My heart is palpitating extremely wild.

Boyfriend, please don't hurt me. Cause i love you so much and i don't want you to go. Please stay.
Promise to continue loving me. PLEASE.

It's sucking.

Today it was term 3 English paper 1 and 2. Everything was indeed harder than expected. I was ill and i sitted for the papers, i wonder how wonderful it will be. Oh well, i shall not say it's obyss to get a grade i've been aiming for. At least, i've done my very best and i've put my heart and soul. Pray hard.

I'm ill. Planned to consult the doctor today, after school. However, things changed cause i end up having mathematics focus, which i attended willingly. Class was suppose to end at 3pm but it ended earlier. After which, i went to CCK to get some stuff.

Reach home. It was early still. I decided to take a nap. And in the end, i overslept. So end up, not being able to consult the doctor. I might be late for school tomorrow cause i'll be going to see the doctor first or i might not be attending at all. Will see what the doctor says.

Okay lah. I got to go and call boyfriend. Bye people.











IF ONLY I HAVE THE MAGIC TO MAKE IT ALL DONE INSTANTLY.

I'm ill. Uncle Ronald knows how ill i am. SIGH!

Okay people, holiday's over. FOCUS classes starting. EXAMINATION COMING! Haiz.

Tomorrow is my Term 3 English paper. I'll be busy buzz people. So i might not be able to update as regular as i did before.

I think i better get going. Severe headache sucks. D:
Bye people.





I GUESS LIFE HAS JUST TO MOVE ON SMOOTHLY IF THAT HAPPEN.

Maths class is not as bad as i thought it would be. :D

Day started with meeting boyfriend. Then off to meet Li Yan. After which, met Bing Hui (in school).

After school, breakfast with Bing Hui, Udin and Li Yan. Hawker Centre breakfast sucks. I hate the chickren rice, it's superly undelicious. YUWEE!! Bing Hui was seriously enjoying his fishball noodle. Haiz.

After breakfast, bused home with Bing Hui. Bing Hui was sleeping all the way. Then we said Goodbyes and i'm off to meet boyfriend.

Met boyfriend at westmall. Walk up all levels, and walk down back. And homed. :D !

PS: now, waiting for 3 of my long lost friends to come over my place. FUNN. :D

HOW I WISH YOU DID BOY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOEY. 17th UH? SWEET SWEET PO . :D
I would like to apologise that i couldn't make it. I'm seriously apologising. Hope you understand. No worries, i have your pressie. :D ! hehe.


Blah Blah Blah.
Ha Ha Ha.
Crappy!

Sigghh!

I want to get drunk. Can?
... :

There's things i wish for.

I wish for loads of trust and loads of confident to trust others.
I wish for perseverance to stay strong in my everyday routine.
I wish for sincerity.
I wish for love and much more love.
I wish for a perfect timing for everything.
I wish for good future.
I wish for loads of things.
I wish my wish will be wished.



Is that too much? How i wish a magic will happen tonight and all my wish will be no longer a wish. But life is unpredictable. One moment it will be as good as heaven and at another moment it will be as bad as hell. Somehow, you will feel the heat and tortures you have to go through. The only difference was that the tortures isn't punishments. Instead, it was just challenges from the above to show you certain messages (which we at times neglect it). And, the heat isn't the burning flames. Instead, it was the anger that were raging inside us or the other party.

I was wrapped with instant blindness. All i see was darkness. Now, i'm burning with sadness. Why is this happening to me? Whatever it is, life have to go on. Curious, very. Why can't life be like all those dramas? Where things will be hilarious at the beginning, challenging at the middle, and end with so much happiness? Perhaps, i am the drama one. But serious, i've been thinking to post this up and i finally found proper words to put it all in a piece.

Perhaps, to come and to go is always what will happen in one's life. Rarely, one will come and won't go but which will be mine? I can't help it but to ask.

Laughter does not mean i'm happy. It might just mean i'm in need.

I'm glad.

Tell me the truth. I want to hear from the beginning to the end.
Please.

Blah Blah Blah.

Phone is vibrating. A message from boyfriend. Ouh, telling me how much he miss me. How sweet. I WANT TO SEE HIM!

Take it easy Hidah. You'll see him soon. Real soon. GRR! How am i suppose to take it easy? When i miss him like crazy? Haiz.

Prepaid sucks! It makes me unable to text boyfriend cause it will go $0 if i text boyfriend too much. I can't call it will go the same thing. GRR! Stress you know!

Never mind. Dream.. Dream of Mr Clarence Tham Kok Hao then. Sweet sweet dream. Yeah.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

Staying at home is killing me.

Oh well, what can i do anyway? Besides.. homework. GRR.
I've been stuck here in my room for the past 7 hours and 40 minutes and i'm still counting.

I'm bored. Seriously is.
I better get going. Oh Oh i found my new new favourite song!

Let Me Go by 3 doors down.

OVERDUE PICTURES =)

I know what i will do early tomorrow morning.
Run. Run as fast as i could.
Then i will scream. Scream as loud as i would.
Cause i just realise that life has been hard for me.
Not only that, i also thought i might need to fall hard onto the ground.
I want to feel a pain that i can see it's cause.
Rather than a pain which the cause is unclear.

Like shit. Though school is officially close after tomorrow for all Sec 5 my class still need to attend tutorials. Well, i suppose our HOOOOOOOLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIDDDDDDAAAAYYYSSSS will be like after 'O' levels? And that's LOOOOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG! No, it's a while more to 'O' levels. Mentioning it, it is seriously daunting. Oh, can someone who already taken 'O' levels, please please advice me tips (besides STUDY HARD). Okay okay, i know STUDY SMART. Grrr!! It's like duhh..

Shopping. Shopping. I want to shop. It's GSS ;Great Singapore Sales and sadly, it's SSS ;study study study for me. Examination after examination right after this june 'holidays'. Haiz. Isn't that like too much trees being cut down for the papers? Come on, save the earth, NO EXAMINATION. LOL! Oh whatever!

Movies! There's loads of excellent movies out there showing. But again, SAD SAD! I can't watch. Firstly, bo money! Secondly, art coursework, painting. Layers and layers of colours. One simple figure can take 4 hours of my time! Lastly, i'm busy with my school work. HOMEWORKS, REVISION! Haiz. Guess, movie marathon after 'O' levels?? Oh, that's where my money will go to. HAHA! Partially.

Next week's class barbeque was cancelled once again! Again and again. I think it will probably be dragged till end of the year. After 'Os'? So many after 'Os'. HAHA!

FINALLY, it's like friday is tomorrow. And i'm meeting my girls at 6pm and make our way to Victoria Hall, and catch the school's band concert and dinner and WOW! More fun! Haha!

But wait, weekend will be filled with another photo taking session for art. Haiz. Sad lahh. Tired sia. Haiz. How i wish magic will appear tonight and boom! There goes my canvas, a master piece. HAHA! Too fairytales lahh.

Hey, i think i updated long enough. I better get going now. Bye world.








DINNER WITH HUBBY'S GU GU THIS TUESDAY, GOD PLEASE ALLOW ME TO.

It's been long since i update uh?

Firstly, i wasn't in Singapore and not only that, i'm kinda busy with my art painting.

Speaking of which, i'm back to school today and everybody was like, "FINALLY YOU'RE BACK."
Surprisingly, at least i know a handful of my classmates do miss me. =) ! Isn't it true 5B2? LOL!

Oh well, today's lesson was okay. Fabulous! I enjoyed the whole fresh welcome back to school lessons. English and chemistry plus art of course. English we did vocabulary. It was fun. New words. Howecer, it's not as easy as it is. There's homework people. LOL!

Chemistry, did practical. I'm still not happy with my potassium iodide colour. It's suppose to turn green but mine turned brown. But never mind. :D

Oh after school, continued with art which makes us stay in the room for like 'years'. LOL! Well, we stayed till 6 plus i suppose. Busy painting though. And finally, i know what to do. PICTURES TO BE TAKEN AGAIN! :D

I better get going on my homeworks. Bye people.

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It wasn't like i said, i hated you.