Tuesday, January 29, 2008

TIRED YET FUN ;D

Hello friends/readers

I just reach home. Lying restlessly on my bed, updating my bloggie. :D

Frankly, in the morning, i was still upset. I don't know about what either. Anyway, lets drop the topic. :D !

School was fun. I can say. Had maths, i finally understand the whole concept on tranformation so far. :D ! After that was SS, so much discussion and fun fun! HAHA. Next was recess, than chem test, had improved man, i finally scored TWO DIGIT number !! :D Haha. Though, i still actually.. fail. HEHE. Than POA, okay lah. Mother tounge, ya, slack. HAHA!

After school, went to settle the class tee thingy. :D ! Finally it's all done. TO MEI XING, MDM YEHIDAH, MRS LIM PLEASE PAY OKAY? haha!! Than, went home, changed and off to have a badminton game with lao gong and little sister. :D ! Had so much fun.

Played for ONE AND A HALF HOUR badminton game. :D ! Lao

gong, was a not bad player man! Smack here, smack there.

HAHA! :D My little sister, extremely a beginner. Hehe. :D ! Me,

MIDDLE MIDDLE lah. :D !

I'm tired i can say, but i'm still up for another game actually but mummy and daddy called me home. D': !










ART RESEARCH. I NEED IT. I NEED IT! D':

Monday, January 28, 2008

I DONT KNOW.

If only, i can shout to the world, "TELL ME, WHERE DOES HAPPINESS

ACTUALLY LIES ON? IS IT WITHIN YOURSELF OR WITH THE PEOPLE

AROUND YOU? WHERE DOES HURTS COMES FROM? IS IT WITHIN

YOURSELF OR BY THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU?"






I DON'T KNOW HOW I SHOULD FEEL D':
























I KEPT QUIET, SITTING NEXT TO HER, IT'S OKAY. FIGHTING WITH HER, IT'S OKAY. WHAT HURTS THE MOST WAS, TO KNOW YOU'RE MY BOYFRIEND AND SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND. D':

Friday, January 25, 2008

LAO GONG'S ROOM SPRING CLEANING. LOL!

I'VE CHANGED BLOGSKIN! LOL!

Hello friends/readers

As usual, my day starts with SCHOOL! Haha! :D

School was rather okay today. Had english for the first period, kinda short i suppose than had PE, played the scoop ball thingy. Damn funny can?! I love the game. YES! Next lesson is monday. :D !

After PE, had recess. Didn't eat lunch. Next lesson was Chemistry. Had test, it was rather fairly easy and equally difficult, get me? LOL! ;D Well, the questions are harder than i thought it would be. Anyway, test was taken. :D ! After that had POA, everyone made Miss Choo happy today by doing our HOMEwork. :D!

After that was Malay, slack inside. And i couldn't believe, cikgu actually assign me to teach ASHRAF for the malay O level. Cause, me, udin, akidah and fazrina had taken ours and we scored well. :D ! So cikgu, assigned us each a student to teach. GOD DAMN IT, i was assigned ASHRAF? It's rather hard, cause i must make sure, he comes to school all the time. Haiz. D': MUST BE A GOOD BUDDY :D !

Anyway, after school tok 61 to westmall, went to the popular. DAMN! I hate vouchers now. LOL! Cause it's like we have to spend the exact amount given on the voucher or we'll be at lost, and i was like doesn't know what to buy. Lucky thing, lao gong bought his laptop bag. HAHA! ;D Than than, of to his home and help him SPRING CLEANING his room.

Pheww, i'm not rather sastify cause it's still dusty! Haiz. Hmm. But, afterall, we did good clean job. HAHA! :D

Than off home, dinner and now lappie.

GOING OUT TOMORROW. :D!











WHATEVER THE REASON COULD BE, CAN YOU DON'T SHOW ME OTHER GIRLS YOU EVER STEAD WITH? IT HURTS SOMEHOW. D':

Thursday, January 24, 2008

UPDATING TEE HEE!

