I STUDIED YES!

People people! HAHAHA! Let's update! WEEEEEE~~~

BEFORE ANYTHING, I STUDIED FOR 5 HOURS ++ TODAY! (: (: (:

Okay Okay. I wasn't suppose to attend school today but i pei ah gong study. So end up, going to school. Actually, he also don't need come school de. I suggest that we go to Jurong East library to study as i lazy go school de mahh. BUT he say, "Let's study in school. And go school as usual." OH MAN! Nothing to say, i agreed. Hehe! So ya, went to meet him in school.

Reach school, eunice asked me why i come to school and i went blah blah blah. Hehe! After the pledge taking everything me and ah gong went to class first, when the paper starts, we left the class and went to the bench near the container to study. WE DID STUDY OKAY! Hehe. The both of us studied okay. I studied my social studies and completed it all. (: ! Thank god. Ah gong studied social studies for the fisrt half then continue with maths. Haha! Okay Okay i admit, i studied social studies for 3 hours and 45 minutes. WOW! Hehe. Than i me and ah gong slept in cikgu murad's classroom. Hehe. We are tired okay. HAHA.

Actually i was waiting for hidayu at the same time. So, after hidayu finish her paper. We went to Jurong East library to continue studying. I studied maths this time round and ayu studied social studies. (: ! Okay fine, on my way to jurong east library, all eyes were on me. First, i was playing paper plane made by hidayu when we walk pass a group of JVS guys. Hmm. I fly the paper plane and it landed infront of one of the guys, and one of them say, "Ni melayu lah." And i don't know me mahh. I scream,"Ur paper plane sucks!" Than another one say, "Girl, girl, he want ur number." I went like, "ah?" Than i walk away. Hmm. AND GUESS WHAT?? We thought, they are going off ready and we wont be meeting them after that. BUT I WAS WRONG! Hidayu say, they did walk pass us during i was stressed with my maths in the library. HAIYO! Hmm. Whatever. Haha!

After studying, went home. And i was about to catch cold. Haiz. Reach home, lao gong message me.Replied his message and suddenly fall asleep. Hmm. Wake up, break fast and now stuck infront of the laptop udating my blog. (: !

Hmm. Anyway, took english exam yesterday. Paper was rather okay. Not that hard except for passage B! That's all. Kay lah, i got to go lah.

BYE PEOPLE!


I LOVE THE WORDS!

WHO IS SHE TO SPEAK LIKE THAT MANNER TO ME? EXCUSE ME!

EOY examination is few days ahead liao. Must jia you! Hmm. And most probably, i won't be updating or maybe i will but very short or what so ever lah. Hmm. STRESS NIA!

For today, i will keep the last update for a LOOONNNGGG one. Hmm. Okay, today school's is tiring nia. Hmm. ASSEMBLY- ah gong and kelvin name was announced for what.. SINGA award ( is it this how to spell? ) Congratulations to them. CE- It is do your own work. (: And i did my malay karangan, FINALLY i get my point linked logically. ART- did painting, and i shared paint with uncle jeremy, and he's dumb man! Keep moving when i'm mixing colour. SOCIAL STUDIES- did the korean war thingy. Not bad Not bad the topic. Nice Nice! (: ! RECESS- ass hole dicpline thingy, keep on asking us to leave the class when there's only left with 10 minutes. GEOGRAPHY- miss haslinda did the enviromental thingy. Not bad not bad. PHYSICS- admit, it was fun. Did concept map. Half of the class fight with another half of the class. (: ! Than after school, there was SOCIAL STUDIES remedial. Hmm. It was fun, bing hui keep on throwing paper. Hehe.!

After remedial, went to westmall. Than after that went home. SLEEP. WAKE UP. SLEEP. WAKE UP. PRAYERS. BREAK FAST. PRAYERS. WENT TO MARKET THERE. THAN WENT HOME AND GET MYSELF PISSED OFF!

