Hello earthlings :D !

First and foremost, i suppose this dearly blog of mine need some updates for those sincere readers. Heh. Just kidding.

My enrolment package arrived earlier this week and up to now, i've done nothing about it. So, today my dearest sister (elder) decided to make a move for me. HAH! She began by calling the JMC to make an appointment for me for the medical check up. And, yup, the medical check up will cost me or my mum 25 bucks and it's today, in the late afternoon. I'm kinda excited about it. HAHA! Funny? Laugh then. =.='

Anyway, i need to remind myself certain things that i need to do. So, here i am listing all those stuff. Here it goes.

Things i need to do:

• Attend the medical check up later this afternoon.
• Continue with the E-enrolment thingy. (online)
• Apply for student pass.
• Make an Ez-Link card for myself (AS STATED IN THE PACKAGE).
• Meet up Li Ting and collect the money.
• Withdraw money before meeting Joey.
• Take money from Joey for chalet and food cost. :D
• Accompany mum to the market this Saturday for the food for class chalet.
• Wake up early on Monday to check in chalet.
• Ask brother in law about the block and unit number.

For now, that is it. :D May seems little, but a lot.. -i think. HAHA!

Okay, i better get going. Bye people. :D LOVE YOU ALL LOADS.

Boyfriend, please get that phone done. ):

FLU is killing me inside. I hate it.

To Zenia: Yes dear. I am trying to stay strong. Don't worry, i'm all perfectly fine. =D

To Fateha: Aku okay. (:

So, you said you want us to try again.
I replied let's make it our last try.
GOD; will understand what i mean.
In future, i promised nothing.
I believe absolutely ZERO!
Darling,
This is the last time.
The last time i'm going to try.


To Hidayu:
Girl, i'm okay. Nothing much happen. Don't worry. Everything settle. See you soon!

You told me you want to know the truth.
You say i wish you to leave.
Please, my feelings are telling me i'm tired.
Tired of everything.
I don't know if having you leaving me is the best choice.
Decision is still the hardest thing to do .
Do understand how i feel now?
It's not that i want you to shed and drown yourself in blood.
I'm not asking you to die.
No, never!
Get it? So blood is really out of the issue.
Don't use that as a reason to make me into a believer.
If you want blood, i'll give you blood too.
Darling,
You're not leaving, perhaps.
But i withdraw myself from the war.
I love him, i love him so much.
I don't want to lose him now.
He's my everything.
My father is my heart and soul.
I can't let him go.
He cried because of me, once.
And that's enough, i told myself.
It's a painful experienced for me to see him crying and begging me.
I admit defeat.
I know, coward ;that's the exact word for me.
Say anything you want to say.
I will swallow even it hurts my throat and kills my heart.
Can't you see that i want you to be happy?
I'm sure you will, if you are willing to try.
Baby dear,
I'm weaker than you thought i am.
Here,
I will say ; I love you, but i love him more.
He's fear of the history is worst than the fear i had.
So baby,
Please don't make him die because of this.
He's ill, he's no longer strong to defeat you.
I beg you.
Please get the reason right!


I'm just as rotten as a vegetable when i'm alone.

I miss you, but i don't.
Don't ask me why.
Neither can you ask me what i mean.
Cause i don't know.
And i don't bother to know.
For me i can't hold it any longer.
The pain is killing me.
Your words makes me turned into a believer.
Without realising that i'm hurting you more than ever.
Can't you just go away and leave me alone here?
Again, don't ask me why.
You know the reason as i've repeat it more than a million times.
If this relationship is going somewhere (like you say),
Why are we still at the stage of being hated?
If the day will come (like you claimed),
Why are we still waiting?
Darling can't you see
Everything's setting back, fading away
From me to you to them to everyone else.
If only your sincerity comes before that bloody valentine,
Will all this chapter even be made?
Only if she doesn't exist
Will i be living life with the feeling of betrayal and fear?
Worst she's not the only one that you called "HER"
That's why I always think that there's some more that's coming.
Can't you see it's not only you, it's me too
In fact, it's us.
No, i couldn't stop.
Trying to sleep tonight wasn't the best solution.
I couldn't close my eyes.
I couldn't dream of anything better.
I need you to know, to know the reasons
The reasons to why this is happening.
So you'll free yourself and be who you are.
I don't want to change you if i'm the reason.
I want you to change because you're the reason to the changes.
See the world, it's still wide for you.
There's more for you to see.
See them before it's too late.
Baby dear
I can't fight this war.
They're too strong to make me win
Their words are more powerful than yours
Their weapons are one ;GOD.
I withdraw.

But...