I MUST CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN REAL SOON. ;D

Hello friends/readers

Fine, dust is on their way ( i always said that ) haha! But hey, don't blame me. All this school days and loads of school studies to be done is dragging me to be lazy to blog. :D LOL! Shall delete the blog soon eh? HAHA! Just kidding. :D No matter how hard my time is, i will slot for the updating. :D !LOL!

Well, today was late for school. Well, wasn't partially my fault. It was neither than my alarm clock's fault. LOL! :D :D ! HAHA! And mum was extra good to actually cook my lao gong breakfast. :D ! Haha. So had to send the breakfast to him. :D !

Than, went to school. Lao gong, was nagging that i will be late. And i replied "Late late lahh. detention lorr." HAHA! ;D ! Reach commowealth, decided to slack at MRT station first. Than went to school. DAMN lah, the security uncle is like scaring me nia! LOL!

ME: Walk in the school and reported to the guard house.
UNCLE: Ezlink lehh?
ME: I lost mine. Can i don't give you ezlink?
UNCLE: Ar Ar, write your name.

ME: writing my name plus thinking detention SUCKS!
UNCLE: How you come school? Coins take bus arh?
ME: No arh. My dad's ezlink.
UNCLE: Wah! Where can? You later kana find you know.
ME: Give him the sotong look. -.-
UNCLE: Ya, Ya cannot. People find out, you die arh. Kana fine lehh!
ME: Is it? I don't know lehh.
UNCLE: Ya. Better go make your ezlink! Later fine.
ME: OH OH! Okay, BYE UNCLE!

LOL! When into the class, our dearest lame Ms Ng wasn't in class. Maths was okay had test which i forgotten about. Than had english, boring i shall say for today. Than had POA, Miss choo was pissed off! DAMN! LOL! Art was rather okay i think. :D ! :D !

After school took my malay 'O' level results. I scored A2 , distinction! Means, malay is off my subject list ! :D WOO! :D ! HAHA! After that went to JP and ate lunch, than went to library. Had so much fun with lao gong and Hidayu. :D ! Had a blast. HAHA! :D Than off home.

So called played 'catching' with Lao Gong on the way back home. HAHA ! :D
Than home, bath, tv, studies. :D !

NOW BLOGGING. SLEEPING REAL SOON!










YOU KISSED ME BEFORE I COULD FINISH MY SENTENCE, I FELT THE LOVE AND WARM :D

Monday, January 21, 2008

I DONT KNOW HOW I SHOULD FEEL.

They say it might be a joke. They say it might be true. I'm all confused. But, i realise, only god knows the truth. D':




















Whatever the reason, whatever may happens, if you think there's someone else, i'm ready for you to say goodbye. D':

Sunday, January 20, 2008

EARLY IN THE MORNING

WHEN I FINALLY UNDERSTAND, I'M KINDA LEFT OUT ONCE AGAIN. I REALISE, I MADE A MISTAKE. BUT ALL LEFT UNKNOWN IS, WHAT IS THAT MISTAKE I MADE? I'M BORED OF THIS FEW DAYS OF SCREAMING AND SHOUTING. I TRIED, TRIED TO KEPT QUIET, BUT YOU MADE ME ASK ALL THOSE BULLSHITS. I FELT CHANGES IN SOMEONE SOMEHOW. D':

Friday, January 18, 2008

PICTURES LOADS OF PICTURES.

IM TALKING ALL ABOUT ASPIRE CAMP!!! ;D

DAY 1:

Was okay. Had one workshop and the rest of the day was well spent learning Salsa. And, truely, the dance was damn syiok! I love it man! So, lao gong, since you had your laptop back, let's learn in online and dance together. :D ! LOL! Anyway, we had damn so much fun.

The trouble for day 1 was when it comes for LUNCH! It's horrible. Damn yuckkie! I swear, it's not my type of food. The veggies are like, NO HOPE like, saying "DONT EAT ME DONT EAT ME!" Sigh. D': ! But, due to hunger, i force to eat every piece of food given. Plus watermelon (THE DELICIOUS OF ALL I SUPPOSE) LOL! ;D ! I think it's rather not the school fault, but rather the one that had to cook all the food. NO SINCERITY perhaps? LOL! Craps.

