LIFE.

Life is never explainable. Cause, no one witness your life, except you.

Oh god, i was attack by this sudden thought of my long lost friend. A friend i had when i was primary 6. Almost 5 years. Wow! His name was unique. He was too hot to be believe that his an indonesian. I've always thought he was a japanese or a korean at least, when actually he was from Jakarta, i suppose. I forgotten where his from but not his face. At least, how he looks like 5 years ago. LOL! :D ! Fazrina will agree with me if she read this.

Abang (brother) , that was what i call him. Norika, that was the name he gave to me. Norhidah was too difficult for him to say, he explained. Norika sounds nicer he told. And that was the name he called me through out the one year being close together with him. :D ! Bonded, brother and sister i suppose. :D !

Now, Norika still exist but the only thing was there's no more him to call me that name. I'm left with my real name , Norhidah. The name everyone believe in. All left now is memories, memories of 5 years ago when every morning, without fail, he will shout 'Norika' smile and laugh with me. And how much i regret of not being there, for the last time for him to call me 'Norika' for the very last time before he go, go back to his country and never comes back.

And i lost him. Lost a brother, i had 5 years ago which i still remember. Does he? All i know, things was just not the same. Oh, i miss him. Norika, the one calling me this name now is only Fazrina, yet, it was never the same as he did.




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