Tuesday, August 28, 2007

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?

NOW I KNOW, MY LIFE WILL BE FULL OF UNWANTED DAYDREAMINGS. THANK GOD THAT DAD TAKE BACK HIS WORDS AND BEAT ME UP INSTEAD. FOR WHATEVER REASONS, PLEASE DON'T ALLOW DAD TO DO ANYTHING UNWANTED TO ANYONE. I REALLY BEG YOU. BUT WHY WAS THE CHOICES THEY GAVE ME WAS HARD? SO HARD! NOW, I LEAVE EVERYTHING TO GOD THE ALMIGHTY. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE I WANT TO GO NOW, I AM NOW STANDING IN A MIDDLE OF NO WHERE, SEARCHING FOR A PATH I WILL FOLLOW. SHOULD I STOP THIS JOURNEY? OR SHOULD I MAKE THE CHOICE THAT'S THE BEST FOR ME? BUT WHAT IS THE CHOICE? I HATE MYSELF NOW! I'M SERIOUSLY FELT, NO BODY UNDERSTAND ME YET. THERE'S RATHER A BUNCH OF UNEXPLAINED WORDS, THAT I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO THEM. IN MY MIND NOW IS, THE RIGHT WAY TO END IT ALL IS... ME... GOING FAR AWAY FROM ANYBODY ELSE. BUT, WILL THAT DETERMINED THE PEOPLE I LEFT BEHIND HAVE A PEACEFUL MIND?














ARGH! ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW I FEEL. ONLY HIM. ):

Thursday, August 23, 2007

dust dust (:

HELLO!



i can see dust is on their way to my blog horr. LOL! Okay Okay i will update now. (:



Okay lah the day in school today is not as bad as mentioned before. Hmm. Only that it is rather tiring after school. why? PAINTING! (: hehe. kay kay. First two period for today was art. Did nothing for art. Only that help mr tan recording marks here and there, confusing. (: ! Anyway, stay in mr tan class untill miss 1/2 period of maths liao. HAIYO! we seriously cannot hear the bell. WHY??! Reach class, mrs gan obviously not happy. She say mr tan untill like all mr tan fault. Haiz. Anyway, whatever lah horr. (: hehe.

RECESS! was daydreaming. Anyway, after recess was english. PATHETIC lesson! haiz. ): ! Do composition. I re-do the mind map. ARGH! Okay lah. After english is mother tounge. Hmm. Mr murad told us to do the malay worksheet. But i multi task liao, do the malay homework and study POA! hahahaha! (: ! After mother tounge, was POA. Do test. So hard lahh. Me and Ronald deal to fail together. HAHA!

After school, went to art room and do PAINTING! yes! we, the six of us stayed back and paint like hell. (: ! Tiring sia. Don't know paint for how many hours also. Because of too tired, i took mrt home, alight at clementi and took bus. And i slept in the bus STANDING! haiyo! hehe.

Than reach home around 5+ i think. Straight away throw myself onto my bed and sleep lorr. Untill 7+. Shower than prayers, than went online. I thought of doing homework but thn i'm too tired, my hand is still in painting mode. LOL! Went online, played puzzle with lao gong. (: We finish it! YES! Haha, while playing, talk on the phone with beloved niece, Shani. (: ! Hehe. She horr very cute lorr. Mwacks.

After the puzzle, talk on the phone with lao gong while blogging. And now i'm off to sleep liao. (:

Bye.
MWACKS.

To Lao Gong:
Mwacks. Love u.
To Niece:
MWACKS!


[HE'S MY BOYFRIEND.]
[SHE'S MY GIRLFRIEND THAT STAYS IN ME. (: ]

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

short update

LAO GONG,

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

Monday, August 20, 2007

I MISS LAO GONG!

HELLO!

A very short update today,

LAO GONG, I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! I

MISS YOU! I MISS YOU! ARGH! I MISS YOU!

ANYTHING CALL ME OKAY DAR DAR? (: ! HEHE.

MWACKSS! LOVE U SO MUCH. SO SO SO SO MUCH.

(: ! MWACKS.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

MOVIE MARATHON!

HELLO!

Typical sunday.! Went to madrasah. Than went to make new specs. ( My new specs frame pic is uploaded), nice not?! hmm. Anyway,after that went home. At home, took my breakfast. Than after that, help mum clean my room as my bed is coming tomorrow morning 8am to 10am WOW! hehe. (: ! Anyway, after helping mum, watch movie.

Than after that, went to Choa Chu Kang, Lot 1. Went alone though. Bought something from there. Than while walking, dad call saying my aunt came together with my nephew. So i rush home. (: Hehe. Reach home, he watch movie with me. Haha! Hmm. (: ! He's damn cute lah! Haha!