:D The only pic for DAY 1 is below. :D


[THE 5B2 ART STUDENTS WITH THE ART TEACHER , MR TAN ;D ]
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DAY 2:

Sian, can describe the day for this camp. :D ! Well, it's boring because there's a straight 2 session of workshops. And, it's about so long! D': It's like a torture to me lahh. LOL! Well, but certain activities are carried away at certain times to kill boredness.

Again, lunch and dinner was the HORRIBLE part of it. D': ! Poor ayu, ate the dinner veggies till she turnt crazy. LOL! :D

After dinner had CAMPFIRE, the best of all :D ! Had so damn much fun! :D There's a few of sec 5 NA, includes me form a group SPECIALLY for cheering. Damn cute lahh! And we actually lead the thousand legged worm. :D ! Damn cute lahh the sec ones. :D !

But, campfire, halfway cancelled due to rain. D': And the camp ended there.


[SALSA dancing. :D Me, mei xuan, wen yan, kelvin, yi ming and russel danced as for forfeit for the class.]

[A whole group of us. ;D]
[She was damn sweet at that time.]

[Still sweet ;D]

[THAN!!! She pinched me hard!! :D]

[ALL OF US ;D ;D]
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DAY 3:

The last day starts early and ended early too.

Did CIP stuffs at the waterways.

GOSH! I didn't know that our damn litters brought harm to other innocent creatures. D': !
We actually did this picking up litter thing at the beach, and we actually saw dead rat. OH MY GOD! Damn yuckie nia! Than got alot of dead fish! D': ! Sad.

Hmm. Anyway, ended camp. Went for lunch. Went to Li Yan's crib. And went for a jog. :D ! 3 laps at the clementi stadium and did some crunches and sit ups. :D Than off home. :D

PICTURES ARE NOT RELATED TO CAMP BUT IT'S NICE ;D


[I like this the most! Li yan- struggling way up. Hidayu- reaching. Me- IM AT THE TOP! ;D]

[My first try over this spider web thingy and i manage to reach the top. Though it's short, but it's my FIRST TIME!]

[Again us. LI TING was there but she took the pictures. ;D ]

[NICE ONE LADIES ;D ] We actually manage to sit when we went to the top through below.]

[9 years of friendship. I LOOK RETARDED! ]

Thursday, January 17, 2008

SERIOUSLY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT MUM WANTS.

THINGS YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT ASPIRE 08':
  • WORKSHOPS- It's kinda boring, but afterall, it is a good and benefiticial ones.
  • FOOD- The most scary part of the whole camp. (OOPS, seriously, i'm not kidding.)
  • ACTIVITIES- Campfire was fun, but stopped halfway due to the rain. SALSA DANCE was hot!

THINGS I DON'T WANT TO DO:

  • FIGHT with mum again! (But she keep on shooting me with ALL reasons to scold me)

THINGS I MUST DO:

  • Jog regularly! ;D
  • Play more sports!
  • GET A DAMN BICYCLE! :D :D :D!
  • Eat properly ;D
  • A MUST IS TO REST ENOUGH!!!!! :D

THINGS I WANT TO DO:

  • SHOPPING! ;D
  • To join a vocal class.
  • Start being practical. ;D

SO LONG! GOOD NIGHT, GOOD BYE WORLD. ;D

A note to MUM:

Mum, i always told you, i need you to understand me. Why? Why is it, i'm always the one getting scoldings nowadays? From one small situation of OTHER people, you can link it to me? Am i that bad? I'm sorry if i am. Mum, i wanted to be someone better all along, but there's no support. How could i be? Now, i'm turning 17 soon, please, let me decided what i want to be and allow me do what i am suppose to do to be what i want to be. Mum, you're pretty when you're young, i want to be like you. But, have you ever gave me that chance? Mum, i'm not disgracing you or whatever, i just wanted to say, please all i need is some support. And that's more than enough. Money wise, i can get my own money if you can't give me, cause, my intention was also not to trouble you. Thanks mum.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

