I'm bored.

=.='

When can i get my very own money? I want money.

Applied like a lot of work, attended like many interviews. However, i'm still JOBLESS! haiz.


=.='

Chalets' over.

It was the last day of gathering for most of us. I hate that.

Anyway, i'm superly not feeling good. My neck is killing me. It's aching the whole day since last two days. Perhaps, it's because of the fall i had. Well.. ya. The fall. Irritating and shocking fall.

Never mind.

I think i got to go. Bye world.

Good morning angels. :D

Oh, yesterday was great though didn't attend the prom night (which makes me sad). Anyway, prom is over. Now, the next big event is the chalet. I might not be attending today because there's some things at home. I will attend tomorrow, as i say, early in the morning. Haa!

Okay, so i heard Aiman was the Prom King. :D ! Cool, Congratulation dude! Darling says the night was fun. Gosh, how much i've been wanting to go but i couldn't. It's over, there's no point nagging and complaining about it. I won't be able rewind everything.

It's just simply days, i've been staying at home and i'm already bored. I need to go out but things back at home are just stopping me. So, i just basically been in my room for the past few days. Things i've done was simply bored. Haiz. This is so killing me.

I want tomorrow to come fast and i can enjoy eveyr seconds of it. :D ! Swimming. Chalet. Barbeque. Jokes. Laughs. Food. Games. Extremely cool. But, everything will end up with goodbyes. That's what i don't wish for. D:

So, i want tomorrow to come fast and end late. Very late. Later than late. Get it? So goodbyes will be far far away. Further than far. :D



To someone,
Do you? Please tell me if you do. I'm waiting.

Yesterday was like goodbye day.
Today was prom night, i won't be attending though.
Tomorrow marks the beginning of class chalet, i can't wait.

Well, i'm still depending on my allowance. Job is still not yet with me. I've been searching, i've been making calls, but they need 18 and above. So, it was not mine. It's okay. Probably, will start working after the class chalet. That would be nice. hah!

So, today i stayed at home again. Firstly, i'm running out of bucks. Secondly, dad is at home and so i have to stay at home. I did nothing since morning, but watched Korean movies. At least, there's something i can do.

Tomorrow everyone will be sleeping over at the chalet, but i will sleeping at home. Boring isn't that. And i will leave house early in the morning for pasir ris the next day. WOW! I want to swim swim swim. I hope i will be able to swim on that day (: ! Okay.

People, i'm getting worried now cause i have nothing else to do.

I think i better continue those korean movies. Bye lovelies.

TO GRADUATING CLEMENTEENS, ENJOY PROM NIGHT! TELL ME WHO IS THE QUEEN AND KING OKAY?! LOVE YA.

Hello.

I've cut my hair. Yeah, it was a nice visit to the saloon. (: ! My hair was layered, so, the different is not visible. However, i feel much much more better. hah!

Oh, tomorrow is graduation ceremony. Can't wait.

:D !

I better get going. Bye sweeties.

Thank you.

"When he come back, i'll be gone forever." -I LIKE THIS SENTENCE.

Today mark the end of O level. I'm happy, real happy. Seriously i'm out of the stress! Thank god, everything was smooth. Alhamdulilah.

Anyway, today went out with the girls[LI YAN, SHU WEN, LI TING, SELINA, CHEW HUI and HIDAYU]. Had a great day.

First, we head to takashimaya for Seoul Garden. (: ! It was indeed a nice place to have dinner with friends and chill after the hard days. We spent for nearly 2 hours or 3 hours (i can't remember) eating. A lot a lot! Haa! Me and Shu Wen ate the most, i suppose. Haa! We ate chickens, we ate fishes, we ate more chickens, then we ate more chickens, then we ate fishballs, we ate stick crabs, after everything, we ate ice cream!! 7 scoops ice cream for me and shu wen. haa! We drank a lot too. Then, last, we ate fruits. It's seriously cool. I want to go there AGAIN! haha.

Next, we head to Far East. We spent a lot of time there. Rounds and rounds. I bought my graduation day dress, hidayu bought her's and li yan bought a pretty prom night dress. (: ! It was super hard to get mine. I mean, i spend like hours and finally i decided to settle down with a dress. Like finally. Ha! Bought shoes too! I like the shoes, so much! (:

Ended shopping at around 7+ close to 8. Everyone headed home and i waited for my parents to fetch me.

Now, i'm at home. GOING TO SLEEP!





BYE.

I'm running bankrupt real soon.
I need job.



ARGH!

SO YOU THINK YOU WERE? I THINK YOU WERE NOT.

i despise this kind of people.

Hello there world.