After that, i watch dead silence, it's nice lah the show. Oh man, it's been a long time since i went to catch a movie at the cinema. I have to go soon. Hehe! (: ! Than now, just finish with dead silence the movie. Now, doing nothing just blogging. (: ! Still excited for my bed tomorrow. And new aircon installation! YES! My room will be a bit better now. (:! Hehe.

Kay lah got to go. (:

To Lao Gong:
I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! <3

Saturday, August 18, 2007

drench in a very very heavy rain. haiyo!

HELLO!

Woke up in the morning around 9+ am! Took breakfast, did sudoku puzzle, bath, thn went to fetch the kids. Just before i went out, the rain came down pouring. Oh Oh.

Took bus to Clementi. Reach Clementi, need to go to block 457, clementi ave 3. So i need to cross the road, i did wear umbrella, yet i was wet. Really wet. But reach 457, i was dry lah. So not bad. (: ! Anyway, reach 457, i got the wrong floor, so i decided to go and fetch another kid first. I did wear umbrella, not really wet. So ya. This time round, i get the right address. (: ! I reminded the girl to bring umbrella, true enough she did. So, went we want to go back to block 457, i ask her to open her umbrella, oh man! Her umbrella is spoilt. Haha! So i have to give her my umbrella. And i went walking with no umbrella. (: !

Wheww, than get back to block 457. It is the right block! But right, i get the wrong floor! DUH?! It is suppose to be floor 15 but i went to floor 16! DUH?! Grr! Anyway, it's okay. Than after fetching the kids, i go and get mum things that she order. 3 big boxes! So heavy lah please! ARGH! Anyway, i really look like a mother of 3 lah today! With kids, with 3 heavy boxes. Than, waited for the taxi, it's like pathetic. I have to wait with no umbrella again, the kids were wearing mine umbrella. Waited for a round 1/2 hour lah. And the rain gets heavier, still with no umbrella. Under the heavy rain, for 1/2 hour. I was so wet. Hmm.

Finally get the taxi. Inside the taxi, the uncle told me to off the aircon as he can see i was shivering. Oh my god! Inside the taxi, my head already pain lah. ): ! Anyway, reach home, brought the kids home. Reach home, i was way to weak. FEVER! ): !!!! haiz. The kids enjoyed theirselves in my room. And i took a little nap in mum's room. I felt so cold, fever mum said. ): !

And now, i am still stuck here infront of the laptop just blogging. Now, i am so headache! ):

Kay lah i think i better get some things to do. Sudoku or read book. mwackss.

To Lao Gong:
I love you dear. Mwackss. I miss you lah! (:

Friday, August 17, 2007

what a morning!

HELLO!

Wow people! I am so gundu lah today! hehe. (: ! Anyway came late to school lah, reach school around 8.20 i guess. hehe! Here's how i ended up being late.

Woke up late. Suppose to wake up at 6 am. Lao Gong did call me up, to wake me up to avoid me from going to school late. But i was way into deep sleep. hehe! I didn't hear his call. Hmm. Than at 6.20 am like that, he call me up again. hehe! And this time i picked up. With my sleepy voice i answer, and i look at the time, oh my god! I rush to bath and all that. After that left home around 6.50 am. HAIYO! Met lao gong at the bus stop. He told me to take MRT from bukit batok so i won't be late, but i insist on taking the bus. So i am so stubborn! Haha! Anyway, manage to get bus around 7 plus. Reach clementi, it's 7.20 i guess, so there's still time to get in school on time. So took MRT. Me and lao gong was talking so syiok, MRT came and we board it. Happy mahh, won't be late ready. Suddenly, it goes, "NEXT STATION JURONG EAST." Jurong east? It suppose to be Dover! Argh! We boarded the wrong MRT! And this shows, i am super late. Lao Gong look at me, me look at Lao Gong than laugh! HAHA! Pathetic horr?! Haha! The first couple embarassment we had. LOL! So end up to school late! Haiz. Reach infront school gate, mr tan and mdm rossa was there to question. I told them the truth. Haiyo! Than went in the class, with my pathetic smile and say, "good morning mr murali!" hahaha! Lucky he never ask me why i late!

Anyway, first lesson of school was chemistry. Got back test paper, i failed. A very low mark, a mark i had expected. Haiz. I am so weak at balancing equation and acid, base, salt chapter. Afterall, scored 8 over 30. haiz. I am so not happy with the result. Anyway, while mr murali was going through the test paper, i told crystal about how i ended up being late. She laugh and laugh! I never see she laugh untill like how she did today lah! Haiyo! Haha! So malu! Than hidayu also ask why i late, i told her, she laugh! Grr! HAHAHA! Anyway, after chemistry was maths. Did maths test, i will score, dont know lah! I couldn't finish my test paper! argh!!! ): ! Anyway, after maths was TPI. Mdm Yehidah came in, she talk to some people while i stressly do sudoku! hahaha! Than it was recess. Told mummy (LiPing) i was late for school because i took wrong MRT she laugh and laugh! Here's how the conversation is:

Me: MUMMY! MUMMY! your daughter today take wrong MRT to school leii.
Mummy: (burst into laughter)
Me: Wah seii! Like that arh mummy? Laugh at your daughter.
Mummy: You cute leii. Where got people take wrong MRT one?!
Me: Me lah! And your son in law!
Mummy: (laugh and laugh and laugh).
Me: Paiseii lehh mummy!
Mummy: (Laugh and laugh)
Me: (sigh and pretended to sulk)

After recess was english. (: ! And i'm so naughty during english lesson! When we were greeting miss koh, i put my water bottle on hidayu's chair without her knowing it. Hehe! Jeremy knows it. LOL! After greeting, hidayu sit down and jump up. HAHA! Cute! Me and jeremy laugh like hell lah! I laugh untill i saw stars lorr! (: ! After the water bottle incident, its okay. Miss Koh gave us work to do. We did, but as soon as she went out the class, we were all noisy! Haha! So me and Jeremy disturb hidayu again. Haha! Jeremy put crystal's pencil box at hidayu's chair. And hidayu took it away. Jeremy put crystal's pen that she was holding at hidayu's chair, hidayu took it away. Than, I put crystal's foolscap paper at hidayu's back, and hidayu took it away. End up, crystal cannot do her work! HAHA! And she stone down there. LOL! But after a while, hidayu return her back. LOL! Than, i spotted hidayu's handphone was sticking out from her pocket, yes you guess it! We planned to take her handphone! (: !! At first, mei qi try to take, cannot. Than, i try, cannot, because she know it. Next, jeremy told selina to talk to hidayu, so selina jie go crapping than jeremy slowly take her handphone out. When she turns back, Jeremy pass the phone to me. She wanna snatch it from me, i pass it to joey, than to russell, than to bing hui, than to zhi yang! Haha, and zhi yang kept it under his table. LOL! It's fun lah! LOL!

After english and those crappy nonsense was POA! Didnt listen to POA lesson though, was doing sudoku! (: ! Hehe. Than after school, went to jurong point's popular to buy school things. (: !
Than took 174 home. Oh man! I want a watch. (: ! * mwackss to lao gong.i'll wait kay. haha! *

Than, reach home, bath and went to malaysia, johor bahru. Just go there to take kakak's customer stuffs. And i get two blouse! Its nice! i love it.! Oh ya, i cannot buy anymore shirts or shoes or bags! No more shopping for me, just window shopping especially for shirts. Dad warn me. But, i know, i will get that spongebob tee. HAHA! (: ! Kay lah, i got to go. Bye!

PICTURES OF LAO GONG AND ME -he went to vivo for a movie with aunt and mei, dont he look handsome and smart?;

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

im getting more NAUGHTY!

HELLO!

People i am so so so crappy today! Trust me, i am so noisy and naughty. hehe!! Kay Kay let's move on!

Today's first period was english. Nothing much, was doing the comprehension. Everyone in the class was doing the work given. (: ! We were so guai for english today can?! hehe! Yeah! *CLAP FOR 4B2 DEARS* ! Oh well. Than it was Social Studies. Sat alone today. Not really alone, i have jun rong and rui xiang behind me. And irritatingly jun rong always disturb me! Haha! Anyway, was given work to do for Social Studies. (: ! And i did it okay! YEAH! *wink* ! hehe. Than after Social Studies was Physics. It is hell man! Mrs Ong is like giving us quiz like that. I mean, she gave us a set of notes and it is like there's blank. We were to fill in the blanks ourself as she went talking and talking. Best was, she was talking so so so fast! hahaha! And in the end, my blanks, some are still blank. Blurrr! (:

Than it was recess. After that it was malay. There's lesson today for people that are re-taking the O level, which includes me. (: ! Than it was geography. Again, everyone is super guai! Listen carefully and really carefully and write notes, though i disturb crystal here and there. hehe! Than lesson ends. Just before CE starts, me and Jeremy disturb Hidayu like hell. Hehe. Hidayu wanted to sleep, but me and Jeremy disallow her to. LOL! Guess we do? haha! Yes disturb her. Jeremy took crystal pencil box and put it at hidayu's back. And i keep pulling her chair. Jeremy put the pencil box again, i pull hidayu's chair again. And we laugh like her. After a few time doing it, i think Crystal cannot take it, she kept her pencil box from me and Jeremy! But, we still have ways to disturb her. We turn back and the people behind was eating biscuit, so jeremy took one piece of biscuit and put it at hidayu's back. When hidayu get up, the biscuit all broken already! Haha! And this add laughter to us. LOL!