THOSE OLD FOUGHTS ;D

Hello friends/readers

I NEED TO DO:
  • MESSAGE AH GONG HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW ;D !!
  • Draw out a class tee design.
  • Comfirm everything about the class tee with 5B2 ASAP!
  • English vocab worksheet. DAMN!
  • Study for CHEM test.
  • Disturb Shi Han MORE. ;D
  • ENJOY CAMP ;D


Well, as for today, the routine was per normal. School was boring, i can say. ;D ! Had maths, okay lah, one of my fave subj now. ;D ! Than it was suppose to be geog, but mdm yehidah came in, so ya. SS. Than it was recess, keep on shouting 'SI AH PEK SI AH PEK' at Bing Hui. HAHA! Than Chemistry, and it was when Shi Han actually said, Silicon Dioxide was ONION?! LOL! And i shouted Onion so loudly. HAHA! Well of course, it's wrong. HAHA!

Next was POA, my damn test, the balance sheet can't be balance. Than it was mother tounge, i did my maths. I AM SUCH A GOOD GIRL ;D ! Hehe.

After school when to JE lib do my homework. And crap with Hidayu. LAUGH HERE LAUGH THERE. ;D ! I swear chemistry will make me go nuts man. LOL! ;D ! After that went to JP to top up my 77th street thingy. :D ! Than off for dinner and off home. :D

And i seriously lost my EZLINK! D': ! ARGH! Sad nia.

Met lao gong at the bus stop and off home. :D ! I'm going off, i'll start my ASPIRE 08' camp tomorrow. :D HAPPY NIA!

Kay, goodbye. ;D

Monday, January 14, 2008

RECALLING MOMENTS.

Hello friends/readers.

I'm so not gonna update anything about today. ;D I'm talking something i want to let out today. ;D If you hate it, leave than thanks readers. ;D

Have you ever had this feeling where, you wanted to be someone else? Well, i bet you did. However you will always fail to do so because you're yourself and you odd to be yourself. That's why i wanted to say, i failed, failed in trying to be someone else.

Today, i locked myself in my bathroom. I let the water run, and i wash the person i tried to be away and i decided to be myself, the outspoken, straight to forward me. NO MORE KEEPING THINGS ON MYSELF! I've been selfish to myself lately. I do everything for the sake of enjoyment or to make other party happy, nothing benefits me! D': !

Instead i suffer deep down inside. Living in asking myself, "Where have you been young lady?" I always asked me that but i never search for myself. And today i found myself and i will keep it. :D ! So, the violent, straight to forward, outspoken me is back. :D ! I will yell, i will scream, i will laugh, i will smile and i will be happy as i can be!

It's pretty long to explain every single detail i've been doing. So, i shall just say, i need to get myself back and stop it from slipping away again. :D ! Maybe this is the part of me that you don't know, the outspoken, straight to forward me, but this is who actually i am. I WILL SHOOT EVERYTHING I DON'T LIKE TO YOU! I WILL LAUGH WITH YOU! I WILL JOKINGLY CRITICIZE YOU! Thats what i am and please understand this part of mine. ;D !

I am myself, and myself is me. :D ! WEEEEEEEEE`!







I WILL RUN THE FIELD AND SCREAM AND YELL AND IN THE END I CRY.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

MY MUM IS DAMN PRETTY.

MY MUM WHEN SHE'S 15 YEARS OLD ;D SWEET RIGHT? PRETTY RIGHT?!
DADDY WHEN HE WAS AROUND 16 OR 17 YEARS OLD. ;D OF COURSE HE'S ON THE RIGHT. ;D CUTE SIA!

Hello friends/readers



Well, today i didn't attend my usual religious class as, ya over some reasons. ;D



Anyway anyhow, there's nothing much to say about today, just that i helped dad in the plumbing thing. Oh i swear, it's difficult. I had to go to the bottom of the sink and i swear i hate it, damn dirty, disgusting. LOL! But, i need to do it as i need to help dad out. ;D So ya did the whole plumbing thing with dad today. ;D



There's something seriously i want to share with you people! ;D It's about my mum and dad younger days. ;D Mum was damn pretty when she was young (of course she stills pretty) haha, but the different is the word DAMN it means she's seriously damn damn pretty. :D She was super sweet lah when she was 15. ;D I had her pic(uploaded). And she looked damn different in her wedding photo. Now i know why dad went crazy over her. LOL! :D !



