WHAT A HOLIDAY!

HELLO PEOPLE!

Had school today. Ya ya the whole 2 weeks thingy. Well, it was rather fun. Had POA for the first period which i skipped. LOL! I came late okay?! Hehe. A hour late. Uh Uh! Okay Okay. Cut the crap. Second lesson was Social Studies but mdm yehidah wasn't coming in so the whole group of us when to the market to have our breakfast. Well, it was rather hard to get myself a food there. LOL! After eating walk back to school and than had our maths lesson. Mrs gan was so good today i suppose. LOL! Than it was chemistry, was very relaxing lesson. Easier to understand. Hmm. Well than it was english! I PASS MY GRAMMAR -uh uh happy! LOL!

Headed home with uncle jeremy. He played my hanphone game, how pathetic! Hmm. Took 61. Reach home bath and went to chua chu kang, lot 1. Took the bus. Bought some stuffs and lao gong bought for the both of us a handphone strap. How wonderful was that? Hmm. Than took MRT back to bukit batok. Had a little 'fight' with lao gong, don't wanna mention it though. It was rather my fault. So i shall not decide i shall ask him before anything. Hmm.!

Than reach home, went to dinner and end up went to the clinic too.

P/S: i'm planning to work. i wanna work. i wanna help dad. please, i am in a real intention! Haiz.

LAO GONG, look, i'm sorry lah. I was just a little dissappointed and angry that you shouted at me infront of the people. Felt a little ashamed though that was why i kept queit on the way back home. Hmm. Please forget it. I don't want fight.

K LAH GOT TO GO.

I KNOW I'M NOISY LOL!

THERE'S NO UPDATE FOR TODAY.

JUST THAT I'M SO NAUGHTY CAN TODAY? HAHA!! (:

IT'S NOT RIDICULOUS BUT I MISS MY OWN BROTHER. ): ! I LOVE HIM & I KNOW I DO!

HELLO PEOPLE!

Okay, i think today started with a super don't know what situation between my family & my maid. So, mum were nagging so did dad so did i and so did my first sister. PLEASE! I really think she should listen to us ONCE! duh?! But, i shall not elaborate what happen here cause it's a little too ridiculous to think about as you know.. my maid is rather a little too emotional! At least now i know who stands before my maid. ITS ME! My rents (short form for paRENTS) put me first before my maid and i'm so glad about that. Anyway, enough of her please. (:

School was rather fun today. My whole school hours in school today is FREEE!!!! Yes totally FREE! Except for PE! Hehe. Played a game today, street something. HEHE! All i know, HOCKEY! HAHAHA! Please, our class is super violent can? One small ball can don't know how many people attack arh! LOL! But it's fun! (: ! So, that's the only lesson we had and guess what, it was the LAST lesson for the year. GRR! Why can't PE be included in the next two weeks school time table eh? LOL!

Okay, had a great time shouting and laughing at bing hui for the last two hours. (: ! He, ronald, udin and zhi yang took my handphone and pass here and there. And i accused bing hui for hiding my phone somewhere which i don't know for 2 hours when all the while, my phone was with ZHI YANG!!! I didn't get my phone untill after school. Zhi yang pass it to bing hui again without me knowing it and zhi yang pretended my phone wasn't with him. I chased bing hui and he pop my handphone and i chase him from the container block up to the canteen. hehe! He's freak man! But manage to get my handphone back, udin took it for me and pass it to me. LOL! (:

After school, didn't went any where. Planned to go to boon lay but nah. So, called mum and mum said bro's friend is coming. So i decided to went home but than bing hui told me to accompany him till his training begins so i did. And it's ridiculous i played his flops. I wore it and it's super big can?? Imagine a size 5 feet wearing a around sizer 11 flops?? HEHE! (: ! He's dummy! Haha. (:

Anyway, after kor decided to go for his training, i went home. And ya went straight home. Did nothing much at home. Just had a sleep for the whole afternoon (after bro in laws' friends went back ). Woke up. Get ready and off to boon lay, jurong point.

