There's two parts for my day today.

Part 1:

A slow and slacking day. Basically, wake up. Breakfast cum lunch, watch tv. Then pet society-ing all the way till 2.30 pm.

Part 2:

Bath. Doll myself up and off to CK TANGS to return my punch card. Hell yeah, i need that little tiny pay. HAHA! After that, meet my beloved GFs (LY, LT and SW). Walk around Takashimaya deparmental store. Bought a tag bag. Then, off to Sephora and i've finally bought my body spray. (: LOVING IT SO MUCH! Then off home.

Two parts, complete. :D
Haha.

Tomorrow's orientation. I'm super nervous. LOL.

Reasons:

1. What am i suppose to wear? (First impression counts)
2. What if i'm late? (SUAY lah hor)
3. What if i couldn't find that block A? (Kanasai)
4. What if i end up making no friends? (Impossible, according to my NYP mate)

LOL! Maut sak. Aku rasa aku fikiran banyak sangat tu sebab banyak "What if". haha.

I think i'll just act COOL tomorrow. Padahal.. Tuhan jek lah yang tahu.
Forget it. Tomorrow will be fine. :D Insya'allah.

Currently, waiting for America's Next Top Model to begin showing. Boring.

=.='

Life is seriously unpredictable, eh? I wasn't expecting those rumours (according to most of his friends). Well, perhaps, i'm being too paranoid to believe. So, guest, since you didn't tell me the real true story, i will just suggest for you to back out.

I'm so not against you. Sorry, but i had enought nonsense in my life, i don't want any additionals or upsizes of it. Sorry for not appreciating your "help" or any way, but i need to lead a life of my own. Afterall, I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

Just vanish and I'll be better. Thank you.

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Hey people.


Statements (of my life, since i've not been updating).

• I'm spending money over my budget this month.
• My working lifestyle is fading away, but i'm not quitting.
• I miss my gendut. (Afiq).
• School is starting in 3 weeks time.
• New handphone and new number.
• Boyfriend and me have not been meeting.
• Some "rumours" benumbed me.
• Lethargic now.
• I've been reading books. Buku novel cinta kapa? Jiwang or what Hidah? LOL.
• Regret having my big lunch at Bugis's Seoul Garden. Admit, the staffs there are nice and pleasant, but the food are so limited. Taka's the best. A BIG REGRET.
• Had my first KFC dinner with my GF(s) at home.
• Finally watched Homerun and Just Follow Law. =.=
• Regret of wasting my 2 hours watching MADHOUSE.
• Won a bet with younger sister. (: ! Earn $1.50 . LOL!
• Auntie's condition worries me. Seeing her, downcast me.
• New specs.
• New laptop.
• New WALLET. i love it. :D
• I miss GFs.
• Pet society-ing lately.

That's all. Maybe there's more, but i don't realise it.

Living in a capricious life sometimes makes me feel dead on its feet.

Don't give me excuses/reasons. I hate that the most. Nah, i won't ask you anymore cause the results will just be an heart pain. You're not your previous self. Just be yourself. =.= !

So, today i'm suppose to go and take my certificate with Shi Han. However, i decided not to. Shi Han called me around 11am and i was like still snoring away. LOL!

Shi Han: Oi! Want to go?
Me: Where?
Shi Han: Take cert.
Me: When?
Shi Han: Now lah.
Me: Sorry, now i cannot.
Shi Han: Ohhh... okay. Never mind.

LOL! The real reason is that i'm super lazy to get up my bed. Plus, i just took my medicine and i fell asleep. So, i told Shi Han i cannot make it instead of telling him actually i'm not even clean yet. LOL! :D Sorry Shi Han.

Anyway, i can't wait for my girls-day-out with my girlfriends. Primary school girlfriends. I swear laughter will fill the air. (: ! 8 years of friendship and still counting babes! (: Love you many many. :D

Ok. I better get going. I'm addicted to viwawa! Serious. LOL! :D

Picture taken at PASIR RIS beach by HIDAH. Yes, it's me. I don't think it carries the message i'm trying to portray. (: Hehe.

Imagine yourself to be that tree. Skinny and almost leaveless. Yet, it caught my eyes cause it was standing upright (proud being itself) even though it was surrounded by much more beautiful nature. Namely, the waves of the sea, the bright blue sky, the beautiful sand, and more. It blends with the others and end up being one of them. Beautiful but not the same.

