WARNING: Today's update will be crap. In case you are a non-crap person, you may make a step out. Thanks. :D :D


I'm feeling bored.
Its Tuesday and i'm exhausted.
I wonder what will i be by Friday?
My monthly girl's routine is early.
Way too early that i'm suffering cramps now.
I want boyfriend and hold his hand tight.
Also, i want to run for my 2.4km ASAP!
Make/buy a present for my best friend, Hidayu.


Crap isn't it? I know, partially it is. Sorry. I'm like equaly to vandalising my own blog. Okay, i shall not call it vandalising instead, destroying? HAHA!

Oh oh! Yesterday, i had this conversation with Udin, Andrew and Effendy's Brother. :D ! It all starts with Zhong Ren.

Zhong Ren: It's "My Nuclear Bomb" . (or at least i heard this)
Hidah: YOURRRRR nuclear bomb?
Effendy's Brother: (Laughing)
Udin: (Practicing Sit & Reach).
Andrew: Must look down than can reach further.
Udin: Down where?
Hidah: Your Nuclear Bomb there.
Effendy's Brother: (Laughing Out Loud)
Andrew: Nuclear bomb? You know you know, nuclear bomb, you don't have to aim to shoot.
Hidah, Udin, Effendy's Brother: BURST INTO LAUGHTER!
Hidah: Our Nuclear Bomb is very profound you know!
Udin: (Crying due to laughing.)
Effendy's Brother: (Laughing Out Loud Still)
Andrew: (finally knows what is Nuclear Bomb is).

:D ! Its a funny day with the guys yesterday. They were nice to talk with actually. Seriously.

Today, had MOCK EXAMINATION. It was english paper, it was okay-but-tricky paper. However, my classmates had done our very best. :D ! Wish us LUCK.

Tomorrow will be having Oral Practice with Mr Ong. :D ! So ya, its rather a day in school again. :D !

Okay, i should be going now. I'll be tucking myself to bed. Bye.









BEST IS BETTER WITH EFFORT AND TRYING HARD.

Hello everyone.

First and foremost, dad is fine. All he need is tonnes of rest and stop doing heavy duty work. Well, its understood anyway. Stress is to be away from him. His diet is one thing to watch out too. I think its enough information about my dad's current health condition.

Next, my art. Seeing 3 person transferring their final piece picture onto the canvas is seriously daunting. This means nothing but just simply, I NEED TO WORK FASTER. Truely speaking, i am trying my best to work faster. I've done altogether 4 sketches in one day (yesterday) just because i totally put aside my other homeworks. Well, i need the time. Mr Tan seems to be better than before. Perhaps because all of us were really doing our part as a student. However, its a little scary too to see him smiling at each one of us.

Anyway, i'm catching up with my school assignments. That's a good sign.

People, mock exam is like in few days time and my brain is not functioning to do EXTRA revision. Wish me luck okay?

Lastly, i had a big big round scar right on my thigh. All thanks to my super duper opponent for floorball game last Wednesday. Sticking out his stick when i was dribbling the ball. Now, that makes me trip over his stick and fall. IDIOT. Anyway, i'm doing great. :D Falling down doesn't mean that the world is ended in playing floorball right? :D Hehe. So yup.

Oh, i won't be at home today. I'll be like catching up with my english and mathematics revision today with Hidayu and Fateha. Boyfriend too. :D


Okay i got to go people.
BYE.



ITS WHEN I FELT, ITS ALMOST LIKE WE'RE FALLING APART.

Dad,

I love you. You're my everything. You're my world.

I'm sorry for hurting you too much. Now, i promise i'll be a better daughter. :D

I miss you being healthy, but faith tells me its time for me to take care of you.

Dad,

It touch me to see you working day and night just for us.

It hurts me to see you getting tired and end up in the CCU.

It hurts me more to see you lying down on that bed with those wires attached to you.

It hurts me to realise that i've been a bad bad girl.

Dad,

Only three words to describe you;

You're the best.

What will it be without you?

Love,
Hidah.

Hello people.

It's been a stressful week.

Firstly, my english speech template is bullshit. I can't believe myself that i actually wrote those stupid things ( to me ). To really understand that the question is hard, i could see why i was stuck right at the very beginning. Nothing shocking nor suprising. It's just plain frustration. Again, i'm angry at myself because of my English Assignment. How i wish i could pick my handphone, press dial for Mr Ong's mobile number and say, "Can you give we 5B2 another part 1 for the assignment before part 2?" At another thought, i will say, "FAT HOPE HIDAH!" Blah blah. Haah. It's so rubbish!

Next, i don't understand today's Physics Practical. Seriously. I understand NUTS about it. I'm basically doing what my other classmates was doing. My graph don't look like a graph. My readings are off hands. All i know was, by 11am all practical worksheet are to be handed in to Mr Chiang and i handed in my stupid practical piece of workSHIT. Pheww. As for mathematics, tonnes of worksheet is given. ARGH! Enduring.