Get my stuffs bought taufik's cd. Had pizza for dinner at pizza hut. (: ! After dinner had a conversation about my brother (he's no longer here with us but we still treasure him. i know i love him and i know he's observing me). Here's the conversation;

Me: How old will brother be if he's still alive?
First sis: 18.
Me: I can imagine how handsome my brother will be.
Youngest sis: Of course. Look at our dad.
Me & First sis: LAUGHED.

SILENCE.

Me: I miss my brother do you people?
First sis & Youngest sis: Of course we do. He's our brother for god sake.
Me: (started to shed tears) If only he could be with us.
First sis: He's observing us. He's always with us.

At that moment, sadness wrapped my heart. I seriously missed my brother and i know i love him. Hello, he's mine brother. MY OWN BROTHER. If he is here, i won't be like this. I won't be. I'm such a spoilt girl. Which i will be probably call, 'abang' or 'kor' if he's still breathing. Hmm. Thinking about him makes me cry. Seriously, the other time, i was so sad over something it's like i was too confused over something i can sense he was next to me. I was even talking to him. And that's when i believe he's there. My brother is here. (: !

BROTHER/abang/kor, you might not be able to read this but i love you. I really do. I know you are here with us. We love you. You are our brother! Our one and only. (: ! You're treasured. (: !

Okay people i better get going. *SWEET DREAMS HIDAH* !!

HARI RAYA

PICTURE FOR THE DAY(which is actually yesterday): ME & MY NEPHEW! (:

HELLO PEOPLE!

Today, there's nothing much to say though. Just that, my relative is coming to my place today. According to mum, there's many of them that is coming. Okay, so i will be busy busy. LOL! (;

Lets' talk about yesteday, ok?

Yesterday, school was half day. (: fun fun! Only 2 hours plus of school. The 'plus' is for the briefing. (: !

Anyway, had geog and maths period. But, mrs gan didn't turn up for maths so, it's free period and i watched tom & jerry and make hell alot of noise and 'lame' jokes. pls, i tink i'm, getting more naughty. LOL! Than had the briefing thing, i make hell alot of noise again. hehe. YES I'M NOISY!

After school, rush back home. Cause mummy wanna do house visiting. So ya.

First house was my mummy's youngest sis. My aunt's place. Second house was my father's youngest sis. Than went to my nephew's place. Went to house visiting with him. OH MY GOD! He's so damn cute and naughty can? LOL! But, he's the sweety in my heart. LOL! love him many many! See the pics taken, i love the one he kissed me. hehe. (: !

Well, went back home really late though. Was super tired tht i had a bath, read one chapt of my book and sleep. LOL! (:

A MOMENT AGO, I GAVE IT A THOUGHT, IF GOD IS BLESSING US, THERE'S NOTHING I SUPPOSE TO BE WORRIED ABOUT.☆

EMOTIONALLY TIRED.

THE MOST DUMB PICTURE OF THE DAY IS WHEN I WORE DADDY'S WORK UNIFORM! LOL! IT'S BIG, IT'S LONG! I'M SHORT!!!!! (: !

Hello people!

Today didn't went to school. Woke up with a cramp leg so told mum , "mummy, can i don't go school today?" Mum was like,"Okay." ! So messaged lao gong. Than slept. Woke up found myself not okay. Suddenly felt so emotionally tired over something. However, mum told me that she needs me to accompany her to boon lay. So ya i did.

Went to jurong point. She wanted to do some shopping. (: ! So ya, went to the supermarket with her and did those random supermarket shopping. OMG! i miss going supermarket with mum man! & i did today, how happy was i. hehe.! Than went to the library. Stayed quiet for a long time in the library with mum. Borrowed books and went back home by bus. On the way to the interchange, i bought a shirt and a pants and a orange tube. OMG! it all cost me nearly $5o. Oh damn it! LOL! but i'm sastified with it all afterall.