Anyway anyway, it was CE by than! YEWWW! CE today is disgusting lah! I think Mrs Chong is too open ready lah today. LOL! Show us those pictures, want vomit lehh! Haha! But it's fun lah after all, so much laughter. Hehe! Than kelvin go ask, "How to check if virgin or not?" hahahaha!!! Who will the hell know? hahahaha! laugh and laugh during CE! Fun man! (: !

After school, didn't went home straight. Than after that went to Jurong Point. Search for a watch though but none was found. In the end, bought a sudoku puzzle book. (: ! Hmm. Than went to westmall and get a watch. Hmm. (: !

Than reach home, did two puzzles of sudoku. Than played msn online games with lao gong. At first, we played the solitare thingy, the cards. And i stuck halfway, lao gong play for me. hehe! Than,we played scissors, paper, stone and its like funny lah! Got shark. HAHA! Than, played online sudoku, and we both went blur! hahah! Our next game was jigsaw puzzle! YES we manage to get one pic done. Than we were halfway through the second picture, we both was so stress. And i become so siao! Untill my god brother call me and wanna talk to me also i siao. I laugh laugh laugh! hehe. (: !! Than, finally, lao gong say, we continue tomorrow and focus more. (: ! hehe. Basically that's it for today.

kay lah people bye! (: MWACKS!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

YEAH! I LOVE MYSELF! HEHE!!

HELLO!

People! People! People! YES! i am happy! Indeed very happy! hehe. And don't ask me why, because i just don't know why! LOL! Okay Okay today is again another typical day in school. I swear i am getting more crappy in school LOL! (just to inform; im currently blogging and hugging my spongebob). heee!!\

First period for school today is POA!! Okay, its quiet okay lah the lesson. And i remember when miss choo went to daryl and say, "Didnt i told you before what you should do when you didnt bring your ledger book?" Daryl didnt answer, and i did. I say, " Say sorry.." hehe! And joey say i full of crap. INDEED! but, they laugh right? hahahahaha!! See craps at time a good thing lorr. LOL! Anyway, after POA was art. Hmm. Did drawing. Hmm. Must jia you!! hehe. (: ! Than it was maths, mrs gan didnt come though. So stayed in the art room and continue drawing. hehe! (: (: !! Than it was recess.

Hmm. After recess was physics, didnt disturb anyone. I was way way way too stress over the stupid graph thingy! grrrrr~!!!! Than lao gong message. Indeed a right time lah. I was so stress. haha! Replied him 2 msg thn physics end, it was english. Sat for english summary test today. (: ! OH MAN! it is much much much harder than i thought. Pathetic horr. Wah lao! hehe.

Than school ends. I enjoyed my day after school today! (: hehe!!

Lao gong, in case you read this, here's a something for you;

THE PAST & THE NOW-

You lied,
I cried,
You brought her,
I had nothing left only tears,
But dear tell me this is just the past;

For the now,
You gave me a romantic kiss,
And that was what i had miss,
You wrapped me in your hug,
And that was what i had wanted all along;

Past,
Tell me it's over,
Please promise me you'll forget her,
I can't cry anymore tears,
Neither can i stand strong here;

Now,
Tell me it won't end,
Please promise me you'll be the true one,
Holding my hand,
And slowly make me stand strong again;

For the past and the now,
There's so much different,
No you don't have to explain the reason,
Cause there's only one reason that's true,
And it is "I LOVE YOU!"


(: (:

Monday, August 13, 2007

PICTURES!

HELLO!

People! i don't know why today i am so hyper and crazy lah!! hehe. Anyway, today went to school by train and lao gong send me though. Okay Okay.

Another typical school day again people! It was english for the first period. Disturb crystal all the way and jeremy laugh and laugh. haha! FUNNY! I remember, miss koh was explaining the words alone and lonely. Than lonely means, you can be in a group yet you feel lonely, like left out. And i shouted, "LIKE CRYSTAL!" hahahaha! the class laugh. (: ! After english was SS. Get back test, scored 8/11 ! I was so happy lah. Firstly, i did kinda well. Secondly. i dont have to go detention. HAHA! ya really, whoever scored 5 and below have to attend detention. heehe!! (:

After SS was mother tounge! RESULTS OF MOTHER TOUNGE O LEVEL ARE OUT! i was so so so nervous lorr. anw, scored B3 for overall and dinstinction for oral. (: ! hehe. However, mum and dad not happy with the result. Though, to them B3 is bad, i have to re sit for the paper. Hmm. Anyway, after mother tounge was recess, people cry, people happy (those take O level results). After recess was maths, did revision. Hmm. Than it was geography. DISTURB CRYSTAL AGAIN! haha! (: !! Than teacher asked, what dust bowl, i say, "the bowl got dust!" The class laugh. And it's wrong! hahahaaha!!! After that school ends.