MY MAID: ON THE BLOODY TV VOICE SO LOUD.
MYSELF: "Dont make it too loud. dad don't allow." looking at my maid and turnt the volume down.
MY MAID: (speaking in indonesia language) "What's wrong with you?I want it loud loud." And turnt her face from my sight and continue making the volume loud.
MYSELF: (speaking in malay) "What's wrong with you? Deaf arh?"
MY YOUNGER SISTER: "Don't fight lah."
MY MAID: (speaking in indonesian language) "What don't fight. i want to fight now." and walk off the room.

LATER..

MY MUM: (shouting from outside plus in malay language ) "Kakak if you're like this, you're too much."
MY DAD: "What's wrong?"
MYSELF: "Nothing lah. Say oso she won't admit."
MY MUM AND DAD: Left me alone and went to their room.

LATER...

MY MUM: ( asking my maid in malay language ) "What's wrong? What happen?"
MY MAID: ( speaking in indonesian language ) "No, i was joking with her."

LATER...

MY MUM: ( speaking in malay language ) "I'm not siding her. But you cannot like this. Imagine if you're at her shoe. Working away from her family. BLAH BLAH BLAH!
MYSELF: HEART BOIL SIA!!!!!!!!!!!!


I mean, hey who is she to speak to me like that? And hey, what is there any relation to her working away from her family. In other words, they saying it's my fault? Fine than, it's my fault. Than, let her do anthing than. I won't say anything anymore on what she do. Let them do it!



-SOMETIMES, HUMANS TEND TO ADMIT DIFFERENT THINGS THAN WHAT THEY ACTUALLY DID.-

BORING and THE REAL THING IS I STIULL WONDERING.

HELLO PEOPLE!

Hmm, honestly, my sleep is way way way way much better yesterday night. Because i get my air-con advantage back. YEAH! However, i am so bored. I almost rot at home yesterday. SUCKS! Lao gong told me he won't be in batok untill sunday, if he's not wrong. He will be at pasir ris, chalet. I'm rotting man! Gonna miss him. SIGH!

Anyway, i am suppose to go out with my group of friends. Planned was to watch movie, than break fast after that we end our day with going to geylang, as there's hari raya bazaar. But, i couldn't make it. I did asked my sister to ask my parents about it, but there's no specific answer from any of them so i take it as NO? Honestly, it's getting boring here being me. SIGH!

As for today, mum told me we will be breaking fast outside. Hmm. So ya. I woke up rather late today. 11 plus than wake up. Hmm. Did some self study earlier. Than watch tv. Than now, stuck on the laptop. I'm so bored nia. )x !! FREAK! Kay lah, i got to go. (: most probably sleep? haha!


有时我想知道为什么我不能忘记她。认为她做我奇迹关于您的真诚在爱我。我知道您说她是正义的您的过去。我了解她不再是那里在您的章节里。但我害怕。害怕她也许是在我的章节里作为其它字符战斗在您与我。我不想要失去您。您是我的力量所有这当。它是空白没有您。但是, 我没指责您。我坐了这里艰苦单独祈祷, 您永远这里和我呆在一起。爱我和只我。您是我完善的人。永远做这想法, 是吗?

(Sometimes I want to know why I can't forget her. Thought she makes my miracle to be sincere about you loving me. I knew you said she was just your past. I understood she no longer there in yours chapter. But I am afraid. Perhaps afraid her she will takes other character fighting in mine chapter in you and I. I do not want to lose you. You are my strength possess this to work as. It is blank without you. But, I am not accusing you. I sat difficultly here alone prayed that, you are here forever and I stayed in the same place. Loves me and only I. You are the person which I consummates. Forever makes this idea, right?)

I'M GETTING MORE HYPER.

BLOOP! BLOOP!

haha. i think i am all the way hyper because of my stupid geog test. haha!!