Okay than went home. Read my book. Eat dinner. Than now blogging and singing. I've been screaming and screaming and screaming. I'm too emotionally tired. I'm seriously does! ARGH!!!!!

WHEN MY EMOTIONS ARE TIRED I WILL RATHER BLEED!!!!!!

RESULTS OUT.

HELLO PEOPLE!

oops, no picture today, simply words will be enough. LOL!

Today went to school. Not really disastrous but can say, a day i went breathless in school. LOL! DUH? results were out, but result were before moderation. Yup Yup, we get back all our results. Well, the most untension result of all is science, as usual. Mr murali and his craps. Hehe! (: !

Hmm. School was rather again bored too as half of the class wasnt in the class due to some D&T stuffs, i suppose, it was a workshop. Or whatever i don't bother. So ya, it's like a slacking moment at the same time revealing moment. LOL!

After school, i went to jurong point awhile to get something and went home ASAP. As you guess, i took 174. And sleep again for almost 1/2 the journey. LOL! Oh ya Oh ya! I had hi-cups all the way from jurong point untill the bus interchange. ): ! How harsh is that. LOL! So ya reach home and felt cold cause was caught in the rain. Had a slight fever. Messaged lao gong. Than shukri messaged me. Than continued with messaging lao gong. Finally, settle down with reading a book. (: ! I want to finish the book as i have 1 more book to go! Omg! Hehe. (: ! That's today..

Well, i scored..

HUMANS-45
SCIENCE-53 (after moderation)
ENGLISH-54
MATHS-52
POA-51
MALAY-70

It was rather a bad one for me. I swayed so much in the marks for me. ): ! Okay, i manage to pass. But mind it, i scored only those marks?? Okay, i shall not be ungrateful. (: !

Hey enough of EDUCATION! Lets talk about me and me. Ya, i miss talking about me!

Life. Hmm. It's been better. Things changed now. Everything seems to be perfect. And i know, it all started with me. All thanks to god the ALMIGHTY. *syukur alhamdulilah* ! From home, to school, to friends, to lao gong, i felt things are secured. Some how i had thought that i had only a short time, and i felt so perfect. Life was really. (: ! HE understand me the most. HE is mine bestest friend. HE is the one in my heart. ALLAH IS THE ALMIGHTY THE ONE THAT UNDERSTAND HIS MANKIND MORE THAN OTHERS DO. (: ! THANK YOU ALLAH. (: !

HARI RAYA YES HARI RAYA.

HELLO PEOPLE!

my throat is getting much better. I've changed the appt from tmrw to nx wk. (: ! However, there's still pain in my throat. There's like a cut in it or something. Well, medicine will do the cure i suppose. Hmm. Enough of my throat, it's getting painful.

Okay, today is so much boring. Suppose to be hari raya but nah, don't feel like it yet. Except for first day. Anyway, will be going to my nenek/s house at teban and my auntie's place later at night. WOW! I will swear i will go oh oh tomorrow in school. LOL!

(: kay lah. ppl. hope the pictures are pleasant for u to see. (: ! hehe.

WHEN IT COMES BACK, I BLEED MYSELF AGAIN.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE! YES! SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

First day of hari raya was absolutely fine. Can say, we covered the whole family of mummy's side. Hmm. Only left we daddy's side and mummy's and daddy's nieces and nephews places. Its' great though. As you can see, we took pictures! Yes pictures! LOL! i wore white. Hmm, it's very comfortable with that baju kurung on. (: !

Today will be going out too. (: Plus many guest is coming. (: !Ok Ok, i think i better get going to eat my breakfast, take my medicine, wash up and put my best costume on. LOL! (: !

Anyway, people, if you think u cannot make it tell me ASAP so i will cancell ALL plans. Hmm. One person is alrdy not coming. Hmm. So the rest, pls tell me ASAP k?? If too many people cant, than it's over. Sorry. We'll plan with some other peeps. (: ! Later people.