After school, went to jurong east library with hidayu and shikin. Return books, pay debt and studied. Take hell lots of picture and we were so like enjoying ourself. Hehe! We laugh like hell lah when hidayu when blurr. The scenario is:

A girl walk pass us, her hair was emo style. Shikin saw.

Shikin: Nice sia her hair.
Me & Hidayu: Like just wake up from sleep nice?
Shikin: Emo what.
Shikin: (shout EMO!)
Me & Hidayu: (laugh)
Hidayu: Shikin, you shout so loud, she look at me seii.
Shikin: (Laugh)
Me: Darting my eyes around and spotted a guy with LOOOONNNGGG socks.
Me: So long seii the socks.
Hidayu: ya lah! emo wear long sock what?!
Shikin & Me: HUH?
Hidayu: Correct what?
Shikin & Me: (laugh like hell). Where got emo wear socks?
Hidayu: eh? Than what hidah talking about?
Me: That guy lah! you thought who?
Hidayu: (grin) really? i thought tht girl
Shikin: (laugh out loud) emo where got wear socks?
Me: Ya lah. you gundu! she wear slipper lah!
Shikin & Me: (laugh like hell)
Hidayu: (mumble) this one is 2. but how to get the answers?

LOL! she was trying to change the topic. Afterall she malu ready mahh! HAHAHA!! Make a move from library round 5.30pm. Accompanied hidayu to get her food for her break-fast. Than went home.

Reach home. Mum nag. Dad not happy. I kept quiet. ARGH!
Went out, head to westmall.
Reach home told mum and dad about the results, they sound like i failed my malay. Though, cikgu say B3 is good enough for a NA student to study malay express. Anyway, they always set expectations upon me, so nothing new.

kay lah people, got to go. Pictures are uploaded below. (:







SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS*given by kakak* & I WANT MORE (: ;
PICTURES JUST FOR LAO GONG;
PICTURES TAKEN AT LIBRARY;

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Typical Sunday.

HELLO!

Typical sunday! Went to madrasah. Hmm. Lessons is quiet light today. After madrasah went home, didnt exactly straight home though. Sat in the masjid for a few hours. Read my book. (:

At home, i read my book. Create themes and did something. (: ! Hmm. That is basically my today. How bored?

Haiz. I am so bored. Kay lah i want go drench myself in the shower now. Hehe. Bye people.

Saturday, August 11, 2007

headache! headache! ya killing me! please go away!

HELLO!

People i am rather weak lah today. How pathetic! I'm having my monthly thingy and it's like my cramps and headache. It is aching so damn much. I feel my head so heavy! Haiz. And due to that i couldn't accompany mum to my cousins engagement. HOW PATHETIC! i've been waiting for this lah.I love it when it comes to engagement and wedding ceremony. Oh Oh. ):

Anyway, nothing much to update also lah today. Just that i'm bored. Heard from mum, later me, dad and kakak will go and fetch her and adik at my cousin's place, after that dad want to best denki or what sorts of eletrical store lah. Haiz. I hate it to go out when i'm weak. ): ! Especially when i'm under my monthly thingy. Grrr.

Oh well, currently i'm reading a book. Oh man, i can feel the lost lah. Hehe. Kay lah people, i got to go. I'm slightly okay now. After a short nap, the headache aches had decrease. (: ! Bye.

Friday, August 10, 2007

a dream i want it to stay forever.

I PUT MY HEAD ON HIS SHOULDER AND CRY AS I LOOK ONTO THE SKY. MY VOICE SHALLOWS AND I SAY, "I MISS YOU." HE LOOK INTO MY EYES, WIPE MY TEARS AND SAY,"I MISS YOU TOO." AND I CONTINUED, "CAN WE BE LIKE BEFORE?" ROMANTICLY HE ASKED,"DO YOU WANT TO GIVE IT A TRY?" BUT ONLY TEARS ROLLS DOWN AND HE HUGGED ME. OH HOW MUCH HAVE I MISSED THAT HUG! HOW MUCH I MISSED THE GUY BESIDE ME! WE WENT HOME. HE SAT NEXT TO ME IN THE BUS! HOW MUCH I MISS THIS THING, HIM SITTING NEXT TO ME IN THE BUS! I CRY, MY TEARS ROLLS DOWN, NO NO ONE NOTICE IT. GOD, IF THIS IS A CHOICE FROM YOU, I THANK YOU. I REALLY DO. I WANT THIS TO BE FOREVER. OPEN THOSE HEARTS AND MAKE THEM SEE WHAT I SEE IN HIM. MAKE THEM GIVE HIM ANOTHER CHANCE LIKE I DID. PLEASE GOD. I BEG YOU. GIVE ME THE LIGHT OF LIFE AGAIN, DON'T TAKE IT AWAY ONCE AGAIN. I DON'T WANT ANYMORE PAIN. IF THERE'S EVER ANY SECRET, KEEP IT AWAY FROM ME. I DON'T WANNA KNOW IF IT HURTS. GOD, I BEG YOU, SHOW ME THE CHOICE YOU GAVE ME IS THE BEST FOR ME. LAO GONG, I LOVE YOU. AND PLEASE DON'T HURT ME LIKE BEFORE INSTEAD MAKE ME HAPPY AS YOU SAID YOU WILL. THANK YOU.

pictures & more pictures.