The real message is ; Don't care on how other think about you. As long as you can adapt with the people around you, you will be just like one of them. Beautiful, yet differently. (:

So, i took this notebook from sister and i end up not using it. At the beginning i decided to use it as a personal diary. You know where you go "Dear Diary here" and "Dear Diary there". Lame, i know. I find it hard for me to start that kind of old time diary too. HAHA! I end up tearing every pages that i've written on. Fuck up lah. HAH.

Next, i've finally compiled all my neoprints into one book. I like it so much (of course i have to -my effort is all in there). I want to take more neoprints. Yes MORE! 5B2, want take together? HAHA! :D KIDDING. We won't be able to squeeze in one neoprint machine this Thursday. LOL!
I can't wait to meet you all again. Oh my, i miss you ass-es. HAHAHAHAAH!! :D

Today i was pissed off with 2 irritating attitude human beings. Please, have some manners. You guys are no big deal for me. Simply just some random human beings like others and yet acting like you're a major role in this world. What the ass can that be? BRRRR!

Person No.1 : A woman. She's an irritating security guard (to me). A malay/female one. ASS language and body language. I hate that.

Person No.2 : An AH PEK at the hospital. So the gatal (flirty) and yet got the fucking bravery to scream at me. And it's because the toilet door wasn't close after i used it. Idiotic.

I hate this retards.

Alamak, i'm super addicted to viwawa. HAHA!

Oh, i had a look at my planner just now and i have so many things to do. KNS lah. I need to rush everything now. I mean, i really need. URGH! My months have been packed. Hate that. I need some time to have a real down-to-earth chill with boyfriend. Yes, i need it. How how? Break break. Heh.

I want to make a new song. Yet, inspirations gone. I don't know to where. ): Idiotic right!
Haiz. Inspirations come back soon. I need you.

Tomorrow i'm going to the hospital -yes dad's admitted again. Nah, nothing serious. Just breathless. He'll be fine. (:


I think i better get going. Bye. (:


To that person (whoever you are) -GET A LIFE. I'm not saying that i hate you or what. No, i hate you for what you did. You are superly sucks. You don't have to do it this way to see other people suffer. I'm sorry, but i got the feeling it will hit you back. Devastating someone by that way is seriously immatured. Oh boy. Let me remind you, what comes around goes around. That's all.

1 word ; WONDERFUL! (:


Yes, i came back from the class chalet hours ago. Just that i just woke up a few hours back. HAHA! Sleeping on my bed is what i've been missing. HAH! :D

There's few words to explain the days in chalet. Excellent, awesome, well done, enjoying, entertaining. I was seriously enjoying the class chalet this time round. The barbeque went smoothly. I mean, very smooth. Nice one everyone. :D !!!

Okay, there's so many first time for me as well during the days i was at the chalet. Those first time are all good. It makes me feel entertained and contented. I was seriously treating myself a good time. (: !

I love every moment of the chalet. (: !








To Boyfriend:
I'm very happy.

The other day was truely a nice outing/window shopping with my dearest Li Ting. (:

Trust me, it was a super duper tiring yet fun day. From Bugis to Marina Square to Suntec City and back to Marina Square. :D It was a nice walk. Honest, we bought nothing (okay, we did ;A handphone strap). The rest of the days were filled with just walking around and window shopping, and gossiping (of course). Heh. I bet tomorrow will be more fun. I'm meeting all my girls (Shu Wen, Hidayu, Li Yan and Li Ting). I miss them truck loads especially Hidayu and Li Yan. It's a hard time to meet them both now a days. Work lah, blah blah.

Yesterday i was being really guai. I've uploaded all 5B2's photo in my Facebook. Comment was forever about Miss G. The annoying feeling towards her is forever in everybody's heart. I mean, she forced us to. Anyway, forget it. Haha. What am i talking about her? HAHA. Anyway, my favourite album of all that's in my Facebook is the Interclass Game 2008's album. That was the most memorable time which i will never forget. It's the time when my class really starts to bond and play hard to win. Though we got the 3rd, at least our effort makes it all worth. HAPPY HAPPY! Haha.

I've got nothing else to update peoples. I better get going. Bye love ones.


FATEHA & NAF,

You both were relinked dearest. (: !