JUST TO UPDATE, I GOT MYSELF CHOKED ON THE EVE OF HARI RAYA AND WITH THT, I END UP SPENDING MY HARI RAYA EVE AT THE ALEXANDRA HOSPITAL. NOW, MY THROAT HAS A CUT AND SWELLS. I CAN'T TALK MUCH. HMM. I WANT GET WELL SOON!!!!! <3

A BORING DAY PERHAPS. ):

HELLO people! (:

Woke up at 9 + am today. Thought of messaging lao gong but than scared he zzz de. So, ignore my intention. Ya. Wake up, was told by mum that i need to help her in hell lots of stuffs today. Hmm, so ya. I did. Oh well.

Firstly, i did a painting. Just for the sake to finish up the paints i collected from mr tan the other day. So the picture above is how it looks like, how is it? Nice? I rather not really sastified but ok lah. Mum praised me for that and told me, "For my sake, will you be an art teacher, dear?" I was like.. oh. A smile is the best answer afterall. (: !

After the painting, i help mum in her cooking. Half way helping, something cock up. ): ! Well, don't wish to say it here for the sake of privacy. But for sure THERE'S ANOTHER MAN I HATE NOW! Oh my god! Anyway, i'll help as much as i can. Okay.

After the cooking, watch cartoon, laugh like hell sia. After that mum say, we'll go deliver my customers stuffs later so ya. I be the one accompanying her. *wink*! So, as you guess, there's hell alot to do! Tomorrow i be more more busy. (: ! In spite of that, i will try my very best to throw some time to update my blog. (: !

Okay, i need to go for now. Message lao gong to tell him that he can call me but still no calls, perhaps he zzzzz. (: !










IF A MARRIAGE IS JUST A GAME FOR A MAN, THAN WHY THEY PLAY UNFAIRLY AND PROMISE A THOUSAND BULLSHITS WHEN BEHIND THE SCENE THEY GET ANOTHER PLAYER IN THE GAME???! THAN IT'S PROVEN, A MARRIAGE ISN'T A GAME TO BE PLAYED BUT A GAME TO TREASURE FOR A LIFETIME. AM I RIGHT? HAIZ.

EXAMS OVER. (:

Hello people!

Phew, it's over. Yes it's over. EOY is over. LOL! Finally, i'm all free. Hahaha! Not exactly free, still wild for the results. But the important is, there's no more papers! LOL!

Okay okay. For today paper's, had POA 2 and it sucks big time! My balance shit cannot be balanced. WHAT THE BLOODY HELL. Okay, it's not entirely my fault, most people cannot balance it too. ): ! Haiz. So idiotic. Section b, out! I suck on it. ARGH! I can say, the last 2 papers are difficult. What the hell! Okay Okay enough of exam complains. LOL!

After school, went to JE lib and return the book. Hmm, thn went home. I was so having stomach cramp and it is so idiotic. Haiz. So went home. Took 106 from BB interchange and guess who i met?? Mr F!! i was so shocked. I didn't know i will meet him at the very long period of lost contacting each other. I think he still remember me. Hey please, he better do cause he's the one that kissed me and i pushed him away cause yucks! Haiz. Anyway, i was so wrapped with fear lah just now. Hoping lao gong was with me. But, i'm fine.

Now, i'm at home. Doing nothing. Just blogging. ARGH! BORED. stomach pain. ): !

THURSDAY-no school.

FRIDAY-no school.

SATURDAY-hari raya.

SUNDAY-hari raya.

MONDAY-public holiday.

To Eunice: Girl, it's okay. You did your best. Take it as it's not your fault, it's the clock fault to move so fast. Okay? (: ! Cheer up. Seeing you crying just now surprised me and so make me worried. Remember, it's the clock's fault not yours. hehe! Take care girl. Want my kiss? DUH! I know you want it. MUACKSS! (: (: !! LOL!

IT'S FINALLY COMING TO AN END.

HELLO!

Okay it's like, pheww! Tomorrow is the last paper of EOY examinations. Well, let me update a little about recent papers so far.