Anyway, lets' speak about school! I'M SUPER HARDWORKING OKAY! Haha. (: ! Except for geog? HAHA! Anyway, did geog test. But i did rubbish instead. The pic of what i wrote is below. (: !! After geog, it was maths, get maths test back and as usual, i'm the lowest. ASS. Anyway, mrs gan was shooting her words again. And blah blah blah. After maths was TPI, as i thought, mdm yehidah will speak to me with duh?! Hmm. Anyway, things went duh duh duh! After TPI was recess, waste time by reading magazine. (: ! After recess was english, I FINISHED MY PROPOSAL ON TIME. YEAH!!! haha. After that it was physics, I DID MY PHYSICS WORKSHEET! AND I MESSED MY TABLE. HAHAHA!! XD XD!!

After school, thought of collecting paint, but too tired and ran home. HAHA! (: Uncle also never do anything. Hehe. So ya.

LIFE WITHOUT YOU, I COULDNT IMAGINE IT. WORDS WITHOUT YOU IT WILL END UP, I LOVE [[ ]]! SEE HOW BLANK IT IS WITHOUT YOU? (: (: (: !!

LAO GONG. KISSSESSSSS!! I MISSSSSSS YYYOOOOUUUUUUU!!!! II LLLOOVVVVEEEEE YYOOOUUUU!!!! MUACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSS! (:

WARNING:HIDAH IS HIGH TODAY TOTALLY. OMG!

MORNING MORNING!

People, i think i'll like start updating twice a day? LOL! i mean, come on, i'm awake for dawn, and i will blog (provided i am able not to get back to sleep). Hmm. Anyway, whatever it is. YES HERE I AM BLOGGING ANOTHER RANDOM ENTRY! XD!!

There's nothing much to update for this morning actually. Just that, i'm feeling so so so hot!! You see, the air-con in the room couldnt be switch on due to some purposes. And it's like i want rain rain rain so i feel cold cold cold. HEHE! Whatever.






严重, 没什么去改变我的对您的爱。您使我决定, 您是完善的人。您的关心被赞赏。您的爱被珍惜。一点信任, 进一步将带领我们。亲爱, 神有做我们经历很多并且他并且是那个带来我们。如此, 我总永远爱这里您。我们的决定是神的决定。爱您。
(Serious, any has not changed me to your love. You cause me to decide that, you are the perfect person. Your care is appreciated. Your love is treasured. A trust, will lead us further. Dear, the god has us to experience and its him that brings us. So, I always here forever love you. Our decision is the god's to decide. Loves you.)

;the eng sounds weird, hope the chinese doesnt. (: !!

CALM DOWN. STAY CALM.

HIDAH, CALM DOWN. WHATEVER THEY SAY, YOU DIDN'T DO IT. YOU'RE NOT AS CRAZY AS THEY THOUGHT YOU ARE. REMEMBER, IT'S THE MATTER OF YOURSELF AND YOU'LL BE SAFE. (: ! CATCH YOURSELF IF YOU COULD BEFORE YOU FALL, UNDERSTAND? I'M ALWAYS IN YOU. YOUR STRENGHT OF FAITH. (: !!

This is sucks. I seriously feeling that my back is so painful, my shoulder there like swollen. ASS! Haiz. Today didn't went to school though. Due to back pain lorr. Anyway, i did meet hidayu to get my stuffs.

I'm bored to the bloody core. SUPER BORED. Haiz. Nothing is going to be fine for me lah. Anything i do, there's always something that's isnt right. What the hell! FINE! Didn't my strenght of faith says, calm down??? So calm down girl. (: !

Hmm.






BEING A SOUL LIKE ME WASN'T EASY. I UNDERSTAND, THIS IS NOT THE WORST ONE CAN GO THROUGH, THERE'S WORST THAN THIS THAT ONE HAD EVER GONE THROUGH. LIFE HAS TO MOVE ON. LAST TIME, I GAVE UP EASILY. NOW, I TRIED TO STAND UP FOR MYSELF. I USE TO HURT THEM, DEEP. NOW, I TRIED TO HEAL IT. IF I EVER FAIL, IT MEANS, I'M GOOD FOR NOTHING, AND GOD SHALL TAKE ME AWAY. TONIGHT I SWEAR, WHATEVER HAPPENS, IT'S ALL ABOUT LOVE THAT I ALWAYS NEED. IF I EVER LOSE IT, I WON'T EVER SEARCH FOR ANOTHER. THE LOVE FOR THEM IS TILL I DIE, THE LOVE FOR HIM IS TO SACRIFICE, THE LOVE FOR MYSELF IS ALL ABOUT THEM AND HIM.-




LAO GONG!!!! I LOVE YOU. NOTHING CAN MAKE US GO OUR SEPARATE WAYS NOW. TELL ME, YOU'RE MINE MAN FOREVER. (: !











