Tuesday, June 17, 2008

There's things i wish for.

I wish for loads of trust and loads of confident to trust others.
I wish for perseverance to stay strong in my everyday routine.
I wish for sincerity.
I wish for love and much more love.
I wish for a perfect timing for everything.
I wish for good future.
I wish for loads of things.
I wish my wish will be wished.



Is that too much? How i wish a magic will happen tonight and all my wish will be no longer a wish. But life is unpredictable. One moment it will be as good as heaven and at another moment it will be as bad as hell. Somehow, you will feel the heat and tortures you have to go through. The only difference was that the tortures isn't punishments. Instead, it was just challenges from the above to show you certain messages (which we at times neglect it). And, the heat isn't the burning flames. Instead, it was the anger that were raging inside us or the other party.

I was wrapped with instant blindness. All i see was darkness. Now, i'm burning with sadness. Why is this happening to me? Whatever it is, life have to go on. Curious, very. Why can't life be like all those dramas? Where things will be hilarious at the beginning, challenging at the middle, and end with so much happiness? Perhaps, i am the drama one. But serious, i've been thinking to post this up and i finally found proper words to put it all in a piece.

Perhaps, to come and to go is always what will happen in one's life. Rarely, one will come and won't go but which will be mine? I can't help it but to ask.

Laughter does not mean i'm happy. It might just mean i'm in need.

I'm glad.

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