Adding on, i've not been hanging out much with friends/boyfriend due to school. This are the things i need to do:

• Mdm Ho's mathematics worksheet and TYS homework. I had 6 worksheet and 4 units of TYS.
• Miss Choo's correction of error revision worksheet + Revise for the test on Interpretation of Records.
• Mr Tan KC's sketches and details on the big piece.
• Mr Chiang's EMF induction worksheet 3.
• Mr Ong's comprehension (1982 to 1986 ) + speech for Tuesday.
• Miss Ng's geography worksheet on Singapore Industrial Development.
• Mrs Yong's Saturday revision for the sake of Chemical Formulae test + memorising certain formulae.
• Revise Madrasah's Oral exam surah Al-asri, Al-qaariah. Yasin, ayat 1 to 10. Al-Quran, jus 29.

Look at the amount of work. D: ! I'm all tuckered out.

And, on Monday, i will be running my 2.4 km. Wish me luck. I think i better get going.
Bye world.

I KNOW WHAT I DON'T KNOW.

Hello people.

Just want to share, I LOVE TO COOK ;D ;D ;D ! Seriously. Hehe. :D
Today i cook macaroni bake. :D It's easy, i know. But, it's like my first experience in cooking. LOL!
Hidayu should share the credit. :D !
Everyone seems to be sastified with the macaroni bake. :D !
Boyfriend, i will cook for you too! Promise. Soon okay? :D ! Hehe.

Bye world. :D





I'VE BOUGHT A NEW OUTFIT.
AND IT COST ME 20 BUCKS. :D
COOL, THANKS TO http://duabui.blogspot.com & YI JIE.
I TRUST HER ONLINE SHOP & THE OWNER.

AS SUCH, I'M 20 BUCKS POORER. LOL!!











I LOVE THE WAY YOU ARE.

Hello people.



Firstly, it's saturday today. Look, time fly. Very fast. It's 5 days of schooling and 2 days of bonus weekend. However, i don't feel like my weekend is going to be fun anymore. My Saturday is filled with my self-study while my Sunday is filled with my religious class. That's how tight and pressurised i am. Pheww.



Secondly, i have to admit that school is getting more and more daunting. It's like a cliche this few days to be given homework, test. Oh, speaking of which, i'm having a mock examination soon. It starts on the 28 or 29 april. Look, mock examination is not a thing to play with anyway. So, i need to really work hard to see my standard so far. Piling up stress is a hobby now. Well, that's for mock examinations. As for my other subjects, more assignments are given. And, i've not done my english and my POA. Which i need to mug on soon cause the due is this Monday. SAD! There's nothing more to type about my school. Let's move on.



Next, my time with boyfriend. Look, i'm sorry that i can't really spend my time with you like before. The situation here is not like before. It's like i have my piles of revision to do. Please understand and avoid being angry. I will appreciate it so much. :D ! I will have my break, don't worry, but it's not like i will have break every week. Maybe 2 weeks once? It's sweet you know that you took a day off just for me, but i had to spend it doing my piles of school work. I'm sorry. Hope you forgive me and clearly understand that i'm not running away from you. :D !



Adding on, i'm ill. Mum know i am, and she wanted to bring me to our family clinic. But i insisted her not to. So, she told me to take my random PANADOL. I don't like seeing the doctor. There's too much to say to the doctor. Besides that, he will ask me if i need a Medical Certificate or i don't, and mum will say, "Yes she needs one." I will go, "Ya.." + a very reluctant smile. So, in order to get rid of that, i will hold on with my Flu, sorethroat and a little fever. I'm still fine dude! :D



My liquidity this month isn't good. Due to that, i can't do any shopping. SAD. And i've been stuck with my old fashion for like months!! I need a new one soon. The only way to solve my current fashion problem is to save up, which i am. :D . LOL! And it's like, i had a good sight seeing at bugis and i've mentally list down what i want to buy. :D ! Tops, shoes, bottoms, hairbands, necklaces, bags blah blah blah. LOL! :D How i wish i can have all this instantly? LOL! ENOUGH! Saving will help me, FULLSTOP!



Lastly, i want a pen pal!! Look, my younger sister have a pen pal and it's like fun to see her, writing letter after letter for her pen pal. I want one too. Anyone interested? Tag me okay?? LOL! ;D !



I had a long update. I think i better go now.

Bye folks.













LOOK, IT'S A LONG TIME.

Today school was tiring. It's only Thursday. Well, school are suppose to be tiring. D:

Had maths for the first period, tonnes of worksheet is given out. Next was physics, more than 1/2 of the class was sent out from the classroom. Mr Chiang was extremely sweet today. He gave each one of us (those who were in the classroom) 2 piece of raisins chocolate from USA, i think. LOL! ;D The chocolate taste nice. :D !