Well, dad was handsome, he had muscles. Now, his muscles are all gone. LOL! Hehe, but he's still my hero. :D HAHA! He's short since young. Hehe, but he's handsome. ;D ! ;D :D :D!

I went disturbing dad yesterday. I had a conversation with him about mum during dinner.

Me: No wonder you went damn crazy about mum lah daddy!
Dad: You know?
Me: Of course! Mum was damn pretty nia!
Dad: Precisely. Your mum took my heart and melt it.
Me: (LOL)
Dad: She's forever pretty.

Awww, dad was sweet. I want my future husband to be just like dad! :D Haha. He's damn sweet. He was constantly there for mummy. And and, daddy was so cute. :D I love daddy. !! ;D I want my man be like my daddy. HAHAHAHA! ;D

Okay, i better get going. To talk about my parents, it will go on and go on. NON STOP ;D!!!! Bye.

Friday, January 11, 2008

SLOWLY, REAL SLOWLY.

Hello friends/readers

Another update. ;D

Today had school. Everything was absolutely fine. :D ! Had english for first period, as usual, laughter filled the class. After that had PE than had POA and 1 hour of SLEEPING lesson for me. :D ! Well, it was mother tounge. :D

After school went to JE lib with hidayu cause i need her to teach me Chemistry. :D ! And i finally get it all done. :D! Than went to JP to eat our lunch cum dinner and off home. :D ! :D !

Nobody was home today. I was kinda surprised. Called mum at she told me that she was at Clementi. I was too lazy cause i am so tired of school and end up staying at home alone. Was so bored, but lao gong called lah a while and it's when he said, he was worried cause he couldn't get me. LOL. Than i decided to hang up, did a work out. Finish a lap of jog. 200 skips of skipping ropes. 40 sit ups and 10 push ups. Can see my bad one? PUSH UPS. LOL! ;D Anyway, i was too damn tired that i felt a sleep awhile :D ! Had dinner. Half a bowl of rice and egg. :D That's all. Cause mum still not home yet.

Pity lao gong that he had to call so many people just to get to know where i am. Oh man, i'm sorry but my ppd is way way to low. SORRY. D':





INDEED, THERE'S SO MUCH TO SPEAK BUT SO LITTLE COURAGE.

Thursday, January 10, 2008

DUST DUE TO SCHOOL ;D

Hello friends/readers

As usual, i'm tired of school and blah blah blah. Anyway, anyhow, school somehow or rather has turnt exciting for me. I don't know why but i felt that the teachers this year did managed to build mine spirit (at least) for study and finally my biggest biggest O! Haha. Oh anyway, if you think that there is somehow a little changes in my publishing, perhaps my english? Maybe not eh? But, trying to reduce SINGLISH and increase PERFECT ENGLISH cause O LEVEL. You know. :D

Well, today was as usual. Had geography for the first period. PLEASE! Ms Ng is getting lame day after day. She actually put up a puppet show just now just before she started her lesson. Well, frankly speaking i could more or less understand a little geography, good sign. After that, it was mathematics. Well, did LOCUS again, and i'm slowly able to cope with the class speed and that i'm proud to say i'm starting to love the subject. :D !

Next was recess. Didn't really eat for recess cause i was feeling bad, sick perhaps. As you know ya, i am sick. LOL! Okay, after recess was english. And to my surprise, Mr Ong was in before i did and that makes me officially late for class. Oh my god. Not only me, but a few other classmates. Well, i couldn't really be blamed cause i was talking to zenia about ART?! Never mind. Haha! After english was POA, where lessons was rather revision. And we pranked miss choo. Haha. She's okay with it. LOL!

