I miss you, but i don't.
Don't ask me why.
Neither can you ask me what i mean.
Cause i don't know.
And i don't bother to know.
For me i can't hold it any longer.
The pain is killing me.
Your words makes me turned into a believer.
Without realising that i'm hurting you more than ever.
Can't you just go away and leave me alone here?
Again, don't ask me why.
You know the reason as i've repeat it more than a million times.
If this relationship is going somewhere (like you say),
Why are we still at the stage of being hated?
If the day will come (like you claimed),
Why are we still waiting?
Darling can't you see
Everything's setting back, fading away
From me to you to them to everyone else.
If only your sincerity comes before that bloody valentine,
Will all this chapter even be made?
Only if she doesn't exist
Will i be living life with the feeling of betrayal and fear?
Worst she's not the only one that you called "HER"
That's why I always think that there's some more that's coming.
Can't you see it's not only you, it's me too
In fact, it's us.
No, i couldn't stop.
Trying to sleep tonight wasn't the best solution.
I couldn't close my eyes.
I couldn't dream of anything better.
I need you to know, to know the reasons
The reasons to why this is happening.
So you'll free yourself and be who you are.
I don't want to change you if i'm the reason.
I want you to change because you're the reason to the changes.
See the world, it's still wide for you.
There's more for you to see.
See them before it's too late.
Baby dear
I can't fight this war.
They're too strong to make me win
Their words are more powerful than yours
Their weapons are one ;GOD.
I withdraw.

But...

I'm multilated.