Recess was dull. Very dull. English was fun, started the lesson with a few riddles with Mr Ong. :D ! He's the best. :D ! After english was POA, fine, i did my homework. So, no nags. :D! Last two period was rather FREE for the art students + Yi Ming. Stayed in the class, did work. :D ! ALL 7 OF US.

Then, the rest of the day was well spend at the Library (Jurong East) doing self study with Hidayu. :D ! Off home. Continue self study, bath and lappie. :D





I'M FEELING UNEASY EXTREMELY UNEASY. WHERE ARE YOU?

There's nothing to update about my sad Tuesday. D: !

Things for me this month wasn't really good. In fact, everything seems to be very daunting.

I don't know why, but i seems to be haunt by my old habit, NOT DOING HOMEWORK. Seriously, i need to buck up. I need someone to SCREAM and YELL at me to put my butt on mine piles of homework and revision. Extremely sucks. I'm getting more slacky, bad bad sign. URGH! Wake up Hidah! And at times, when i'm like stress, i burst into tears. Is this what a qualified O level student be facing?!

Oh second thing, i bought a new school shoe. My size is 3? I don't believe it. Well, what to say? Hmm.

Lastly, i don't know why but i think i should let it out. I extremely don't like it each time boyfriend call and will say, "My manager.. My manager.. My manager.." ! I don't know why. It's like i hate that 'My manager' thing. I'm like hate it too when each time he say, "Lao Po, i'm going to work." It's not that i don't like it that he's working. It's like, i don't know. Basically, i don't know. Well, i start to feel this way right after i read his save message in his phone and when i called him and i heard giggles of some girl(s). I'm being extreme honest now. EXTREME! I'm jealous. Like duh?? He's work place is like, i don't know. Maybe i shouldn't care. Ya, that is it, shouldn't care. Just let him continue with his work and life as per normal. I'm no a bossy girlfriend.

That's all folks.
bye.










I'M BEING HONEST, I'M JEALOUS, VERY!

I TOTALLY HATE TODAY. DAMN!

I'm not at home. :D ! Currently at Hidayu's place. :D ! She's like totally sick. Pity her.

Let's talk about today.

School was rather fine. Except that i had a bad fall today. Not really bad but it makes me injurt enough. All thanks to my shoes. It all happened during PE. Gladly, it was the 5 stations today. I'm damn fucking happy can? But but, the feeling change as soon as i'm up for my shuttle run. Obviously, i had to run as fast as i could in order to get the fastest minutes. However, my first attempt sucks. I fell. Halfway through running and i slip, roll and injurt, obviously? Damn. I'm fine now anyway. Just a cut on my palm, my leg and back pain. Yi Ming suffered the same too.
I dropped from 30+ sit up to 27 sit up this year? It's a discouragement. Obviously, it's like how can things be worst for me this year? I extremely hate this years NAFA 5 stations. There's something wrong somewhere. Duh?!

The rest of the lesson was carried on as per normal. Except that before maths, which was after geography my class actually start this riddle thingy. "How many mehh mehh jump over the wall?" All thanks to me to start it all. LOL! :D Grandfather was the first on to get tricked by me. After the whole riddle thing, we get our butts on mathematics. :D , and as soon as the bell goes RIINNNGGGG, we head our butts home(which i'm not). HAHA ! :D


Bye folks.






I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I SIMPLY DON'T LIKE IT THE WAY YOU ARE NOW.

I've decided to delete the other 2 entries and type a LOONNG one. :D

Firstly, i'm like causing my parents another 50+ bucks out of their pocket. Basically because i need a bigger memory card size for my dearest PSP. Truely, i'm hoping that my PSP is fine after those 'repairs'. URGH! Speaking about PSP, i hate that man i bought my PSP from. Utterly a cheater. And me? Extremely stupid. Laugh, laugh all you want people. It don't matter.

Secondly, i miss everything about shopping. I extremely like gonna spend my this week allowance like hell fast. :D ! LOL! I know what to buy. :D I'm buying a bag, which will cost me 20 bucks and maybe another top. :D ! Hopefully, that bag i wanted will be still hanging up there on the shelf. :D ! That's why i need to bring my very own food to school cause i'm going to be poor. LOL! :D

Thirdly, i scored 10/30 for my narrative? And it sucks! I should have expected better. Frustrated, irritated, bored, angry all those feeling struck me as soon as i received my hopeless piece of work. Shall improve. Mistakes over EXP is utterly a problem for me, plus SS. Haiz. Sad. I should have scored better. As for other subjects, i'm quiet please with. I've start my revision and it's great. :D

Next, i've been attending Mrs Yong Saturday's Chemistry lesson. It's worth it though. I extremely love last week's. Cause my dearest ah gong attended and it's like, he taught me chemistry and he have to repeat himself like more than twice just to make sure i understand. LOL! Thanks grandfather. :D. Oh Oh, almost forgotten. I played grandfather's PSP while he was explaining to me. LOL! Most probably i won't be attending next week's cause i've promised my dearest atiqah to have some day out with her. :D !