Okay. It was rather weird today cause anger was filling me through out the day. I don't know the reason. Let's put this aside.

Anyway, i was 'spring' cleaning my cupboard when i found a bunch of letters. You know those friendship letters, poetries and even letters that were supposed to be send but didn't. Well, everything seems to bring back memories to me. The words in those letters were hilarious. It's like you're hit by moments of memories. Haah!

I read almost every single letter and a few made me cry, cause the letters brought me back to hurtful memories of the relationship. At the same time, it makes me wonder what makes me hold on despite of those hurtful things? Those incidents are still crystal clear in my mind. Those words are still playing in my mind. Everything, every scene and every expression returns when i read those letters. It's hurtful. Absolutely hurtful.

Well, some letters makes me laugh. Example are letters that wrote by my friends and me when we were like primary 6? And that was 5 years ago. Exactly, the words in those letters just reminds me of how childish i was during that time. ha! I was even talking love! Haah! That's just funny. Remember those days when we will bring along a 'diary' to school and requires our fellow classmates/friends to write their so called data's in that diary? Hah! I do remember that, but i lost those diaries. I had 2 of those. We will compete seeing who's desing will be the most nice one. It's just fun being in primary 6, when you thought you are all grown up but actually you're still a little kiddo in need of his or her parents. Haa! That's the reality.

The letters were really the main subject for my day today. I mean it really makes me recall my young days and my now days. Haah! When i was a kid, i had always wanted to grow faster and be like the teenagers around me and now, when i am a teenager myself, in fact a young adult i am, i prefer to be little kids where they know nothing. All they know was homework, friends, obey adults, sleep, eat, cartoons and games. Isn't that more fun then being an young adult? When you have to know every single thing in this world and you have to learn to solve every problems on your own. Facing every obstacles on yourself. It's not easy being a young adult.

You kids out there, treasure being a kid. Don't pretend to being us cause being us is no fun at all. There's a lot of thinking to do. Seriously. (: ! And let me tell you those thinking aren't easy to do. I bet the others will agree with me. (:

Okay, put those aside okay?! Now let get back to me spring cleaning my cupboard.

Besides those letters, i also found that i have lots of handbags that i yet to use. No wonder mum will nag at me when ever i decide to buy a new handbag! Haa! I get it now, but.. who cares? More bags is coming, hah! So, mum don't waste your time nagging at me. Ha! Afterall, i'm a lady. I need bags to be more presentable. Different kind of bags that suits my attire. Ha! I get it now, i'm getting more fussy in fashion. Is that a good or a bad sign? Suggestion.

Oh, speaking of fashion. I need to do a make over soon. Getting rid of those old fashion baju-s and start buying more 'me' baju-s. I mean, clothes that suits me and really present my personality, but first i need to make sure that my graduation day's clothes are ready before hand. Yes, i've known what to buy but i'm afraid my mind will change the moment i step in to the mall. Well, we'll see about that. I can't wait for that day. Can you?

I'm buying more shoes too. Oh, earrings, necklaces, bangles... watches. Err, i think there goes my one month salary. Hah!

Yeah. You're right. I'm planning to work after Os. To be precise, after the class chalet. I will be starting to find myself a job and get money. Planning to work with cousin, but we are still thinking where will we be working at. Hmm, planning planning. If his not up to it, i have to work alone i guess. Or with friends? Who? Not to think about it now.

Tuesday is coming. The day that will end every pressure. I'm waiting for it. MCQ! I will do very best for it and enjoy like mad after that. Parties, BBQs, chalets, lepaks and more! Yes right after the MCQ! (:

I'm done. I better get some sleep. Bye world.

Today was suppose to go out, but end up SLEEPING!
Never mind, i shall go out tomorrow and study, study, study!
Okay, i better get going. Bye angels and devils.


:D i'm kinda happy today but i don't know why. Perhaps, that dream?

Let's habbo okay?

Another paper is over. I've put my every bits of brain memory for the paper and as soon as i step out of the examination room, everything was auto deleted. Yes, everything. The paper was averagely okay. I did manage to answer the question. I'm still believing i can do it. Nope, not yet giving up. I'm having one last paper next tuesday. So, keep it up till next week girl! (:

Every morning as i wake up, i will always pray to Allah that my result will make me cry tears of joy. Yes, happiness over my results that's what i want after those hardwork and tiredness. I still believe i will do it! Yes, i will! (:

I think i better get going. Bye world.













PRAYING EVERY NIGHT AND DAY.

So, my name was gone. What's your reason this time?
Do not disturb me, will you? I need my own time. I'm sorry.
Sometime you makes me wonder..
..What makes you love me?

I'm going. Bye.