Mathematics 2- Rather hard. But, i did my best for it. (:

Physics- Didn't study hard enough but probably can manage.

Geography- Averagely easy (:

Chemistry- HORRIBLE! ): i silently cried after the papers. Turning my face away from hidayu, ah gong and bing hui kor is sure a sign to tell them, HEY I'M DISSAPOINTED IN MYSELF. ): !

Combined Science MCQ- Averagely easy.

POA 1- i SWEAR the gross profit thingy my score is ZERO! Haiz.

So ya that's a little update. Anyway, tomorrow is POA paper 2. So, not really bad. Haiz. Today did nothing much just that had 3 papers today. Chemistry, Science MCQ and POA 1. Honestly, i sucks for chem. ): ! I was truely dissapointed in myself. I studied like hell and yet i rewarded myself by getting sucks for the papers. But hey, it's not my fault, most people complaint it's hard too. Haiz. Well, blaming myself is a no good thing anyway as the papers are all done. ): !

After school today went to the library. Thought of going myself, but hidayu wanted to tag along, so ya went to jurong west library with her. I borrowed 3 books altogether. Currently, finishing my first book. Exam's over so ya, i can concentrate on books reading again. (: ! Hmm. Was at Jurong West Library and the stupid 'kids' makes hell alot of noise. I can't tolerate them. Hey look, i'm reading and they make super noise. Please, they aren't primary school pupils, they are secondary school students. I was so pissed off that i make the noise 'SHHHHHH' loudly and my eyes were directly on them. NOPE they aren't queit. A few girls from their group came near me. Playing and shouting, i stared at them and finally they are gone. Some people are so heartless and brainless. Haiz.

After the library thingy, i went home taking 174. I tink i slept almost half the journey. I was dam tired okay. I was having bloody dam stomach cramp. While waiting for the bus, i'm like weak lah. Like want to collapsed down or at least call the ambulance myself. LOL! Anyway, i hold on and ya i get back home safely (though i walk like drunk person). XD ! Basically that is it for today.

Okay, its exam's over. So, i have to start on the class tee thingy again ASAP. I need to collect money soon! ): ! I know it's been like months since i said but i'm sorry i'm busy with O level malay. Personal problems (mostly at home). Examinations. School problem (teachers been seeing me to speak about me). The 'rabbit' stuff. HAIZ. SO ya, i'm sorry 4B2. I will resume the t-shirts, i get back to the supplier.

Lao gong,
I miss you so. I was hoping to see you. I wanted to cry on your shoulder. But it's okay, i think you're busy or something. Do call or message me okay? Love you so much. Miss you too. MUACKS!

THEY KEPT STARING AT ME AND I WAS WRAPPED WITH FEAR THAT THEY MIGHT DO SOMETHING TO ME. WHY ARE THERE SUCH PEOPLE CALLED PERVERTS? ARGH!

SOMETHING UNFORGOTTEN.

People! Im back.

Mathematics paper 1 was averagely difficult. So far, wat i learnt for yesterday did pop up. (: ! Thank god i did the end year 2006 sec 3 exp yesterday night. Hmm. What i did, a little or less pop up on today's mathematics paper 1. Thank god. (: (: ! However, there's one unexpected question pop up. All of us was screwed up. TOTALLY screwed up. We know superly NOTHING about that bloody question or in other words, we didn't study that topic! DUH?! Hope it was given as FREE MARKS. LOL! (X !! FAAATTT HOOOPPEE HIDAH!

Okay after mathematics paper 1 it was social studies paper. Okay fine, i admit, it is averagely easy. (: ! SBQ was definitely decontextualised (did i get the spelling right?) based. It's about paskitanis and india disputes. (: (: ! However, the question wasn't that easy. The answers are rather straight forward. (: ! Hmm. Than SEQ , the choices was NI, D&D-ASEAN & SPORE POPULATION. And i answered, NI! Please, that's the easiest of all. LOL! (: But i think i bullshited on my conclusion. Afterall, still lack of confident to pass Social Studies. ): ! Praying hard. (: !

