum give me hell. ): ! And suprisingly, she kinda accused me lah. Well, i did talk back cause i couldnt control. Than i went to the toilet and hited my head against the wall for several time. I just wonder, if only he is here for me like before. Haiz. But please, i should learnt to control my emotions better. Haiz. Now, its like i'm not talking to anyone. Haiz. I've tried to explain why but no one seems to want to listen to me. Anyway never mind. pheww.

Oh anyway, pictures are yet to upload as i lost my HP usb cable and i couldnt transfer the pictures to my laptop and i dont know how the hell to use laptop's bluetooth. hehe! (: ! K lah, i got to go lah. Bye people. (: !


HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI YAN JIE! (: