Hello babyloves.

Today's the best.
I love today so much.
VERY so much.
Hehe.

I ♥ boyf very much.
Dear came to meet me at westmall.
Bought sushi and green apple ice blended.
I was so hungry that i ate the sushi all by myself.
Well, at least not all.. but most of them.
Lepakss with him after that.

I ♥ my 0903.
Was laughing non stop during break time.
Random jokes were told.
Our ICE CURRY (a new version for ice kacang).
I felt so comfy.
For the first time in my life, i fit very comfortably in a class.
Lepakss with them, ate waffle and left the school with Mdm Khadijah.

:D BYE babyloves.

22 : 00 !

Omg.
I'm exhausted.
Ngantoksss bangett.
Well, i'm waiting for boyf to go online.
And he just did now @ 22 : 07 .
Lame, i know.
-.- !

The best conversation i had today is with boyf. I just love his STRESS face.

"You're my M&M."

He took like 9848728473643873826436 hours to think of the meaning of the M&M. Haha. I gave him like banyakks clue and he still don't get it. See, how sloooowww my boyf is. LOL. Well, i love his stress face. Can't blame it. LOL.

Boyf,
Get the meaning now? LOL.

Love you M&M . :D
HAHA.

That's it for today readers.
Love ya all' ^^

Babyloves,

I love you all. (:
Now, i shall refresh myself. I won't deject myself over my results.
I still have one more assignment to go to pass myself. And i know I CAN.
Yes, I CAN!
For my parents, siblings, boyf, bestie, 0903 and myself.
I CAN! I CAN! I CAN!

Thanks babyloves.

Hey babyloves,

I'm so dejected.

I don't know why i'm so bitter.

Actually i do.

It's my results.

I know it's not the full results yet, but there's a humongous gap for me to fill.

Fear of not being able to do so is just playing in me.

My parents, "Don't think too much about it. Work harder from now on. It's your first year."

Elder sister, "Ask your lecturer where you go wrong. Improve on it."

Bestie said, "Giving up too soon and you'll never know there is hope."

Arie said, "Smile Hidah. I'll try to help you to pass. Don't worry."

Of course there's more that cheer me up when i was EMO just now.

Like Burn, Kak Sharin and Kak Atul.

Their support are needed.

Thanks everyone.

I love you.

I was very upset that i went home straight after school as boyf didn't replied me on time.

Cooked boyf porridge as he is sick.

Pass it to him.

And i tried to stop thinking of the failure in me, and i couldn't.
I went to sleep instead.

Still nothing was erased.

One word for today :

HEARTBROKEN..

..with myself.

0151 . It's 0151 baby loves.

Have you been missing me? Good if you do, BOO if you don't. Okay, lame.. i know. Stop it! (: Okay, serious now.

Life in school have been a little slacky. It doesn't mean that we are free from assignments. Assignments for the semester are given.

Facebook game designing.

Board game designing.

Game poster designing.

Self-portrait of your friend (for me it'll be BURN).

Looks little but the work load for each assignment are fucking a lot. =.= !

Tired tired.

God help me.

Hello babylovesss!

My day just started. Did a little DESFUND and i glued myself to the tb. Cartoons as usual. (: !

I want to go to borders and buy a book! And start reading. I just want to start reading, start reading. Oh never mind.

Yesterday was 3 different feelings for me. At the beginning of the day, i was rather ready-for-school mood. When i entered the lecture theatre, i felt very delighted. I was happy to see my classmates (eventhough there's some misunderstandings somewhere between some of them). Day was okay untill Jimmy told us to start on our assignment's 3 thumbnail. Which is technically idiotic cause my thumbnail was like DETAILED. I was trying to do what Lina show us earlier that day. Anyways, after that thumbnail drawing i was F tiring. Exhausted like hell.

After school, i went to accompany bestie (Abid) and Arie to hand in their assignments to Clyda. By that time, my energy is draining out. I was so extremely tired.

Then met boyf at westmall. And that was when i was strucked with anger. I don't bother to say why, but if a boyf demoralise my own confidence (and it's not the 1st time) i will definitely be angry. Of course. As i was F angry with him, i decided to cancel the coffee bean plan and went straight home. I only talk when he asked.

When i'm home, i was TIRED&ANGRY.. i lay down on my bed and instantly fell asleep. -.- !

LIYAN'S BIRTHDAY:

I ♥ that day. PICTURES were taken (all in FB).

The set up were really nice.

Finally, a decent day out with the girls. Miss them like LOOAADDSS.

A day filled with happiness and laughter. (:

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LI YAN! I ♥ you .