I DIDN'T KNOW IT'S JUST A PLAIN LIE WHEN YOU TOLD ME HE'S DEAD. WHY WAS IT ALL HAS TO BE LIKE THIS? NOW TELL ME, IS HE REALLY DEAD? OR IS HE SIMPLY HATING ME INSTEAD? SHUKRI, FORGIVENESS, THAT'S ALL I NEED.

WOKE UP WITH THE WORLD TALKING TO ME.

Yeah, i'm awake early in the morning for dawn.

And i woke up with the whisper i heard, "IT'S A BRAND NEW DAY HIDAH. DON'T LET ANYTHING SPOIL IT. GO SMOOTH WITH IT AND YOU'RE HAPPY. LEAVE ALL YOUR UNEXPLAINED THOUGHTS BEHIND. LEAVE ANYONE YOU HATE OUT OF YOUR SIGHT. REMEMBER YOUR LOVED ONE AND THINGS WILL BE ABLE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. GOOD LUCK HIDAH!"

a little motivation to motivate me up in enduring the upcoming days. XD XD! i don't need her to spoil my day. XD! muacksss!!



TO MR CLARENCE THAM KOK HAO;
Dear, i love you so much. I miss you too. MUACKSS! With you, and your continuous support for me, i manage to overcome anything. Thank you so much. Do call me or msg me okay?? I LOVE YOU. take care. XD XD!!

WHO IS SHE ANYWAY?

Do i need to say it all out again? I am utterly depressed and dont know what i am feeling now. Hate her? Angry at her? Or simply don't want to see her?! Whatever i don't wish to talk it here. Today i went in my house with my eyes "closed" pretending i don't see anything happening. Don't want see her, don't want see what she do. WHATEVER! HIDAH, you're individually a someone, let her do whatever she wants to do. Simply don't bother anything about her. Let what she want to do. She don't respect you, let her be. Know and understand what you do, it's okay.

LETS CUT THE BLOODY CRAP ABOUT HER! I AM ALREADY TURNING LIKE ONE BLOODY MUTED STONE AT HOME. SO THERE'S NO USE.

Anyway, school today was okay. Had english for the first period, did the proposal thingy. Than chem, mr murali wasn't in school so it's like free period? XD ! Next, it was PE. Played captain's ball like mad man today. It's the best game afterall. XD ! Malay, only me and ah gong play. So, the both of us is like, dehydrated untill now? HAHA! We fast mahh. Anyway, after PE was recess, accompanied bing hui kor to the sick bay because he fall down mahh. Than, it was mother tounge. Slept during the lesson, was super tired. Than it was SS, there's no SS were doing the NE quiz, and it's like mine is only JUNIOR BUILDER. Oh my god!! Hehe. XD XD!!After that, it was CE. Did about sex thingy again. Haiyo! But halfway through the lesson, i dash out of the class like mad, i think i ran the fastest speed i ever did lorr. HAHA! XD !! It was because i left my watch at the com lab 2!! MY 200 over dollars watch! OH SHIT! Lucky, i manage to get the room key from the office and manage to get my watch.

After school, thought of going to jurong west to buy myself what i want to drink. But disappointedly, mum says no. So did dad. I obeyed. But deep down, i wonder, why couldnt i get what i want to drink even with my own money?? It's just a simple drink you know? Yet i couldnt get it. I HATE THIS I HATE THIS! Argh! Calm down hidah. You may cry if you want to.

IF ONLY THEY KNOW HOW I FELT. I THINK I'VE DONE SO MUCH TO MAKE THEM HAPPY YET ALL I GET IS LIKE GOOD FOR NOTHING RESULTS. BEING ME WASN'T EASY. GOOD, I GET NOTHING. BAD, I GET SCOLDINGS AND ETC. BULLSHIT!! BULLSHIT!!

IMAGINE, WHO SHE IS? I DON'T NEED HER MESSAGES TO REMIND ME NOT TO BE BACK HOME LATE. I DON'T NEED ANY SYMPATHY FROM HER. WHO IS SHE? SHE DOESN'T KNOW THE MAIN REASON. IT WAS HER ALL ALONG THAT MAKES ME STAY AWAY.

I WANT TO RUN AWAY FAR AWAY FROM ALL THIS UNEXPLAINED THOUGHTS IN ME. MY HEAD IS ACHING, MY HEART IS PAINFUL. ARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

ITS BEEN A TIRING DAY.

This is sucks, i don't know what exactly i am feeling. I just felt like, there's something utterly not right in me. Not because of anyone else [not the one i hate nor the one i love] it was seriously me alone. Whenever, i am alone, i tend to cry on my own sometimes, even before i go to sleep. What is exactly going on with me? What is so wrong in me now? I don't know, that's the simplest answer i can give. To think about it, it makes no sense. I felt something is coming after me, something bad, that i will leave everything behind, that i won't have the time to make my loved ones happy, and i'm like cramping all my time for them now, making them happy. No matter what the reason may be, only god will know. He's the only one that understand, how traumatised my life is now.

Outside, with friends, seeing my lao gong, seeing my family, it makes me happy. No tears i can cry. But, the moment, i'm alone, i will cry. Sometimes, i wake up in the middle of the night, i find myself, crying. I cannot get my peaceful night sleep nowadays. If god is listening, show me, what's wrong with me?

Now, i am alone in my room... crying. Don't know why?.. I was happy a moment ago, and now, i am like sad. And worst, i don't know what i am sad/worry about. Tried to get to sleep, but no i cant. Never mind, i have to overcome this.

I will start to cry when i felt i am alone and something is after me. ARGH! That is why, i get so pissed off about the grace's reporting thing. And it makes me more uncontrollable.


I FELT, SHE'S TAKING AWAY THE LOVE I HAVE FROM MY PARENTS BEFORE. BUT I HEARD WHISPER SAYS, SHE ARE NOT. HOWEVER, WHY DID I ALWAYS SEE HER CONVERSATION WITH MY PARENTS ARE CHEERFUL ONE, WHILE MINE, A DULL ONE. NO, I CAN'T HATE HER. BUT WHO IS SHE? JUST AN OUTSIDER? MUM DOESN'T REGARD HER AS THAT, MUM REGARD HER AS A DAUGHTER AND THAT'S WHEN I FELT ISOLATED. IS SHE TAKING AWAY THEM FROM ME? AND THIS IS THE REASON WHY I CRIED WHEN I'M ALONE EVERYNIGHT!!!!!! ITS HER! ARGH!

THE DAY IS SO NOT RIGHT

My day wasn't perfect today. IT SUCKS!

Anyway, only certain people know why.

When i am angry i tend to:

-throw vulgar like nobody business.
-cursed and swear that person.
-dont bother about the people around me.

I think today is the worst out of me lorr. Even lao gong say, "Violent Sia." I hate this stuffs that has goes on today. Whatever the thing is, i've concluded that she can do anything she want to do nia. I don't bother. I will make my words right. Thats all!

Anwyay, thanks to the people that console me just now. Appreciate it alot people. (: !


"NOT HAPPY WITH ME TELL ME DIRECTLY ON MY BLOODY FACE"

SOMETIMES

HEY PEOPLE! im back blogging. Reasons why i didn't blog for a long time perhaps;

-BUSY WITH SCHWORK
-NO MOOD
-CATCHING UP WITH MY STUDIES
-LAZY ON LAPTOP BECAUSE NO PHOTOSHOP. XD !

That's the main reasons lah basically. Anyway, today is rather okay in school. Lessons was rather okay. ART WAS PERFECT! MATHS, mrs gan FORGOTTEN THE TEST DATE. )x ! RECESS, DID MATHS REVISION. POA DO BANK RECOCILIATION AND ITS FUN! (x ! MOTHER TOUNGE, CIKGU REVISE PAPER 1. ENGLISH, MISS KOH GO THROUGH THE 3 EXP COMPREHENSION. hmm.

After school today had CHEM PRAC. Mr Murali looks unwell. Hmm. Pity him. Anyway, he came back just for our practical. How sweet he was. Anyway, chem prac is not bad, i love the prac today of all pracs. (: ! Hmm. Prac ended around 3 plus.After school went JP and went home.

Anyway, at home i was reading this website and there's an interesting phrase, "No woman steals any other woman man in this world. It is just that the man allow themself to be stolen by other woman." Isnt this true??.. Hmm. What about this? - "When woman cried for a man, it is to show the guy either how much she needs him or how deep he hurts her. However, when a man cried for a woman, it is to show how much tears he can cry to win her."


WHOEVER SHE IS, I DON'T WANNA KNOW. IT BREAKS MY HEART WHEN SHE TALKS TO ME ON THE PHONE AND BEFORE I COULD SAY GOODBYE, SHE HANG UP AND IT WAS MORE HURTFUL TO SEE YOU TALKING TO HER ON THE PHONE AND IGNORING ME BESIDE YOU. I FELT THAT JUST NOW. BUT I KEPT QUIET. ITS OKAY. GOD WILL ALWAYS BE WITH ME. NO MATTER WHAT IT MIGHT BE. I BELIEVE IN HIM. AND HERE I AM CRYING ON MY OWN PRAYING TO HIM.

TYPICAL SUNDAY

HELLO PEOPLE!

I didn't attend religious class today yet i woke up rather early. Oh anyway, about my sickness. Went to the doctor yesterday night. Well, as i thought, the doctor will prescribed me with five medicine. Sorethroat, VOICE, cough, fever and running nose. =x ! And my family and lao gong knows how much i HATE medicine! They taste sucks. LOL! Anyway, the doctor said to me ,"NO FRUITS." Oh oh! And plus, "NO COLD DRINKS." HAIZ! What to do? I've lost partially of my voice yesterday. So i had to obeyed. My voice is a little better today. XD!But still, i cannot do the think i love to do still, which is SHOUTING! No i can't shout now. Oh i will lost my voice again. Haiz. Okay Okay enough of my sickness. LOL!

Oh god, september holiday break is over. =x ! Tomorrow is back to school day! Fast. Anyway, today went to market with mum and than went to chua chu kang to meet my bro in law friend for a while. After that went home. Actually, kakak wanted to go to johor bahru but than last minute, it was cancelled. So ya, now i am at home stuck.

At least, my auntie is coming later. XD !


LAO GONG ARH! I MISS YOU LAH! I MISS YOUR VOICE! WANT CALL YOUR HP, SCARED NO PPD, THAT'S WHY YOU NEVER MESSAGE ME LIAO MAHH. THAN WANNA CALL YOUR HOUSE, SCARED MUMMY PICK UP. BESIDES THAT, I OSO CANNOT CALL, MY VOICE IS NOT AS CLEAR AS WHEN I'M NOT SICK. LOL!

;but, please contact me for tomorrow morning! (:

THE LIST OF SICKNESS I AM NOW.

I'm sick, in simple words, i am having FLU. In a complicated way, i can list it all down;

`1 ;Coughing Coughing Coughing
`2 ;Sneezing Sneezing Sneezing
`3 ;Headache Headache Headache
`4 ;Throat pain throat pain

As a result, i had;

`1 ;LOST MY VOICE
`2 ;MY LEG NUMB
`3 ;CANNOT SWALLOW
`4 ;WHEN VOMIT OUT FLAME, BLOOD FOLLOWED. HMM.
`5 ;CANNOT SPEAK !!!!!