2 periods of art after that was filled with the letter A! LOL! we helped mr tan to get this board done and we really did, solid 2 hours. After school had ASPIRE 08 briefing. And i still can't believe that we are going to learn salsa street dance?! How am i suppose to dance when i don't even really like to dance? I mean, i can try. Well, as Mrs Chua said, it's for future company D&D! LOL! ;D

After the briefing went to SP, kinda bored cause i don't really know the real open house thingy. And that the course i'm interested in wasn't located anywhere i was. So, i decided to slack around with Bing Hui. Well, he was good enough to help me carry mine school bag, so ya it's not a problem. LOL!

After a few hours staying at SP, i decided to leave. So did Bing Hui. I keep on begging him for his handphone to call my lao gong, and he did. ;D ! Well, so, met lao gong and than chit chat, laugh, psp, songs, scream, jokes, toung twisters and i off home. ;D !

Now i'm at home doing nothing! There's lots to do, especially art! D: I had to actually do research and i lost my thumbdrive? i need to search for it. Pheww. Okay than, i guess it's enough for today. Will promise to update tomorrow. :D ! Well, goodbye lovers. :D!


THINGS TO DO:
Physics h/w
POA h/w
English passage reading
ART research. :D



ANNOUNCEMENTS:

Naj, i heard bras basah is selling 2nd hand books and i think it should sell the orange maths TYS. :D Wanna give it a try one of the days? It's one of the bras basah bookshop, i'll try to get the details soon. If you are SMS me kay? ;D

Ain, your $10 is still with me. Please tell me when you wanna come and take it back. Otherwise, i can drop to jelapang and give it to you. ;D SMS me kay?

Syafinah, your ordering due is tomorrow. Pay up or it will be re-sale to other interested buyer. ;D ! Thanks sweetie. :D!!






NOTHING ELSE BOTHER ALL I NEED IS TO BE STRONGER.

Saturday, January 5, 2008

I DONT WANT TO KNOW ANY SINGLE STUFFS ABOUT HER!

Hello friends/readers

Well, today woke up rather late lah. Around 12.15 like that. Don't blame me cause i'm like stomach cramp than lazy to wake up mahh. LOL! Woke up, had a glass of milk and a piece of bread and off to my room and watched tv. ;D ! Watched channel 8 the my grandpa drama, very nice lorr. :D

Than lao gong messaged me, asking me to follow him to jurong point cause he wants to go buy something at 77th street. I rejected at first cause mum says i had a job at this party, organising games for kids. But in the end, it was actually tomorrow. LOL! So ya, messaged lao gong saying that i will follow him but only after the drama. LOL! Than he agreed. And the drama end at 3pm. ;D ! So met him after the drama.

Met him at the bus stop. Took 174 and head to JP. Lao gong bought this small bag from 77th street that cost him 43 bucks. :D! Than i told him that i want to go to the sports shop to see water bottles prices. :D ! And he said yes. Than i manage to get this nike bottle, well, the usual one. The polycarbonate one. And i like short of money, and lao gong bought the polycarbonated bottle which cost him nearly 17 bucks for me. :D ! I was happy, i insisted in paying him back but he said no. So ya. LOL! ;D

Than went to westmall get mummy her Laksa leaves. LOL! So get it and went home. Lao gong's mummy called, asking him to get home. So, accompanied lao gong home, even though i waited outside, not prepared to meet mummy de mahh. Than lao gong sent me home. Than now i'm back home sitting down and lappy-ing! LOL!




SOMETHING MAKES MY HEART CRY TODAY. AND IT'S WHEN YOU MENTION HER NAME. I DON'T KNOW HOW I SHOULD FEEL, SO I HIDE EVERY MESSED UP FEELING I HAD. TRUST ME I DON'T NEED TO KNOW AND I DON'T WANT TO KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT HER. NOTHING ABOUT HER BOTHERS ME UNLESS SHE'S TAKING YOU AWAY FROM ME! D':

Friday, January 4, 2008

HAPPY 2008 PEOPLE ;D

HAPPY 2008 EVERYONE ;D !

Well, i know it's been like a few days late. But, who cares, it's still a brand new year ehk?

Anyway, 2007 has just gone and i realised, i'm growing another year older soon. But, 2007 will be missed. A lot had happened though. A year had past, but everything's still remembered. Every single detailed.