I'm multilated.

20 reasons why i'm happy today;

1. Dad came down to Tangs (my workplace) and bought me a CK handbag, which cost him approximately 200 cash! Thank you dad. Love you. I won't dissapoint you. It's a promise from me to you.
2. Finally, i get myself a card holder and it cost me $5.90 . I'm getting more organised.
3. It's the very first day of my working life that i manage to get a cheap lunch meal. Of course, with kak Asmah. :D
4. I manage to see Annie Tan (my JLO partner for today). She's nice, not as quiet as how Li Ting describe. HAHA!
5. A message from Megat makes me feel less bored at work. :D ! Thanks sweet guy!
6. Successfully applied Tangs card. I can enjoy those rebates. FAST FAST!
7. Pay day is coming. Shopping for cheap stuffs is ahead of me. DOUBLE YEAH!
8. My off day is coming.
9. Boyfriend had top up his prepaid. :D
10. I end work early today.
11. I'm having another morning shift for the next few days. MORE MORE HAPPY!
12. Mum only wants $600 from me. :D And, willingly to give dad $100.
13. Brian's emails are getting to the 'smile-after-you-read'
14. Gweny Darling will be with me tomorrow, can TALK AND TALK! Haha.
15. Baby's chalet is coming real soon! I want bbq food! HAHA.
16. I'm going smooth with the class chalet organising. :)
17. Manage to learn number in mandarin. Haha. It was a hard time lah, trust me! All the strokes thing. HAHA!
18. That i'm finishing my twilight. :D
19. I've watched bolt, which makes me laugh like shit!
20. I manage to realise what makes me happy! :D

10 things that makes me sad;

1. Pay day seems to be still long.
2. I'm worried about my stupid handphone, it's half dead (somehow).
3. JLO is quiet today.
4. The months i've spent without meeting boyfriend.
5. Afternoon shifts. =.='
6. The temptation to shop and finish up all my salaries. (I HATE IT!)
7. When i come in work late, idiotically i have to serve 15 minutes extra for being 1 minute late. HELLO! 15 minutes is like zillion years for me. HAH.
8. The running away case.
9. I have to be the 'temporary maid'. *CURSING*
10. To realise the things that makes me sad.

5 things that makes me anxious;

1. Pay day.
2. Enrolment letter/date.
3. School. Megat is at the same school as me, that guy! Hahaha. Always willingly asking me to message him so that he can tour me around. Sure dude! :D
4. Shopping day, i need to know if i can get cheap stuffs! Fine, call me a cheapo, hey i'm saving lah. Can?! HAHA
5. To realise that this things actually makes me anxious! HAHA.

So, that's the list.


I hate it when i have to start taking the calculator out and calculate my shopping budget. I mean, i need to save up some money for my expenses later on. Agree? So, i just have to bear with it. It's for my own good.

Birthday cake, please be cheap! =.='
Money, please roll in more. KNS!


Tomorrow will be in the morning shift. I better go to sleep now. Nights darlings.

Counting down to pay day. :D

;7 more days, exactly 1 week! I can't wait.

Counting down to baby's birthday party chalet.

;11 more days, she's going to get a blast ice cream cake which will cost me a bomb! Haha.

Counting down to class chalet.

;20 more days, i'm going to be probably sleeping over. :D

THINGS TO DO:

• Collect money from those in the list for class chalet.
• Get a birthday cake for my dearest baby.
• Finish up twilight, so i can buy NEW MOON! Plus, the story is getting interesting.

That's all.

I WANT TO SEE YOU HERE, WITH ME.

First up, i fucking miss CK Tangs! I mean, it's been like days since i work there. I've been to places like Chinatown and Takashimaya. Experiencing work at Chinatown's OG is like hell nice! Haha.

I attended dozens of interesting customers. One cannot speak english, but understand it. One cannot speak english neither can they understand them. It's a hard time, as i need to like walk around the OG and get an Auntie to help me promote my GL. HAHA!

Today as an example, i was like standing on my Guy Laroche counter. I happened to saw a chinese customer. He was looking at my handbags, he seems interested though.

So i went like, "Hello sir. We're having 20% off for our regular item. While the one that you're looking at is our special buy, we've mark down the price up to 50%. Here we have more design. Please take a look." He gave me the looks like he was seriously listening and after those long sentences, all he answered was "Sorry, english i don't know." I was like, "Oh kay." The best part was he asked me something in chinese, which i obviously couldn't understand! At first, i ignored the situation. Untill, i realise that the both us was so quiet (even when we are actually communicating). It's like i'm mute and he's deaf. HAHHA!