OH MY GOD!


To god i pray,
i need the time to make my family happy. Please, i really want to change for them. Give me the chanve god, i dont want to break their hearts anymore. Please god, i beg you!

I'M BORED.

People, think about this:


A LIE IS ABLE TO CONTROL A SECOND OF ONE LIFE AND MAKE ONE LIFE UNCONTROLABLE FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIFE.


IF I AM CAPABLE OF BEING NOTHING THAN WHY AM I IMPERFECT WHEN PERFECT IS NOTHING?


THE VOICES OF A HEART SAYS IT ALL IT WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LIE NOT EVEN ONCE.

BORED!

BORED BORED BORED!

People, i am seriously bored till i get sick.
): !
Ya i am seriously sick.

Anyway, today is no much different, another typical day. Went to clementi with mummy to bring the maid for her medical check up. After that, ate breakfast. Went to the pasar malam and bought myself doughnuts!! I bought it from the shop near the mcdonald's there. (: ! Bought cornflakes doughnut and fruity doughnut. DELICIOUS and SOFT! haha!

Reach home, ate doughnut, play monopoly with adik. Watch tv untill 10pm and than went online. Help Claudia with her blog and now, i'm up for my own blog. LOL! Seriously, i'm bored.

Anyway, i was like playing with mummy's baking book just now, inside the book there's hell lots of cakes and pastry recipes. And guess what?! I'm baking tomorrow. YES it's me and me! Haha! Will most probably be going to IMM giant to get the ingredients with mum. Hmm. (: ! Well, well, wish me luck! (:

LAO GONG,
i'll make some for u to taste, if i can make it perfectly. HEHE. (: !
love you.

I'M BACK TO NORMAL FOR CERTAIN THINGS.

HELLO!

Dust, dust, dust, dust and more dust! I can see my blog is collecting dust. I have not been updating properly for this few weeks i suppose (there's somehow, somewhere, something happened at home). Okay okay, cut it! I shall update now.

Anyway, today went to geylang with mummy. She wanted to do her bangle or whatever jewel. Hmm. So ya went there to shopping. Haha! Bought a pair of slippers, that's all. While my younger sister bought 2 pairs of shoes and a set of malay baju kurung for hari raya. LOL! (: ! While mum, bought a piece of blouse and do her jewel. (: ! Hmm. That is basicaly how my day goes.

Oh ya!! Oh ya!! I almost lost my handphone! CARELESS ME CARELESS ME! Mummy says, i went pale when i asked mummy where my handphone is and she said don't know. ): ! Haiyo! Please lah, lost handphone means lost life. HAHAHA! When i recall, i left it on the jewel shop mum went to. Luckily when i came back, the auntie kept it for me liao. (: ! Hehe. Pheww.

Tomorrow got school. Hmm. ): !
BYE.

To Lao Gong:
i love you.

POEM 1

WAITING-

The streets at night was bright by the lights
And i walk alone tonight
Hoping you will come and walk by my side
But will it happen oh.. i’m on my own

Nothing is perfect for me now
Everything was misplaced, everything was upside down
Oh why is this happening to us
When god knows how much we love each other regardless of the past

You told me you will give me the time to rest
And i know i need to be strong now
I will strive for my very best
Cause you know...

I will be waiting for you, waiting for you
I will be here forever
And nothing gonna change my love for you

I will be waiting for you, waiting for you
No matter how long i need to
Cause all that matters is that i know
I will be waiting for you and that i love you

Tonight i look into the sky
There’s this star glittering beautifully
I close my eyes and no they didn’t cry
When i open my eyes that star was you

Sometimes i wonder why things gets very hard
But whatever it may be you’re always in my heart
I’ll pray to god for the strength for me
Cause you know...

I will be waiting for you, waiting for you
I will be here forever
And nothing gonna change my love for you

I will be waiting for you, waiting for you
Never you wave your last goodbye
Cause i will be waiting for you here
No matter how long it takes me to.. oh..

I will be waiting for you..