Friday, February 1, 2008

LIFE WASN'T AS EASY AS I THOUGHT.

A NOTE:


Mum/Dad.

I need nothing else. All i need now is, please say you still love me.

There's nothing i can ask either than please accept me again. A little space in your heart will make me more than contented.

There's nothing i can explain either than a simple apology.

You always said, you aren't given a space in my heart, when deep down, you're the only one i treasure most. Nothing one else.

If only you could see how much i respected you. If only you could understand the reasons behind what i did. If only you could forgive me and hug me once again. If only you could kiss me and say "take care" just like you used to. If only i could reverse time. However, everything was just, IF ONLY.

When you shouted at me, when you screamed at me. I timidly sat down wondering curiously what's actually happening? Will there never be at least a bit of forgiveness for me? It's up to you, up to you to decide.

I never know LIFE IS THIS HARD. How long can i stand? In other words, how much TIME am i LEFT with?

I tried to smile, laugh, and all sorts of happiness to make me back to myself, but thinking of you, nothing much had changed. My feelings was still how i felt yesterday.

To you it's huge, to me it's small. But, all it is, i realise the mistake i made. TO LIE. But, will a single LIE make you LOST trust on me FOREVER? ...




Boyfriend.

I've fail. Fail in the battle of ours.

Time is running short for me, i suppose. Will we ever make it till the end?

Sometimes, i felt like, running, running away from you. To hide the feelings i feels, not to show mine sorrows. But, u insisted for me to stay and tell you every little things.

If only i could tell you every single things i'm suffering in. But, please, it's IF ONLY. Now, i'm keeping it all to myself. Please don't force me, i beg you.

To you, i wish, please, no matter how much time i am left with, all i need you to know is that mummy and daddy doesn't hate you so did i. All they want is, you, you to make your future the best. They loves you. Please take care of them for mine sake?...

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