Then i said, "Wo pu ke yi chang hua yi. Ni teng e sha." I ran to this auntie (an Elle promoter) for help. The customer asked her like dozens of questions. In the end, buy nothing! I was like, might as well, just stay mute and deaf! Haha. :D

Sales was bad today. Basically because none of my customers can speak english. All was from China. Obviously, my basic line for today was "Wo pu ke yi chang hua yi." First, they will give me a startled look. Of course, why am i speaking in chinese when i states that i can't speak chinese? Haha. However, they will realise that's the only sentence i can speak. HAAH!

Good news, i'll be send to People's Park OG this Saturday. Let's pray i'll upgrade my chinese speaking skills by that time. HAHA! :D

Blah. I'm turning bored.

I've made myself a shopping list. I want to drop by at the shopping mall one of the days (yes, after my pay day -of course). Haha! :D ! I want to buy this, buy that. HAHA!

URGH! I'm upper super duper feeling exhausted.









IT'S LIKE AS IF, WE'RE STRANGERS NO LONGER WHAT YOU SAID WE ARE -my friend.

A cute little boy came to my PH handbag counter yesterday. He was holding one of PH's wallet. He looks anxious and curious. So i approached him.

Me: Hello. Let me do it for you.
Little Boy: Okay.
Me: Where's your mummy?
Little Boy: There. (Pointing to the Mum who is apparently at Stella's wagon).
Me: Oh. You like the wallet?
Little Boy: Ya. I like this one, that one and this one also. The colour.
Me: Really? Is it nice?
Little Boy: Ya. Nice. I like this one, that one and this one also. The colour.
Me: Why don't you ask your mummy buy it?
Little Boy: How much dollars is this?
Me: $349. Interested little boy?
Little Boy: Wah! So much. (And walk away).

Haha. If you were there to see and hear the way he speaks to me, you'll predict this little one is smart. :D

Another conversation is between me, my counter partner and a customer. :D

The customer was attended by my counter partner first. I heard some unsure conversation among them, so i decided to go nearer and asked my counter partner what does the customer want.

Me: Ya. Why leh Geraldine?
Geraldine: What brand for walllet is suitable for sevenTY years old? (Unfortunately, i heard sevenTEEN).
Customer: Ya, any suggestions?
Geraldine: Why not try Guy Laroche, Elle or Bonia?
Me: (Thinking Guy Laroche? Elle? Bonia? Isn't that too old for a sevenTEEN year old girl?)
Customer: You sure?
Me: Any age group can use our wallet. (still thinking it's sevenTEEN so i promote our PH brand)
Geraldine: (Gave me the 'huh?' look)
Customer: Hmm, i want sevenTY leh. (I still heard sevenTEEN).
Me: Then, you try guess lor. They should have the suitable one for sevenTEEN year old.
Geraldine: Ah?!
Me: Ya, Guess got what?
Geraldine: Ya ya. (Still blur)
Customer: It's okay. Thanks.

So, i was like wondering, why is it so difficult for them to search a wallet for a sevenTEEN year old girl?! There's brand like DKNY, CK, Guess, Paris Hilton, Picard .. etc. Not sastify, i went back to my counter partner and asked her.

Me: Customer actually just now ask what?
Geraldine: She wants a wallet that suitable a sevenTY year old lady. (FINALLY i heard it as sevenTY).
Me: SevenTY? Not sevenTEEN?
Geraldine: Ya. So you thought it's sevenTEEN?
Me: Exactly. That's why i say Guess!
Geraldine: No wonder. That's why i was like, "HUH GUESS?!"
Me: Never stop me! Paiseyy sia!
Geraldine: I thought guess got those collection for old people.
Me: Then you say GL, Elle, Bonia.. I was like sevenTEEN using those brand?
Geraldine: (Laughing like hell)
Me: Good arh, i blur you blur.. Customer don't bother. (Laugh also)

The both of us laugh like shit! It's like how blur can the both of us be? One TEEN and one TY! Hahaa! We laughed till our mouth were painful sia! :D


Nice PH partner i have. Love to go back there! :D


Tomorrow will be at People's Park OG. Not bad. :D!

TAKE CARE world.

GOOD BYE SUBATRA.

It's sad when you're close enough with someone and you have to say good bye that fast. It's hurting.

Pictures below are taken on Saturday.

The five of us decided to give Subatra a farewell dinner at Newton as that was the last day she'll be with us. :D

A lot fun and food. Everyone clearly did enjoyed the day and took pictures. Pictures here are more kind off those that must upload while some random are still in process of uploading. HAHA. :D

Anyway, Subatra good luck! Do well in JC :D