Hey sexy loves.

I'm drained. Trust me, i am.
It's the first day of school and assignment's up.
Had drawing for 4 hours and it's killing.
I thought fabric drawing is fucking easy where it's actually DIFFICULT.
And the way i was taught to shade fabric is utterly different from how i was taught during secondary school.
Jimmy was like keep on teaching me the correct shading.
I was like, "Hmm, okay. Okay.." where actually, in my heart, "What the hell? Am i suppose to re-do?"
But, i ended up doing what he actually wants and he told me to PRACTICE!
:D

Let me see, as for the class, everything seems pretty normal and absolutely cool. :D
Miss this people a load! :D Serious.
However, some news just makes me gloomy.
One by one, leaving the class. It's just not the right way. I tried to tell , "Don't give up," But, it's somehow just don't make sense if i were to say it out as i ever thought of giving up. So, i just kept quiet and see one by one dropping out.

To those that's STAYING : Continue with the course aite? Afterall, there's nothing easy in life. :D
To those that's LEAVING: Well, you chose it. Make the right choice this time. And good luck. (: !

Okay that's school. :D !

OH! I finally got my god damn coffee bean's vanilla. Thanks boyf. (: !
I swear i was in heaven just now. HAHA. Slacked a while with him. Then off home.

AND.... suddenly at HOME...

I felt like DANCING! Freak me out lah! I mean, DANCING?! Haha.
But, i did dance. HAHA. And let me tell you, i'm freaking tired now. Just finished learning dancing from youtube. (: !

I have a list of things to do with me now. :D
I better get it going. (: !!!!!






TONIGHT:

DRAWING
&
POGD slides.












MONEY, MONEY!

Today is slacking day for me. I think i've slack enough. So i've told myself that i will start those undone work tomorrow, right after school. Starting with.. Can't tell you. HAHA ! :D

Nothing much to talk about today anyway. Except that i woke up at 1 pm and fixed myself in front of the tb (tv). Watched shows like fairly oddparents, road runnershow, beauty and geeks and the showdown. And now, i'm here listening to love, sex and magic by ciara ft. justin timberlake. At the same time blogging. (:

Oh, i have to mention this -DRAG ME TO HELL is awesome. I love it.

Caught it in the cinema yesterday? Or i should say today? 2 in the morning show. And it ends at 4 am. HAHA! I counted the number of people in the cinema, and i proudly say.. there's only 19 human beings. Awesome!

I was upper excited when my sister told me that she's dragging me along to watch the movie. I was searching for someone to watch with me. Well, was thinking of boyf, but someone said it was a crappy movie so i don't want to waste his money. So, my search is over and i'm fully content that i finally managed to watch the movie.

FANTASTIC. THUMBS UP for DRAG ME TO HELL. (: !

Though the movie caught me into some "heart attack" incidents in the cinema, but i love it.

Can i watch it again darling? :D !

BYE SEXY LOVERS!

Hello earthlings.

I hate it when i try very hard to sleep, but i failed.
Slept at 1 am , woke up at 5 am. Seriously can't sleep. And it's idiotic.
So i decided to switch the tv on. Less than 5 minutes, i fell asleep again. -.- !

Today i had my badminton game with boyf. (: !
And now, my hand is pain. My wrist exactly.
Super tired. Then slack with boyf awhile -played big two in his iTOUCH.
Fucking retard lah the game i tell you, win one round.. the computer AI will make you lose so many rounds. =.= !
I swear and curse.
Boyf goes like:
"Angry right? Like CB right?"
Haha.
Then head home.

Reach home. I slept like a log. =.= !

So, i've work striked off and i'm happy. :D

One moment i feel i'm a group, another moment i feel i don't belong with the group.
If you understand what i'm saying. Which is pretty obvious -YOU DON'T!

Picture taken from google. http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/2/28/Two-sided_Fahrenheit.jpg :D !

I feel like putting that pic, so i have it. WAHAHAHAHA! :D

My younger sister and myself had this conversation :

Younger Sister: Kak (sis) , if fahrenheit ever come to your school (NYP), how will you re-act?

Me: *rolls eyes* I will obviously jump around you nut!

Younger Sister: *Ignore me*

HAHA. Well, my answer is basically just to irritate her. :D !

This boy band here make their trip to IMM when they are in Singapore, how the hell will they end up in NYP, right?! =.=

Today received POGD's e-learning. Due tomorrow. Work, work.

I need coffee bean! COFFEE BEAN!!!!!!!!

I KNOW I'M BEING MESSY FOR TODAY'S UPDATE. so what?! wakakaka.