HELLO!

hell loads of pictures are uploaded above. My insanity for pictures is back lah seii! hehe (:

Anyway people, i've finally changed my blogskin, nice nice??! hehe. Okay Okay. Today will be another bored day i suppose. Actually, there's planning to go out. But than, cancel it cause daddy's is not well mahh. Hmm. Never mind. (: ! I'm sorry and hope you understand.

Well, i'm still stuck here infront of the laptop, blogging. (: ! hehe. Anyway, i might be going out alone too later. Need to get myself another book and cd for kakak. (: ! hehe. Hmm. Kay lah, im outta here. wanna finish my book and get another book later. BYE!

Thursday, August 9, 2007

daddy was admitted for observation.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE (: !!

Today is nothing much actually. In case u didn't notice, i update rather early today uh? hehe! Because i'm bored mahh. Woke up rather early today. Had my phone receiving 4 messages. Hmm. Replied some of the messages. Than continue my day with reading my book. (: !!

Hmm, i'm almost finishing it. Oh man, it is so sad. A girl having a mother as a celebrity and never felt a 'normal' life. How sad. She never knows anything about her dad, her other family members. Untill one day, she thought, it is enough of her mother keeping so much secret frm her. She wanted to know everything. and i stop there. haha! Hmm. (: !

Anyway, will be going to the hospital later. Seeing daddy. He's under observation. Hmm. K lah i better get going. Bye people.

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

i don't know why it is abosulely not the same!

HELLO!

Firstly, i've not been updating for the past two days uh? Been busy lah! Sorry ya people. Besides that, my mood wasn't with me to blog. And i don't know why! Pheww. I really don't know why i don't know what i felt this few days. My mind was in daze. In daze of my own choice. ARGH! Never mind. *SLAP MYSELF* ! "Hidah, wake up! You made the choice! The happiness maybe hasn't come yet. Patience. If your faith wasn't him, than it will soon over by god will."

Anyway, school celebrated national day 07' today. Hmm, had the first half of the celebration singing a few of singapore's national day songs. Had fun. For a while, what's been bothering me went away from me. Anyway, after the singing of the songs, all sec 4 and sec 2 students went to the block 1 holland close to give the food we bought earlier weeks.We walked there from school though. Hmm. Half of us lost our way though. HAHA! After the food charity thingy, we went back to school. Did reflection and went home.

Oh Oh did i mention that almost the whole class had their face 'tatoo-ed' with the temporary tatoo of "MADE IN SINGAPORE"? In case, we did that. And we were like so happy! HAHA! And also, as my class was walking pass this group of chinese CD guys, and patheticly, one of them said, "This sec 4 meii? So short." And, he said that went i walk pass him. OH GOSH! HAHA! Hehe. Okay lah thats went was i was walking to do my charity fod thingy. And when im ALONE in the MRT, there's another chinese guy most probably a poly student, were darting his eyes and suddenly his eyes stop at me. And he look at me and smiled. I dont know why, for stupid i forgotten my "MADE IN SINGAPORE" tatoo was so obvious on my face. haha! Than he went to his friend and say,"Look, that girl, made in singapore." And they laugh. FUNNY! haha! But i pretended no to hear. HAHA! Hello, people will find it weird lah it's like only me with it. HEHE!

Hmm, than reach home. Slept. And when i woke up, i received 4 missed call and 12 new messages, haha! My line there's something wrong. I received my morning messages from my friends only in the afternoon. PATHETIC!! HAHA! so shock, 12 new messages. (: ! And now, doing my regular blogging and soon be reading my book. (: !! TOODLES!

Sunday, August 5, 2007

shopping was so super!