The 17 february 2007 tragedy, i shall say. The fighting i had with those 'girls'. Those fighting i had with mum. Those tears i made my family cried. Those slacking me and mine 4B2 07' had. Those every moments. :D ! Treasured and remembered. Well, some hurts though. D':

2008 shall be a really new fresh chapter for me. ;D ! Life was much perfect. Even though, every each day, i felt it's like getting shorter for me. And don't ask me why, because i don't know and it's just how i felt. All i want is the people around me to be happy just before i go far far away. :D . Be there for me as possible as i can. Love them as much as i can. :D !

READ UP:

To FAMILY: You people have been the greatest company of all. I love you people to the bits. Even though there's time i found out certain truth late, i understand now, i should be more open to accept your choice and for you to be open to accept my choice too. I promise, as long as i can, i'll make you people proud and happy. Especially, mum and dad, the one that made me see this world. :D LOVE YOU!

To LAO GONG(clarence tham kok hao): ITS BEEN A GREAT ONE YEAR 5 MONTHS GOING THROUGH THE HARD AND THE EASY WITH YOU. YOU MADE ME LEARN HOW IS IT FEEL TO LOVE SOMEONE. YOU MADE ME REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU. YOU MADE ME FELT THE CARE I'VE BEEN LOOKING. YOU MADE ME FEEL COMFORTABLE. YOU MADE ME FELT EVERYTHING. PLEASE STAY HOLDING ON TO ME CAUSE I LOVE YOU AND YOU'RE THE REASON OF EVERY WHY I SUCEED BESIDES MY FAMILY. AND I WANT US TO LAST FOREVER! ;D PLEASE MAKE THIS A REAL DREAM COMES TRUE. ALL I WANT IS, SINCERITY. ;D ;D Even though,you did alot to me too at the year of 2007. However, i accept it all cause i love you. I've been wanting to tell this to you eversince the night we celebrated the countdown together, but there wasn't the proper time. All i wanted to say is, i failed once in putting high hopes upon you and i was hurt and relationship almost come to an end. Now, that we're together, all i can say is, my hope for you is still there. Hoping for you to be mine. SERIOUSLY, i am looking forward for this relationship to be FOREVER. However, a certain hopes, i gave it to god. I gave it to him, i surrendered everything to him. :D Whatever happens, i believe, it's the wants of his and i need to accept it no matter what it makes me, to cry or to smile. I accept. :D ! Lastly, as long as i have the time, i love you. :D SO MUCH! Thanks for the 2007 now, give me mine 2008 ;D okay?

To Nurhidayu: THANKS FOR BEING MY FRIEND ;D ! All i can say, i treasured those sisters moments! :D ALL GROWN UP! ;D ALL THE BEST! Lets do O levels and achieve sucess LOVELIE!

To 4B2 07' : You guys are the best! Seriously! I know i had failed in doing certain things that you people are hoping in me. But, i shall not promise but i will try my very best to make it up for all of you. Now that we are heading toward O level, lets achieve sucess and makes those people see that we are the best thru trained batch! :D ! And it's nice to be in the same 5B2 again this year. :D ! :D ! ALL OF YOU, MY 2nd FAMILY IN MY 2nd HOME. LOVE YOU!

To Ewahians: OH PEOPLE! It's been a long long long year since we chatted. :D ! It's 2008 now, and i remember every single one of you that always there for me like, BRO LATIFF, NAJ, AIN, ABG DIN, IZZDIN, ABG AKIO, KAK NAZ, KAK CELINE, SIS NORA, SIS HEEDAYA, and many more! :D !! :D ALL THE BEST SWEETIES :D ! LOVE YA ALL!

To MYSELF: WASH YOUR PAST AND WAKE UP FOR A NEW CALL! :D 2008 IS CALLING, AND WAKE UP FOR A FRESH NEW START. ;D LIVE YOUR LIFE AS USEFUL AS YOU CAN WITH THE TIME YOU HAD. CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW, LIFE CAN BE REALLY SHORT. :D!



TO ALL: ALL THE BEST ;D