Lastly, tomorrow is Monday and i had PE. 2.4km run? 5 stations? Pray hard it will be the 2nd part of last weeks 5 stations for the first half of the class. Reasons is i don't feel like running tomorrow. However, if i have to, than, i have to. DUH?! Tomorrow i had my usual study date with Hidayu, but most probably she won't be coming? It'll be best if she will come so i won't need to study alone. :D !

Generally, i miss sayang! Webcam with her is like damn syiok! Watching her from falling asleep. HAHAHAAH!! Ain, i love you can? Do you? Hehe. :D


Dearest boyfriend, i can't SMS much, my prepaid will be zero dollars any moment. SAD!
:D :D !

FINALLY,

I miss my own shopping time.
I miss my very own lame jokes.
I miss having dinner together with my family.
I miss talking on the phone with my friend.
I miss my enjoyment part of my life. :D

I love it that i've start revising.
I love it that i've start to be serious.
I love it that boyfriend understand i need to revise.
I love it that my family understands each other.
I love it that my friend still remember me.
I love it that ain says i'm cute though she's cuter. :D
I love it that when hidayu and i speak to each other by "awak awak, kita kita."
I love it that when my dearest 5B2 helping each other.
I love it that my teachers, especially mr ong, constantly reminding us of our O levels.
I love it that my art is going smoothly so far.I love it that i love the life i am in now. :D

I hate it when i decided to stop revising.
I hate it when i slack.
I hate it when boyfriend sulk.
I hate it when i accidentally ignored my friend and family.
I hate it when i help with sincerity yet that person don't appreciate it.
I hate it when mushy sms-es was found in boyfriend mobile phone.
I hate it when i have to hate. :D

AND THE LIST GOES ON. :D





bye.





I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW I CAN'T CHEAT ON YOU.

Hello people!

More and more teachers are getting into the incident that happened a few days back. Truely, it was rather a mistake made by my very own classmates. It's not to blame them but it's rather maybe, i shall say, this incident should be a lesson learnt for the whole class. Hopefully.

Nothing much done today either. Just that, revision and revision and clear all doubt. Well, half of POA lesson was gone as Mrs Chua and Mr Tan came in to our class and speak about the petition made for Michelle. Well, it wasn't really, never mind. I simply signed it. So, ya the two teachers came in and speak about how wrong we were to be appealing petition letter for Michelle. Personally, i think it's a mistake. What Mrs Chua said was truely true.

Almost 3/4 of maths period was gone due to witnessing the caning of the four classmates. I felt the pain and almost cried, too afraid i suppose. It's a pain to see your classmates being punished. Yes, they were at fault and they deserve it all but the punishment was too harsh, i can conclude? But, what to do, the authority said that's the punishment for the guys.

5B2, LET'S FORGET ABOUT THIS AND NEVER LET HISTORY TO REPEAT ITSELF. :D WE CAN DO IT. PLAY A ROLE, HELP MICHELLE OF WHAT SHE WILL BE MISSING :D .

Well, i think i updated long enough ehk? LOL! Hmm. So, i better go now. Bye people.







IT'S WHEN I SEE THAT MINE CLASS ACTUALLY DO CARE AND CONCERN TOWARDS ONE AND OTHER. :)

Hello people!

Currently, i'm mugging through my mathematics TYS revision. So far, all doubt are cleared except for 2 or 3 questions. Thank god, i'm getting my butt on for the revisions. :)

Well, my final piece for art is also cleared, so now i'm rather left with the sketches stress and all the little details on the final piece as the current picture i'm having is just a the outlines :D ! It's like finally i did something for my art. :D ! So, therefore, i'm rather contented with myself. WEEE`.

There;'s nothing much to update about school today. Basically, what i did was, art, played floorball then it was maths. The rest of the periods were free. Self-revision, but i don't feel like revising in class therefore, i crapped in class. LOL!

Hmm. After school went to Lot 1 and bought candies with boyfriend. And it was like damn funny can? We were talking about how he can fall asleep each time he suppose to be picking me up from school. Then, i was like, "You go NS how? People will be lying down on the ground, with the gun. The in-charge scream 'FIRE' you start you're snoring." Hehe. He himself laugh, what more about me? Haha! :)

At home, did some work out, nap , then revisions. :D ! Next will be art. Hmm. :D

bye folks.







IT'S WHEN I REALISE I CAN BE SOMEONE I WANT TO BE WITH HARDWORK.