HELLO!
Fine fine! Today i shall admit, half of my day is all about SHOPPING! trust me, i've spent more than a thousand bucks. WOW! Just in a day?? Well, i bought something worth for a lifetime thing. HEHE. So ya how my day went.
As usual sunday morning, im up to masrasah. So, ya went to madrasah. Lessons was bored though aso read my THE MAD HOUSEWIFE DIARY book and was laughing to myself at certain parts. HAHA! After madrasah was ngaji, 3 weeks of being MIA from ngaji make me lost all things easily. Haiz. Hmm. Anyway, after all studies are done went home, was fetch by kakak.
In the afternoon, went to the geylang this is where my shopping really really started. (: ! Mum brought me to joo chiat complex. I bought two hari raya suits though. And it all cost $1100!!! IMAGINE THAT?! Wow! But trust me, it is so worth it lah! You people should get your suits there too. JOO CHIAT LEVEL 2, the boutique is near the exit to the carpark (grrr i forgotten the name of the boutique). Well, i bought one kebaya and one baju kurung! I love them so much and kakak bought the same too. Anw, my $1100 isn't includes kakak's baju okay! HEHE! Afterall, dad gave the green light to shop so we girls did our part. HAHA! We spent hours and hours in the boutique man! The mirror was my best friend today! HAHAHA!! Oh ya, adik bought a baju kurung too, she's now so into the kebaya i bought! haha!
Anyway, after geylang, went to IMM. Mum wanted to buy some groceries and the ingredients for the dinner she's cooking for us. So, ya accompanied mummy. HELL there's lot of people! And i sometimes wonder, singaporeans at times no sense of asking,'oh, are you asking him?' GRR! I mean, it includes me at time. HAHA! Anyway, mum was cursing when the trolley's of giant supermarket went OUT OF STOCK! LOL!! I was so pissed off either. Hehe!! Waited for the few minutes and the trolley came, and people from nowhere, snatch the trolleys, soon, again, nothing was left. HAHAA!! I bought my groceries for the NDP too. But i thought i bought some only. ): ! Hehe, and some are mistaken items. LOL! I mean, i bought the wrong item. But who cares. Haaha!!
Well, after giant, sent mum home as she wanted to cook dinner for dad. So, me, kakak and adik decided to go to queensway shopping centre. I wanted to look for a bag though. (: ! So ya kakak bought me a converse bag, which cost $70. Add up how much have i spend? Hmm. DUH! I should stop shopping! seriously! URGH! Haha!! Anyway, after buying the bag, went walk2 around queensway than adik mention, 'along, can we go to the shop that sells spongebob?' And kakak agreed. Fortunately, there's selling of handbag. So, kakak bought a handbag, me bought a spongebob pencil case and coin purse while adik bought a spongebob coin purse and a notebook. (: ! Than we headed for ice cream and went home.
Pity dear shukri today. He was to take care of baby. Haiyayai! And i been told he's been not well for 2 weeks. Hmm. He's been so hardworking. (: ! I love him to bits. And he knows i really do! As long as he won't hurt me. I will try my very best for the best for him. (:!
HUGS&KISSES PEOPLE! MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL! (:

Saturday, August 4, 2007

What a day!

HELLO!

Today had a hour game with the girls. We were like crazy can? We roll down the floor, we jump, we curse the wall, we laugh, we were all tired. HAHA! The game was great though. Hehe!

After the game, we hangout at my place. We watched vcd-s. Well, no one was at home though, so kinda bored. Relax at mine room and watch vcd-s as mention. Actually planned to get the groceries for the NDP 07' but than mummy forgotten to leave the money behind for me. So, end up nothing to go after the game. HAHA!!

Anyway, after that the girls went home around 4 plus. Kakak sent them home though. Than went to tampiness ikea with mummy,kakak and my maid. Get a few stuffs for myself there and went home. Oh man, we almost lost our way. HAHA! Than bought dinner for dad and went home. Now, im stuck at home nothing much to do. (: !

Haiz, why am i always feeling bored? HAIZ! k lah, i better go. i want to read the book i borrowed. hehe. BYE!

Friday, August 3, 2007

another typical day (:

HELLO!

Ya, as i expected it was another typical school day. hehe. Well, took chemistry test fo the first period. How Lucky? haha! I shall say i will be scoring rather not well. Most of it are about mole concept that i studied acid bases and salts MORE than mole concept. Oh god! Anyway, mr Murali end the test with a sudden shout and everyone was so shocked. haha! But for good, the test are over. (:

After that it was maths. Did ten years series today. Oh man, i was so confused by the diagrams lah. But selina jie did manage to teach me. (: hehe! Love her man! Hmm. Well, had loads of maths homework. Haha! After maths was TPI, was discussing with the class regarding the class tee, there's hell loads of designs and true enough some are so nice that it blinded us. HAHA!Than it was recess. Next it was english, did the comprehension thingy. After that it was POA. aww, miss choo isnt well. So the whole class goes like, "dont nd teach lah. rest. rest." haha!

After school, planned to go study with my girls, hidayu and shikin. Hmm. Went home, bath, change and took bus to Jurong West library. Was late though as i took 157. Kinda a longer journey than 174. Hehe. So, ya sat in the bus and read the book. Speaking about the book, i'm done with it. It so sad that it makes me cry in the bus when i read it. Haiz. HAAH! Anyway, i was late though. Met the girls, studied my maths, borrowed a book. We took our dinner at jurong point and straight home. (: !

Now, just changed my blog template and updating my blog. (: !!! I will be starting on the book i borrowed soon, a local writer book, a mad housewife diary. HEHE! WOOTS!