After papers went to the library with hidayu and lao gong to study. Thanks to them both that now i understand my basic physics. Hmm. After did 'study' went home. However, was caught. Hmm. Caught by someone i hate. Anyway, it's over and i don't want to talk about it. IT WILL DISAPPEAR FROM MY MIND.

And now, stuck at home. Doing my blogging and soon mugging through my physics. ): ! Sad, i over-confident tht i have to depend on my chemistry to pass comb. science. So that is it.












IF I DID NO MISTAKE, I'LL STAND UP NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES. SAY WHAT YOU WANT TO SAY, ALL I WILL SAY IS ,IT WASN'T MY MISTAKE. GO AROUND AND SEE, HOW MANY IS DOING THE SAME AS ME? YES I'M BAD, THAT'S HOW I REACT. YOU'LL FURTHER SEE IF YOU PUT YOUR HAND ON ME. CAUSE I CLEARLY UNDERSTAND IT WASN'T MY MISTAKE AND I DID NO MISTAKE AND I NO IT WAS NO ONE'S MISTAKE. GET IT?

EXAMS MOOD IS CURRENTLY ON! LOL.

PEOPLE! i know i know. I am suppose to be mugging through my social studies and maths. Ya, i'm almost complete my social studies. So, ya left with maths.

Mugging through exams is so idiotic man! I'm left with 10% of my energy consumption. LOL! -lame- ! Haha. Haiz. BORING.

I may be burning midnight oil tonight and will be awake at least untill 2 plus? thn sleep. Thn wake up at 4 plus. thn continue mugging than all off to school. HAIZ!!!!!!


WISH ME LUCK! (:







Lao gong, i waited for you at JE. But i see no view of you. I messaged you but no reply, i called you but no answer. I almost fainted though just now while waiting, so i decided to go home. Besides tht, i'm rushing for time to study. Hmm. I was wondering all the way why you didn't answer and reply untill i missed my 106. ): ! Are you okay?? Haiz.

ITS BEEN LONG SINCE I UPDATE.

I can see - my blog updating have not been constant liao de. (: ! Because i need to mug through the exams. ): ! Next paper is mathematics 1 and social studies, how harsh can that be? LOL!

There's not much to update actually. Just that, recently, have been seeing mr murali most of the time. LOL! Obviously! He's concern about the EOY exams for us. (: ! Okay. Let's talk about TODAY. HAHA.!

Today went school by bus to clementi mrt station. Every eyes were on us. So, ya who cares? Haha! Reach school, i was like so happy and i don't know why. LOL! And than assembly, my tie was already tied by lao gong (: he's sweet. Love him! So, ya, i don't have to rush to put on the tie for assembly today. (: ! Just before assembly, shu wen came to me and gave me a present. (: Birthday present cum children's day present. DUH?! LOL !!

Than went to class. Went disturbing almost the whole class. And ah gong, russell, hidayu and zhi yang kor told me to shut up. And joey ask me, why i was so noisy, i say i was so happy. LOL! Than did my duty -EMPTY BASKET! Than, wai ho asked, why i so happy, i say dont know. LOL! Get back to my place. Shu wen told me to open the present?.. I open it slowly..... and i saw a yellow spongy thing. I GOT A SPONGEBOB!!!! ;yes i shouted that loudly in class. haha! (: ! And i was so loving the spongebob. Thanks to those who had bought it for me. (:!

As for academic. Had POA, art, maths and 2 chem lessons. (: ! Told mr murali about the spongebob present i had and he was like so sian. LOL!

After school, went westmall. Met lao gong's the gu gu and himself. (: ! It was so nice to know gu gu (: ! She is so understanding. Hmm. Nice to talk too. Such a nice woman. Looking forward to spend time with gu gu but still, heart will go nervous lahh. haha! (: !! Kay lah i got to go for now.



I'M FASTIN. ITS 5.40 NOW! SOON TO BREAK FAST. YES! ENDURE!! LOL!