Telah ku cuba menghindari.

There's no school today. However, it's just another chaotic day. My today is a failed to plan day. How couldn't it be? Travelling from this place, to that place, back to this place then to another place then back to that place. Oh my! Bus trips all the way.

I didn't really sleep yesterday. After confessing things to boyfriend, it makes me cry the whole night. I was just breathless by the guilt i was wrapped in. It's like as though a bullet penetrate into my heart, painful. How could i be so selfish? I hate myself for everything i did to boyfriend. But, some say, why should i as he did the same before? I answer that question myself, "Cause he's the one, who have been constantly telling me to be patience and believe that this relationship will be somewhere together with happiness. Cause he's the one, who have been continuingly supporting me. Cause he's the one, that my friends know. Cause i he's the one, that i once promise to give him another chance." All i wanted is god to let my parents see, who he really is to me. And for him to see who is the one i really love between the two.

I think, i've typed enough. I shall go now. Bye world.













TILL TONIGHT, I COULDN'T FORGET HOW SHE TOLD ME THAT SHE DON'T FAVOUR YOU. I FELT A KNIFE PENETRATING MY HEART INSTANTLY.