OH BEFORE I FORGOT! HIDAYU BUMP INTO A GUY JUST NOW AT JURONG POINT. NAH SHE'S NOT BLIND JUST A LITTLE TO DUMB TO FOCUS ON HER PHONE INSTEAD OF THE PEOPLE AROUND HER. AND ITS LIKE, SHE'S TALLER THAN THAT GUY. HAHA!! ME AND KIN WAS LIKE SHOCKED. HAHAAHAHAHA!! HIDAYU HIDAYU!!

the girls will be coming down tomorrow for a badminton game. (: ! How nice!!!

TOODLES!

Thursday, August 2, 2007

hmm i love myself LOL!

HELLO!

Another typical school day. HAHA! Hmm. Well, dad sent me to school today. Was carrying the canvas though today. Hmm. Day started quiet good. Hehe. (: Starting to try having breakfast. Hehe! (: Okay i shall move on. (: !!

Hmm had art for the first two periods but couldn't stay in mr tan's room as there's some camp going on and the room is like over-crowded. HEHE. Hmm so did our drawings in our own classroom. OKAY WE ARE HARDWORKING OKAY! WE STRUGGLE AND WE STRUGGLE. lol. Anyway, halfway through i stop. haha! Than after art was PE. Mr Loh wasn't in school. The class thought of playing badminton but some people in the class says that the hall is close so i end up not playing. Hmm. Never mind. HAHA! So, read the book i bought yesterday. (: !

After that it was recess. Than was mother tounge, went to malay room and read the book again. hehe! (: !! Than after that it was POA. Okay, today i'm not that responsive for POA. hehe. After that it was maths! THE LAST PERIOD! hehe. I was so hardworking! hhahaa!

After school went home straight. Than change and went to the hospital. Hmm. It was a super long time at hospital than read the book. HAHA! Than took taxi to adik's school, fetch her and went back home. Hmm. Now, listening to songs and blogging.

Im so dead for chemistry tomorrow. I've done my revising but i sucks in my equations. ARGH!
I better got to go. TOODLES.

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

bought a CD and a BOOK. (:

HELLO!

People! I don't know why i'm still a little upset about what had happened recently. However, i couldn't turn back time anyway. Hmm. So ya, tried my very best to laugh like i usually do in school just now but i know i failed, my smile was only limited to hidayu, my bestest friend for almost 4 years and still counting. She never fails to make me happy though at times she a little secretive and it makes me worry. Thanks sis. I love you.

Anyway, day started out as a normal school day today. Hmm. Was sent to school by kakak today. I was sleeping though in the car. Hmm. Than mum wake me up when reach shool. Was kinda a little to near of being late. LOL! Anyway, ya so ran inside school and went to have assembly and blah blah blah. Sang the song "we will get there'' in the morning, for preparations for the national day though. (: ! So ya wasn't singing just lip following. HAHAHAHA!

Was english for first period, miss koh wasn't in school. How suprised. HAHA! Anyway, it was social studies after that. Had our inference and usefulness test. I so flunk my usefullness can? OUCH! hmm. Anyway i did my best. After that was physics. Did the graph thingy, okay lah first few rules isnt that hard though. But still there's room for improvement. (: ! Hmm.. Pity hidayu, i suppose her ruler broke during physics lesson. haha! Anyway it was recess, ate mee soto with ALOT of sambal to give me the heat as i feel very cold. HAIZ! Guess what, it works! ahahaha!! Anyway it was mother tounge, went to the library with udin as there's no lesson how sian. Heard that there's no more lesson for express students. Hmm. Kay after that was geography. Wasn't paying attention but did manage to catch up. Than it was CE, she did come today and were discussing about the national day thingy. (:

After school plan to go the popular to get a story book. (: But hidayu suggested that the both of us went home alone first. So ya went home, ate medicine, get change. And off to meet hidayu at jurong east. Get my book. Oh ya, i was like so clumsy i paid a book cost $12.84 but due to me being a popular student card member it cost $11.56, i paid it all with coins. HOHO! hehe. Anyway, i bought a book entitled SAM-A mother's journey of faith. The sypnosis sound interesting. So i get it. (: ! hehe. Than off to jurong east library with hidayu she wanted to do her maths homework there. So ya accompanied her. She did her homework and i read my malay novel. Move on from the library around 5.10pm. !

Reach home around 6 plus and mum said she's going out for dinner and to the clinic as my maid isnt feeling well. SO ya.After dinner went to the clinic. There's hell alot of people. Hmm. Than thought of going home but adik wanted to get herself a tata young cd. Well, went back to jurong east popular and get her a tata young cd and myself avril lavigne new album. So altogether, i spend alot for a book and a cd. (: ! Though kakak paid for the cd. (: !

Now, im blogging. I shall start reading on the book i bought since im done with the malay novel. (: !

TOODLES!